Thursday, November 23, 2023

 

Even,

 

Even during my Embodied Language (EL), while I am expressing my Language Enlightenment (LE), I still want to address your meaningless Disembodied Language (DL), because my EL and my LE are not appreciated or understood by you. When I criticize your unconscious, dumb, mean way of dealing with language, you immediately feel, I am addressing you, because you engage in stupid DL every day.

 

You would probably say, it is my way of getting even with you, as DL is the only language you are familiar with and can relate to. However, I don’t engage in DL, even if I judge you and hold you accountable for your actions. I am not who you believe me to be. I am even worse than your worst nightmare, because I am real and I always talk about real matters. You can’t deny what I say and even if you did, it would only prove my point, which is: you are full of shit.

 

You are always negative, even if you try to sound positive. Your mean, vindictive, distrustful, hurtful,    pretentious, deceitful behavior is very apparent, even while you try so hard, to act as if you are kind, patient, respectful, cooperative or truthful. Even if you would ever come close, to recognizing the great difference between your DL and EL, you would shy away from it, because you are already too far gone.

 

Since you have, so to speak, sold your soul to the devil – because you only engage in DL – you just can’t stand it, even if I merely pay attention to you, because my attention always shows what an ugly, frustrated, hateful, stressful and dissatisfied person you really are. Even someone as insensitive as you, can’t help, but feel the contrast. Even if I don’t say anything at all, you are upset, anxious and uneasy  around me, as you know, that you can’t control me.

 

Even if you obsessively try to get me on your side, I am not coming to your side and it greatly irritates you, to notice, the harder you try, the more you are coming to my side. The crumbling of your dumb DL, is bound to happen, with anyone, who is with me. I don’t do anything, but you are the one, who tries to change me, but you are not succeeding. Even if you don’t want to admit it, you know, you act foolishly. 

 

Even before you consciously acknowledged it, there was, of course, a great difference between your DL and your EL. You have had some brief moments of EL, but you could never continue with it, as your DL took over again. Your happiness lasted for a few moments and then it was gone again. The harder you tried to get it back, the less you succeeded and so, you basically gave up on it. Your situation isn’t uncommon. Everyone with DL is in the same boat.

 

You don’t even know what you are doing, because  language merely happens to you. You even believe that you think and that you have a mind, but you are not in charge of your language. Even when you try to be in control of your so-called thoughts, you never succeed and that is why you can’t sleep and why you wear yourself out, because you are never at rest. Your rigid, superficial, effortful way of dealing with language, illustrates – even if you have a lot of education, even if you attain a socially powerful position, even if you get a lot things done, even if you become famous, even if you get married two, three or four times – your life is a total mess. And, even your religion doesn’t give you any relief.

 

Even if you don’t talk with me, I have EL and I enjoy myself tremendously, hammering your idiotic DL. It is my LE, which makes me want to use my EL, to let you know what you are missing. Your life is full of misery, chaos, conflict and suffering, but even that is not enough, to begin to talk with yourself and listen to yourself, so you could begin to instruct yourself, to move on to something better. Whatever you have told yourself with your DL, didn’t and couldn’t help. You haven’t even begun to recognize, all of your problems are created and maintained by your DL.      

 

You even struggle with your pets, your children, your neighbors, your not-so-significant other, your ex and all of your friends. Even while you sleep, you are involved in something tense and worrisome. It is your life, but you don’t even seem to realize, you are wasting your time on nonsense beliefs. At some point, you hit a brick wall, you get sick, you spin out of control, you become addicted, you just don’t care anymore about anything, because you never even cared for anything in the first place. Perhaps, you burst out screaming or crying, but, only after you are done with your negative bullshit, will you come  to your senses. Even if you discover your EL, you only become even-keeled, if you can continue with it. Yes, nothing less will do, as that is your LE.  

