Expectation,

 

During our habitual, unconscious Disembodied Language (DL), we are constantly acting out our own as well as each other’s conditioning history. In other words, we expect ourselves and each other, to have DL. Due to that expectation, our DL never really stops, because we remain fearful of what happens, when we don’t do as we were told and have learned to instruct ourselves. The word expectation has its origin in Latin, ex-spectare, to await, look out for, desire, hope, long for or anticipate; look for with anticipation; from ex, thoroughly, + spectare, to look; specere, to look at; the root, spek, to observe.

 

A big belly shows that a woman is expecting a baby. However, in hierarchical DL, domineering speakers expect much more, than only something to see, as they demand to hear the listener’s subservience. In the case of a stand-up comedian, a speaker expects an audience to laugh; in the case of an adulterating prince, who got promoted to be king, people must bow, and say, your highness; and, in the case of the perverted, child-licking – yak – oh so very kind Dalai Lama, humble, meditative people say, your holiness.

 

In a previous awkward attempt, to pander to the black vote, Biden said something, I find hilariously cringeworthy and racist, in an interview with Lenard Larry McKelvey, who is a radio host, TV personality and comedian, who professionally calls himself Charlamagne tha God. I guess that ridiculous name is meant to demand respect and you are supposed to feel really impressed. However, not fuddy-duddy Biden. Nobody on the left has ever called him out on his bullshit, but Biden condescendingly said: I’ll tell you, if you have a problem figuring out whether you are for me or for Trump, then you ain’t black. I hope his expectation, to get more votes fails, as his horrible administration finds illegal migrants more important than any minority group, blacks included. The American people have the expectation of their president, to close the border and keep us safe. It is my expectation, that Biden is going to be voted out.      

 

During DL, we can never say to other people what we want to say and, therefore, everyone constantly talks behind each other’s back. People still talk, but not with those, who are supposedly more important than them. Shit always rolls downhill, so we only talk with those, who tolerate us, so-called friends, our family, those we expect not to betray us. We all know – even though we don’t know about the difference between DL and Embodied Language (EL) – even those who are close to us, put themselves above us and try to get away with their pretentions, intimidations and defensiveness. Basically, in DL, we are all at war with each other and ourselves and we are not having any expectation, it will ever change.

 

Once you have tasted the difference between your DL and your EL, you have a different expectation. In DL, all your expectations were frustrating, because you were never correctly predicting your happiness, but during EL, your expectation comes through. You experience more and more positive consequences of all the behavior which is under control of your EL. In other words, in DL expectation is a bad thing, but in EL, it is the name of the game and things just keep getting better. Surely, EL defies all expectation.

 

When you know, that you can have EL, you will have a very different expectation, than everyone who has DL. You expect others to have EL with you, because you don’t want to have any DL anymore. In other words, you want an audience, who is like you and who responds to your verbal behavior, in the same way, that you respond to it yourself. Ideally, this is the case, that is why – generally speaking – when we speak the same language, we understand each other. Although we speak the same language, we still don’t understand each other, because we don’t know, we engage in DL. Actually, in DL, we pretend to understand each other and know our place, but the underlying expectation is, to do as we are told.

 

When people say to each other, that you shouldn’t have any expectations, they basically mean to say, that in DL, you only get what you, supposedly, really want, if you demand it. Only those speakers, who impress, and, therefore, dominate their audience – which, obviously, isn’t allowed to speak – will win the battle for attention. This is why, during our usual way of talking, only a few speakers, do the talking, because there is no turn-taking in DL. In EL, on the other hand, speakers become listeners and listeners become speakers fluidly and without any rules.

 

I used to be sad, frustrated and dissatisfied about the fact that nobody would have EL with me, but my understanding about the difference between DL and EL has continued to evolve. There is nothing wrong with the expectation of others, to have EL with me – and, I would even say, it is necessary – but, similarly to speaking the same language, such an expectation only works with those, who know the same EL, but it doesn’t work for those, who only know about DL. I expect them to have their stupid, insensitive, phony, sentimental, competitive, mechanical DL. Surely, my expectation now doesn’t bother me, as I am correct, because with DL, people will always continue with their attention-demanding, needy, superficial crap.

 

I was at the Open Mike last night and played a peaceful melody on my recorder. Since I had not been there for many months, people seemed to have noticed my absence. In the past, I shared with others, I write this blog about EL and my Language Enlightenment (LE) and I post videos on You Tube, but this time, I didn’t even try to talk with anyone. Although I was kindly welcomed back, nobody came to talk with me about EL, because they are all stuck in pretentious DL. Luckily, I was one of the first to perform. While I was playing my tune, I felt aware, I would like to have an audience, who hears, like I can hear myself and for a brief moment, it even seemed as if this audience was present, but then, disturbing noises were heard, as people couldn’t listen. Only those who have listened to themselves, can listen to others. Those who engage in DL, don’t listen to themselves and their so-called listening to others is, from my perspective, a form of lying and disrespect. Everything was exactly as I had expected it to be. I realized, why I hadn’t gone there anymore. I felt so relieved, to leave that crowd and to go home early.  