Wednesday, November 22, 2023

Danger,  

Because it can put us in danger, so to speak, we usually fail to explore, acknowledge, and express our Embodied Language (EL). Viewed from our usual Disembodied Language (DL), anything that results in the cessation of our tragic conditioning is considered a danger. Although it is certainly true that our conscious EL is rejected by everyone with unconscious DL, there is no danger whatsoever, because we are only making our lives safer with EL. 

In DL we always talk about the danger of fascism, climate change, drugs or infectious diseases, but never about how we create our own horrible, chaotic, confusing reality, with our everyday, superficial, unnatural language. Man is in great danger and everything indicates that whatever we do, our situation will continue to deteriorate. As long as we are unable to stop our own DL, we are going to increasingly experience the disastrous consequences of the ridiculous fact, that we continue to act, as if everything will turn out fine.  

What we are going to do with all our atomic bombs, our own meaningless lives and with the violent societies of which we are a part, depends entirely on how we deal with our language. So far, DL has always endangered the individual and has failed to provide any stability, but with your EL, this is going to change, because you finally realize, that you have been constantly on the alert, raising the alarm and trying to warn others of some danger, while you yourself, did not even notice, you barely managed to avoid it. It's truly a miracle that you're still alive.   

Danger means, immediate action must be taken, but because of your paralyzing, numbing, dissociative DL, you are so used to danger, that you no longer even notice that your agitation, your depression, your stress and your madness are all the result of the fact, that you do not leave, but remain exposed to all the senseless negativity, which determines your life.   

The coast is only clear, if you finally talk to yourself and let yourself know, that only your own EL can give you the safety, you have never been able to receive from others with DL. There have hopefully been some people in your life, who were not too malicious, but you have never met anyone, who was able to consciously continue with EL, who invited and encouraged you to do the same. The security you have always been looking for is your Language Enlightenment (LE), which can only be expressed with your EL.  

The well-known ridiculous expression, that we should face the danger, so that we would no longer be afraid, since we have fought it and, supposedly, overcame it, illustrates how, with our usual DL, we look into instead of listen  and we fight instead of letting go. Only when, because of our EL, we have the courage to allow ourselves to listen to the fears, which we - as individuals - experience as danger, are we able to let go of the danger as well as the endless struggle with our fears.  

The presumably comforting saying, that we only see ghosts – because we are feeling a sense of threat, which doesn’t seem to go away – shows our fear has nothing to do with what we see, but with what we hear. We hear, constantly, everywhere DL, in which the voices of speakers demand and distract our attention. These very real voices compel us, even though they sound so friendly, enthusiastic and motivated, because it is all acted, false pretentious DL. Even though we could never put our finger on what is actually constantly threatening us, if we recognize the difference between DL and EL, then we know better. We're not crazy and we don't see ghosts. I have been working in psychology for many years and am convinced many people with so-called mental health issues, are actually sick of DL without even realizing it. However, when they say this, it will be considered, as if DL is part of being crazy.  

All kinds of power-mongers constantly force us to use our language in the way they want, but with our own EL, we will finally use our language in the way we want. However, we are playing with fire, as long as we have not yet recognized the great danger, that we with DL, have unconsciously, given up on our freedom. In other words, we remain trapped in DL, which prevents us from being who we really are and from living inspired by our LE with the help of our EL. The real danger is that, because of our long conditioning with DL, we miss out on our own lives.

 

Gevaar,

 

Omdat het ons, zogezegd, in gevaar kan brengen, talen wij er meestal niet naar, om onze Belichaamde Taal (BT) te onderzoeken, te erkennen en expressief te maken. Vanuit onze gebruikelijke Ontlichaamde Taal (OT) beschouwd, wordt alles wat het stopzetten van onze tragische conditionering tot gevolg heeft, gezien als een gevaar. Ofschoon het zonder meer waar is, dat onze bewuste BT wordt afgewezen, door iedereen met onbewuste Ontlichaamde Taal (OT), is er van gevaar geen enkele sprake, want wij maken ons leven alleen maar veiliger met onze BT.

 

We hebben het met OT altijd maar weer over het gevaar van fascisme, klimaat veranderening, drugs of besmettelijke ziektes, maar nooit, over hoe wij met onze alledaagse, aftandse, onnatuurlijke taal onze eigen afgrijzelijke, chaotische, verwarrende  realiteit creeren. De mens is in groot gevaar en alles wijst erop, dat wat wij ook doen, onze situatie als maar verder verslechterd. Zolang als wij niet in staat zijn, om onze eigen OT een halt toe te roepen, zullen wij in toenemende mate de desastreuze gevolgen  ervaren van het idiote feit, dat wij met onze OT maar blijven doen, alsof alles wel goed gaat komen.

 

Wat wij gaan doen met al onze atoombommen, ons  eigen betekenisloze leven of met de geweldadige  maatschappij, waarvan wij onderdeel zijn, hangt volledig af, van hoe wij zullen omgaan met onze taal. Tot dusver, heeft OT het individu altijd opnieuw in gevaar gebracht en geen enkele stabiliteit kunnen bieden, maar met jou BT gaat hierin verandering komen, omdat jij eindelijk zult gaan beseffen, dat jij voortdurend in de weer bent gebleven, om alarm te blazen en om anderen voor een of ander gevaar te waarschuwen, terwijl jij zelf niet eens in de gaten had, dat jij nauwelijks de dans wist te ontspringen. Het is werkelijk een wonder, dat jij nog leeft.

 

Gevaar betekent, dat er directe actie moet worden ondernomen, maar vanwege je verlammende OT ben je zo gewend aan gevaar, dat het je niet eens meer opvalt, dat je agitatie, je depressiviteit, je stress en je waanzin, allemaal het gevolg zijn van het feit, dat jij niet weggaat, maar in de beurt blijft van al de zinloze negativiteit, die jou leven bepaalt.

 

De kust is alleen veilig, als jij eindelijk eens met jezelf in gesprek gaat en aan jezelf laat weten, dat alleen jou eigen BT je de veiligheid kan geven, die je nooit van anderen met OT hebt kunnen ontvangen. Er zijn hopelijk wel wat mensen voor jou geweest, die niet al te kwaadaardig waren, maar je hebt nog nooit iemand ontmoet, die in staat was, om bewust door te gaan met BT, die jou uitnodigde hetzelfde te doen. De veiligheid, waarnaar jij altijd zocht, is je  Taal Verlichting (TV), die alleen met BT te vinden is.

 

De bekende belachelijke uitdrukking, dat wij het gevaar onder ogen zouden moeten zien, zodat we niet langer meer bang zouden houven zijn, omdat wij het gevaar op die manier zouden hebben bestreden, illustreert hoe wij, vanuit onze gebruikelijke OT, bezig blijven met kijken in plaats van met luisteren. Alleen wanneer wij, vanwege onze BT, durven, mogen en kunnen luisteren, naar de angsten, die wij – als indidividu – als gevaar ervaren, dan pas zijn wij in staat om het gevaar en onze strijd met onze angsten los te laten.

 

Ook het zogenaamde geruststellende gezegde, dat we alleen maar spoken zouden zien, omdat het gevoel van bedreiging niet weggaat, toont aan dat onze angst niets te maken heeft met wat we zien, maar met wat wij horen. Wij horen, voortdurend, OT, waarin stemmen van sprekers onze aandacht eisen. Deze stemmen, dwingen ons, ook al klinken ze nog zo vriendelijk, enthusiast en gemotiveerd, want het is allemaal geacteerde, onechte OT. Ook al konden wij nooit ons vinger leggen, op wat ons nou eigenlijk voortdurend bedreigde, als wij het verschil tussen OT en BT erkennen, dan weten we wel beter. We zijn niet gek en we zien geen spoken. Ik heb mij vele jaren met psychologie bezig gehouden en ben ervan overtuigd, dat vele mensen met zogenaamde psychische aandoeningen eigenlijk ongemerkt OT spuugzat zijn. Ja, dan wordt je voor gek verklaard.