 

While I was young, I travelled to Italy, Greece, Israel and Egypt. My expectation was to find something meaningful about the root of Western civilization, but all I found, was a bunch of ruins and museums, which upon visiting, didn’t interest me very much. While I met many friendly people, the majority was hopelessly stuck in their cultural identity and unable to comprehend, there exists a reality beyond what they were used to. I searched for my true self, but also this expectation went up in smoke. With my DL, I was never able to find what I was looking for, but with EL, I’ve stopped looking, as everything became clear. Expectation is such loaded word, because it is true for everyone with DL, that our childish wishes don’t come true. When we grow up and can finally engage in ongoing EL, we laugh about our LE, which makes us always expect and achieve the very best.     

 

Talking,

 

Whenever we are talking about what we are supposedly thinking, we are, without realizing this, always only just talking about our way of talking. This is not some word game, but this is a very serious issue. Since there are no thoughts, words, sentences, concepts, theories, pictures, narratives or ideas, inside of our heads, but only, approximately, 86 billion neurons and 40 different kinds of neurotransmitters, it should be clear to anyone – who has a rudimentary notion of neuroscience – that whatever we say about our so-called mind, is merely just that: talk. Thus, when we stop talking about our mind, there simply is no mind.

 

In the same way, that we can all agree, the world is round, not flat, and 2+2=4, not 5 or 3, we should all  be able to agree with each other, it is due to our usual, accepted, unconscious, effortful, negative, unnatural Disembodied Language (DL), we never talk about the far-reaching, profoundly problematic implications and consequences of the irrefutable fact, that our language doesn’t exist inside of us.

 

When someone is cancelled from a social media platform, it is not because of what that person is thinking, but because of what he or she was saying and what other people don’t want us to hear or because of what he or she was writing and what others don’t want us to read. I read somewhere, that Kevin Newsome, the governor of California, was saying that Trump is dominating the narrative, but aren’t all politicians always trying to do exactly the same? Newsome urged his fellow Democrats to become more aggressive and he even insisted, that the Democrats are justified to do so, as they have all the facts on their side. What is described here is the battle for attention, which is the main characteristic of DL, our adversarial way of talking, which creates and exploits the illusion of thinking, inner language, so-called private speech or our overrated mind.

 

Only when someone is talking, can we hear what someone is saying and only when something is written, can we read what someone has written. Moreover, only when we say something ourselves, can we hear ourselves and only if we have written something – to or for ourselves – can we read and understand what we have written about ourselves. Certainly, we can also write and read about what we as well as others have said or written and, thus, we can instruct ourselves or each other, about how our language – that is, how our way of talking – either sets the stage for desirable or undesirable behavior.

 

Due to our almost permanent, automatic, reactive, unintelligent involvement in DL, our way of talking is such, that the gigantic difference between our DL and our Embodied Language (EL) is never properly addressed. Surely, we have tried to address it, but we never succeeded, as it was impossible for us to talk with DL about our DL. Whenever we did that, as the example of the windbag Kevin Newsom illustrates, our DL got even more insidious, and, obviously, this led to all the chaos and conflict in our world today. Certainly, we have created the reality as it is, with the way in which we are talking with each other.

 

There is only going to be any significant progress in human relationship, when we begin to talk with EL about our DL, as only such a way of talking will allow us to stop our DL, because we can finally recognize and fully acknowledge, how terribly destructive and problematic our DL is. However, as of yet, we cannot and do not stop our DL, as we haven’t acquired the EL, that is necessary to address it, let alone, stop it.

 

I am the only one, who can talk about DL, because I have the EL to do it. When you listen to my You Tube videos – just type my name Maximus Peperkamp and you will find it – you can’t miss the undeniable truth, that my lively, sensitive, funny, energizing, insightful, positive, knowledgeable, surprising way of talking is completely different from your boring, draining, demanding, scripted, dominating, dumb, bombastic, coercive, pretentious way of talking.

 

Whenever you are truly excited about something, you just can’t stop talking about it. This is why I talk about my EL every day. Anyone, who would know about the enormous difference between their own DL and their EL, would also be as excited as I am and they wouldn’t want stop talking about their EL either, because it is so valuable and so meaningful.