 

Voordurend dwingen allerlei machts-wellustelingen ons, om onze taal te gebruiken, op de manier die zij willen, maar met BT gebruiken wij onze taal op de manier zoals wij dat zelf willen. Wij spelen echter met vuur, zolang alsdat wij nog niet onze eigen taal, onze BT, hebben erkend en het grote gevaar, dat wij – vanwege onze taal – niet uit de weg gaan, kost ons onze vrijheid. Anders gezegd, wij blijven gevangen zitten in OT, die ons ervan weerhoudt, om te zijn wie we zijn en om met behulp van onze BT, vanuit onze TV te leven. Het echte gevaar is dat wij, vanwege onze conditionering met OT, ons leven mislopen.       

Tuesday, November 21, 2023

 

Compassion,

 

For the purpose of illustrating, what I want to say about compassion, I will first bring the reader this quote from J. Krishnamurti. “Compassion is not sentiment. Compassion is not wooly or empathy; it is not something you can cultivate through thought, discipline, control, suppression, or being kind, polite, gentle and all the rest of it. It only comes into being when thought, at the very root, has come to an end.” Krishnamurti was, unknowingly, his whole life, referring to Embodied Language (EL), which is the expression of our Language Enlightenment (LE). I hope you are able to combine his words, with what I say about our Disembodied Language (DL), which creates and maintains the illusion of thought. The absence of compassion, isn’t due to the presence of thought or a mind – because it doesn’t exist – even though we all talk like that, due to how we deal with our language. Our DL creates all of our problems, as it makes us believe, language can happen within us.

 

Krishnamurti’s words require some translation, to the concepts of DL, EL and LE. He often stated, that thought is time, born of experience and knowledge, which are inseparable from time and past. However, the fallacy of covert, supposedly, inner language – of being able to have thoughts or, presumably, a mind of our own – has distracted us from paying attention to the overt behaviors, which determine how we deal with our language: 1) speaking, 2) listening, 3) writing and 4) reading. Moreover, all other – good as well as bad – behavior, is kept going by the way in which we deal with our language and not by some superstitious fantasy, which inevitably occurs, since we cannot speak appropriately about our own experience. Our DL always distorts our own experience, therefore, we can never talk effectively about our own experience, in the here and now.

 

With EL, we can, for the first time in human history, talk, without any distraction or distortion, with total awareness, about our own direct experience. This is how we acquire self-knowledge, which is grounded in our own experience, in the here and now. We can finally talk whole-heartedly about our past as well as our future, because EL keeps us present. In DL, we dissociate from our experience, because we feel threatened. It isn’t – as Krishnamurti says – time,  which is the psychological enemy of man, but it is the constant threat, we experience, while we speak. We have never been in a non-threatening situation, in which we could consciously continue with our EL.

 

In EL, our action is based, not on knowledge of the past, but on self- knowledge in the hear-and-now. Therefore, we are not limited, by our unfulfilled desire, to express who we really are, that is, our LE.  Fascinatingly, Krishnamurti decribed his state of mind, as a young boy – when he wasn’t yet fully conditioned by DL – as follows: “No thought entered his mind. He was watching and listening and nothing else. Thought and its associations never arose. There was no image-making. He often attempted to think, but no thought would come.” You can tell from his words, that thought and even the so-called mind itself, was only a verbal product, which arose from the associations and the image-making of DL.

 

Our fantasy of having thoughts or a mind – which  probably has been going on, ever since human beings became verbal – will only come to an end when we make the individual shift, from our DL to EL. Nobody can do this for us, but we can definitely do this for ourselves. It is a skill, which we can and, in my opinion, should acquire. Once we have this marvelous ability, to have ongoing EL, we will step out of our dreadful history of conditioning with DL. In effect, our thought doesn’t really come to an end, but we fully understand, that it never even existed.

 

I totally agree with Krishnamurti, that compassion doesn’t come from charitable acts or social reform, but I disagree, that compassion has to be free from sentiment, romanticism or emotional enthusiasm. As anyone with EL will agree, accurate expression of our feelings, is of utmost importance, as this – and  this alone – guarantees the continuation of our EL. In essence, our sentiments reflect our experience of whether we feel safe or threatened. The fact that we are incapable of talking about this, with our DL, makes it seem, as if there is something wrong with our emotions, but we can’t reason properly, as long as we don’t feel safe. The accurate expression of our emotion, is, of course, not the same as emotional idealism or nostalgia, which derives from the fact, that we are incapable of talking about our feelings.

 

Our attitude or judgement about the situation, we find ourselves in, is determined by the perception, afforded by our DL or our EL, by the way in which we use our language. Although in DL, we attack each other, it is primarily reactive and defensive. I also want to say a few words about romanticism. In context of the fact, that individuals, historically, have been punished, killed, tortured or imprisoned for not adhering to the group-behavior, which was culturally-required to survive, it is important to recognize, that romanticism is marked by its focus on the individual. Surely, this focus was and is not perfect, but it certainly has given birth to societies, in which individuals have rights and freedoms. It is not a bad thing, in my opinion, to be reminded of the historical literary movement called romanticism, which is about the unique perspective of a person, often guided by irrational and emotional impulses. Furthermore, it would really help us, to be more romantic, to have respect for nature, the so-called primitive and to celebrate the common man. Since we have never had ongoing EL, there was no way for us to talk sensitively, sensibly, intelligently, however, romanticism surely was a movement, to elaborate on that, albeit embracing isolation and melancholy.  Lastly, anyone with EL immediately feels a sense of emotional enthusiasm, because our EL expresses, effortlessly and happily our LE, who we really are. In closing, with EL we verbally, naturally, acknowledge,  we are sensitive individuals, who experience and celebrate the abundant positive energy of our LE.

 

It is foolish to compare our compassion, to a great immoveable rock, in the midst of confusion, misery and anxiety. The new culture, which Krishnamurti was talking about, could not come about as long as our DL remained unaddressed. It can only come into being with ongoing EL. I already live in that culture, which I create for myself and which each of us can only create for ourselves. I am not waiting for anyone, but if you manage to stop your DL, I will be delighted to talk with you. I agree with my old friend Krishnamurti, that compassion and intelligence go hand in hand, but they only do so because of our EL. The wholeness of life or LE, is articulated by our EL.

 

Outburst,

 

My emotional outburst is – and has always been – to protect and liberate myself from anyone, who harms and disrespects me. I take everything very personal, because I don’t speak on behalf of any group. People blame me for, supposedly, making it personal. Even though I pay the price, I can’t help, I let them feel and know, they negatively affect me, because they don’t want to own up, to what they are doing. Surely, I don’t tolerate their ignorance about themselves and this is the story of my life.  

 

I am happy about my Embodied Language (EL), but   everyone is unconsciously engaged in Disembodied Language (DL) and doesn’t give a damn about me or my EL. I am sixty-five and four days old and I realize,  how fortunate I am, because I express my Language Enlightenment (LE) with my EL. For years, I was the victim, who begged to be accepted, but now, that I have come into my own, it is evident, I absolutely abhor everyone, who engages in brutal, dumb DL.

 

Any outburst of violence and hatred is the inevitable consequence of our mechanical involvement in DL. These escalations keep occurring, because we don’t act as individuals, but we believe, that we belong to some political, religious or ethnic group. All conflict and chaos, is created by group-behavior and not by individual behavior. Individual behavior is the only behavior, which creates real order and requires EL.  

 

When you explore the difference between your DL and your EL, you will experience an outburst of joy. With your EL, you will, for the first time, consciously,  express who you really are. Yes, this is an emotional matter, since you haven’t done that and you realize that. You will cry, laugh and experience great relief, when you begin to express your LE with your EL.

 

Actually, there is no such a thing, as an outburst of religious, political or ethnic animosity, but since we are all – due to our habitual stupid DL – trapped in what people call group-think, we imagine, we have a mind, which explodes, when our so-called identity is challenged by those, who behave different from us. With our DL, we can never talk appropriately about our fears and fantasies, which are created and maintained how we talk. Only with our EL, can we let go of the paranoid fabrications of our DL.

 

We are trying to hide ourselves in a group, but the reality of our individual lives is – although we have had a few, short-lived moments of it – we don’t know how to engage in EL, because we are stuck in a dissociative language, that is working against us, instead of for us. Yes, our inability to have EL and to  express the self-knowledge, happiness and peace of our LE, is felt, by each of us, as our personal failure.

 

Each time, we have EL together, we celebrate our LE and we experience an outburst of energy. Of course, this happens, because the energy, that was drained by our DL, comes running back to us. However, this can only occur, if we dare to be alone with ourselves and abandon the verbal constructs, which make the individual exploration of our language impossible. It is really true, your own verbal truth will set you free.

 

By bringing all your attention to speaking, listening, writing and reading – that is, by fully acknowledging your participation in overt language and, therefore, by rejecting the by DL-created false notion of inner language – you are going to experience an outburst of knowledge, because you will express, what you are capable of expressing and had always wanted to express, but you could never say it, hear it, write it or read it, as long as you were still engaged in DL.

 

Having another nasty hissy-fit is stupid, childish and utterly meaningless, because your temper-tantrum always involves the continuation of your insensitive, attention-demanding, energy-draining DL, however, if your outburst results in ongoing EL, then you will experience a mutation of who you believed yourself to be. You have permanently changed, because your EL immediately reveals your LE. Your DL-history may  still linger on for a while, but the transformation has already happened, because you have acknowledged the gigantic difference between your DL and EL.  

 

There is a lot of work to be done, because the way in which you deal with language, determines all of your other behavior. Your behavioral repertoire is self-defeating, as it is based on your involvement in DL. With EL, you are going to change, beyond what you had ever held possible. You will find yourself involved in an outburst of activity and experiments. With DL, you have been underperforming, as you didn’t have the energy to do well and to do what you wanted to. With EL you always have energy and to delight in that energy is your LE.     

Monday, November 20, 2023

 

Whenever,

 

Whenever you engage in Embodied Language (EL), you feel happy, relaxed, clear and energized. You can always go back to your EL, even though you are conditioned to have Disembodied Language (DL). If you listen to yourself while you speak, you will find back your EL again, whenever you have lost it. Your EL will always be there, whenever, you turn to your attention to it, you can say it, you can hear it and you can also write it or read it. Right now, you read it. Whenever you are ready, you will say it and hear it, from your own mouth, with your own ears. You will find, that all your problems subside, whenever you allow yourself to express your EL. This happens, because your EL is the expression of your Language Enlightenment (LE). Whenever you express your EL, you give yourself the opportunity, to express and to get to know, who you really are, which is your LE.  

 

Whenever people hear me talk about Embodied Language (EL), they often say something back, to show so-called agreement with me. For instance, they would say, they get it, why most people aren’t having any EL, because people don’t want to give up their power. When they say that, it occurred to me, this is usually at the end of what was merely a brief interaction. In other words, they don’t realize, they themselves don’t want to give up power and that is why their so-called understanding is the signal, that the conversation is over. I’ve experienced this many times and if would address this issue – as I’ve done in the past, but no longer do – while talking with them, they would express, in some way – but never  say directly – I’m bothering them, since they never move beyond their obvious level of superficiality.

 

For me, the conversation always continues. My EL always continues with something new, which was never said before. Each time there is a repetition of what has already been said, this signifies the end of the interaction. Stated differently, saying something new, is the start of the conversation, in which we are going to say more new things and, therefore, we experience wellbeing, understanding, acceptance, positive energy and truth. Sadly, for most people, who are used to DL, bringing verbal attention to the new, is the end of the conversation, since they just don’t know how to go there, on my invitation. To do that, they would have to trust me, to guide them.

 

Whenever you talk with me – which, unfortunately, you don’t do – you would find yourself capable of having EL instead of your usual DL. It is so very easy with me, because I know the difference between DL and EL, but most people don’t. You don’t allow me to show you the beauty of EL and your LE, because you believe, you obsessively demand, that you are in charge. The reason, you can’t trust – me, but also, of course, yourself – is you always fear, I will take something away from you. Whenever you trusted someone – while you and others, unconsciously, still were engaging in DL – you have felt disrespected, humiliated, betrayed and taken advantage of. In DL, people always attempt to one-up each other. They do this, to win the struggle for attention – which is the basic characteristic of DL – which determines, who is going to be more powerful than the other.

 

Whenever we engage DL – which, I can’t repeat this often enough, is our usual, normal, expected way of dealing with language – there is a battle going on between the speaker and the listener. Moreover, the speaker imagines, this dreadful conflict happens within, but also without him or her. However, it is a merely matter of our unconscious involvement in DL, which produces the fallacy of inner and outer.

 

In DL, the ones who dominate, are more powerful  and this has been – and continues to be – the basis of all our interactions, in politics, education, religion and science. It is to our own detriment, we have, thus far, been incapable of actually acknowledging our own DL, so that we could step out of it and in effect, stop our participation in it, so that we could finally engage in EL. In the name of the continuation of our own DL, we have, unknowingly, thrown out the child with the bath-water, by pretending to have EL, while we have never really had it, as we have never really acknowledged and stopped our own DL.   

 

People – with DL – often complained to me, I don’t have any awareness about who they are, but I know, I categorize in terms of DL and EL. There is truth to what they say, yet, I find it more effective, for my own wellbeing, to view people as I do, as I don’t care to get to know the monsters, they are and the horrific things, they are capable of. Besides, I know it already. Whenever I have tried to accept people for who they are – with their DL – it has come back to bite me. People who don’t have EL with me, are harmful to me, to themselves and to others. I wish it wasn’t so, but that is the plain unvarnished truth.

 

My ability to stay away from the multitudes, who still mechanically engage in DL, has only increased because I have stopped my own DL. This has helped me greatly, because it allowed me to continue with my EL on my own. As long as I wanted something from anyone with DL, I was shooting myself in the foot and I was befooling myself. I have, to survive and to keep myself out of trouble, often tried to act as if I am not bothered by the DL of others, but the reality is, it always affects me. I can’t help feeling confused, stressed, upset, because of the DL of others, but not about my own DL. Yes, I know, I also have had my own conditioning history with DL, but I can be upfront about it and I don’t let define my life, while others are in the grip of their DL-conditioning.

 

I experience jealousy from those with DL, who envy me for not being caught in my history of trauma and abuse. It is strange, because, presumably, there’s something wrong with me, according to those who engage in DL, that I don’t dish out my drama, like they do. In any case, I feel good about doing what I’m doing and I can’t be bothered with anyone’s ordeal. This is so different from how I viewed myself, when I was studying and teaching psychology or trying to get others to understand my EL and LE. I don’t do that anymore and this has allowed me to go my own way and stay true to my own LE with EL.

 

Whenever you feel safe, you have the opportunity to express your EL. If you talk with yourself at such moments, you will give yourself instructions which come from your LE. Of course, you can also talk with me, whenever you like, but the issue of EL is about talking with yourself. Whenever you feel drained, angry, troubled or confused, it is of necessary to tell yourself and let yourself know, this is the inevitable effect of your DL. If you did that, you would notice the switch in the tone of your voice and whenever that happens, you have given yourself a big present.    

Sunday, November 19, 2023

 

Pristine,

 

Once you have Embodied Language (EL), instead of your usual Disembodied Language (DL), you will find back yourself, in a pristine condition. After you have stopped your noisy, harsh, unnatural, contradictory, chaotic DL, you are surprised, your EL can still be so pure and simple. Moreover, with your ongoing EL, you are going to realize, how much hasn’t yet been said. It couldn’t be said, as you didn’t know, that you engaged in DL, almost permanently. Our discovery of our own EL, certainly isn’t going to mean, now we can say to others everything we wanted to say, but it definitely means, that we are finally going to say to ourselves, what we are actually capable of saying.

 

Once we deliberately, repeatedly, delightfully, say to ourselves and hear ourselves say, what we believed to be, previously, our thinking, we don’t have such a  great urge anymore, to say things to others, as we acknowledge, others mainly engage in DL, have no clue about EL or its value and are very unwilling to even consider the possibility of it. Stated differently, when we start to have EL with ourselves, we also recognize, that what we believed, we wanted to say to others, was actually something, which we wanted to say to ourselves. This is an enormous discovery.

 

Never before – we recognized the pristine condition of our own EL – did we even consider being our own authority and fully accept, the gigantic importance of our already existing ability, to speak out loud with ourselves and to really listen, to what we’ve got to say, to ourselves. Due to our own DL, this possibility never occurred, as talking with others, presumably, was more important. As we continue to speak with ourselves, we not only discern, how we want to talk with others, but we also become painfully aware, there is hardly anyone capable of talking with us, in the way, that we are talking with ourselves. In other words, by having EL alone, with ourselves, we finally  acknowledge the irrefutable fact: everyone with DL, is constantly lying to themselves and to others.

 

While speaking our own truth, with our own EL, we are aware of our pristine individual freedom, which is our Language Enlightenment (LE). Our awesome experience stands in stark contrast to everyone’s DL, which isn’t intentional, but unconscious. We know, that anyone can only become conscious about their involuntary participation in DL, if they begin – like us – to have EL, by themselves. The entire focus of EL is different from DL. In DL, we remain busy with each other, but in EL, we stay in contact with ourselves.

 

If someone else has EL with us, we talk with each other in the same way, as we talk with ourselves and, therefore, having EL together increases our ability to talk with ourselves even more. Moreover, in EL with others, we begin to perceive talking with others, as talking with ourselves. This is a complete reversal from what we were used to in DL, in which talking with others, meant that we weren’t talking with ourselves and remained oblivious about the importance of this. Surely, our EL with ourselves and with others is psychologically and intellectually very satisfying and beneficial, as it reveals to us our LE.

 

Only recently, I began to conceptualize, the notion of having my own pristine language. A few days ago, I had not yet fully articulated, that LE really makes me have my own EL, which belongs entirely to me. It is a novel experience, to recognize these words as my own. I acknowledge, in the past, I was – due to the fact, I was often, unknowingly, busy with others – more focused on the sound of my EL, than on its actual meaning. Only a while ago, I began to speak and write more about my LE and this stimulated me to further address the profound meaning of my EL.

 

As I have often said and written, my EL expresses my LE. My DL couldn’t accomplish that, but it is clear now, that my LE precedes my EL. This is, however, not some inner process, but it is similar to the fact, that to behave, one has to be alive. If one is dead, all behavior stops, and, likewise, in DL, one is – at least, as one’s language is concerned – dead or not at home, as it always happens on automatic pilot, unconsciously, due to our history of conditioning.

 

One’s own pristine language – which was never before utilized – comes alive in EL and, thus, one realizes, that one has always had this ability. One’s LE, means nothing was really lost, as everything that couldn’t be expressed before, with our DL, is now expressed with our EL. This is truly a revolution of consciousness, as one’s LE, is like a mountain, from which the river of one’s EL cascades and flows.

 

While writing this, my body is in a state of utter bliss, as love and truth fills my being. I know very well, these are just words, but they are mine and that is why they have incredible significance for me. I am treading on a pristine land, where the river of my EL has become a wide and powerful current. As I slowly meander, I see, in the far distance, the peak from whence I came. When you will express your LE with your EL, you would, like me, be lost for words, but you would still be inclined to speak and write, as you just love to hear it or to read it to yourself and share it with those few enlightened individuals, who also know how to appreciate it.