 

I want the reader to know, with this writing, it is crucially important to stop doing what you consider to be your duty and to start talking. However, you need to talk with yourself, instead of with others. It is only when you listen to yourself, while you speak, that you realize, you were forcing yourself to do all sort of things, which you didn’t even want to do, but you did them anyway, as you are used to acting out of your conditioning with DL. In DL, we are told to stop talking and to do our duty, but in EL, begin to talk with ourselves and we begin to realize, that we want to do something else than what we were told.

 

When you will have EL instead of DL, you will say to yourself: now you are talking. In EL, you will be able to say things, which you were never able to say to others. Furthermore, you can say whatever you want to say and are capable of saying, to yourself. Your EL makes you quiet, peaceful and joyful. Whatever confused, worried, stressed, depressing, frustrated, irritable or distracting thoughts you believed to be having, will be totally gone. As your EL continues, talking with yourself makes you happy and, of course, you want to talk with others in the way you talk with yourself.

 

If you have read my text this far and you still seem to be thinking, that you are thinking, I want you to say it out loud, to yourself and to listen to how you sound. Now ask yourself, do you like to hear that? I bet you don’t like it and you shouldn’t, because you are listening to your dreadful, distrustful, defensive, fearful, arrogant, repetitive, hostile, miserable DL. I am not making this up and neither are you. If you can agree with me – just for this once – your DL will stop and then, your EL will be possible. If you let your EL continue, you will begin to sense your Language Enlightenment (LE), which is expressed by your EL.

 

You will be joking and having so much fun talking out loud with yourself, because you’re finally talking sense to yourself. Yes, this is more important than talking with others and again being stuck in your DL, because this is how you will acquire your EL. It is because you stop listening to what others are saying and it is because you are speaking – with yourself – that you can hear, experience and enjoy yourself talking. It isn’t weird to talk out loud with yourself, but it is the very basis of your sanity. And, you need to say it, to hear it: that’s why I’m talking to you.        

 

Rust,

 

Toen ik voor het eerst mijn Belichaamde Taal (BT) ontdekte, had een gedicht geschreven over rust.

 

Er komt een einde aan verdriet

Ik voel me door liefdeskracht gedreven

Die mij alles doet doorleven

Ik zing ontroerd mijn levenslied

 

Ik kon niet krijgen wat ik hebben wilde

Maar ben dankbaar verbaast over wat ik kreeg

Ik huilde uit en mijn hart verstilde

In een zalige rust waarin alles zweeg

 

Er komt een einde aan alle verdriet

Ik je hart zingt liefdeskracht

Laat het toe verzet je niet

En luister goed het klinkt heel zacht

 

Deze poetische uiting voorspelde wat er zou gaan gebeuren en zou blijven gebeuren, want ik ben mij blijven verbazen over de zalige rust waarin ik zwijg. Ook voel ik mij niet zozeer door liefdeskracht, maar door mij BT gedreven. Eigenlijk ben ik inmiddels niet meer zo gedreven. Mijn gedrevenheid is afgenomen en ik ben daardoor juist veel rustiger geworden. Ik zou echter niet zeggen, dat ik meer doordacht ben, want het denken, dat ik dacht te doen, bleek niet waar te zijn. Ik denk niet, want er is geen taal in mij.

 

Er is een einde gekomen aan het grote verdriet, dat ik lange tijd voelde – voordat, en in toenemende mate, nadat, ik mijn BT had ontdekt – omdat ik niet langer probeer, om het te delen met hen, die toch weer met Ontlichaamde Taal (OT) verder gaan. Ik ga hoofdzakelijk alleen met mijn BT verder en heb daar vrede mee, omdat het mijn manier van leven is.

 

Uiteraard hing mijn verdriet eveneens samen met mijn eigen neiging, om nog steeds, keer op keer, OT te hebben, terwijl ik eigenlijk al had begrepen, dat ik BT kon hebben, als ik het maar aan mezelf toestond. Ik wilde het dus zo graag van anderen en ik bleef er met hen over spreken, maar hierdoor kwam ik elke keer weer in de OT terecht. Toen ik, een jaar nadat de Covid epidimie was uitgebroken, geen zin meer had, om online – via zoom – les te geven, heb ik mijn leraarschap in de psychologie achter me had gelaten. Ik leerde ook, tijdens al dat thuis zitten, op de ukulele spelen en mijn eigen liedjes begeleiden.

 

Er begon eigenlijk pas echt rust in de tent te komen, nadat ik onlangs werd ontslagen, omdat mijn krengige baas het niet kon uitstaan, dat ik niet de ambitie had, om een verkoper te zijn. Ofschoon ik twee jaar lang heb genoten van het bestelwerk van allerlei landbouw en tuin producten, dat ik –  op haar uitnodiging –  had gedaan, was het duidelijk, dat ze mij eruit heeft gewerkt, omdat haar zaak iemand nodig had, die meer tot commerciele handelingen in staat was, dan een vrolijke fliere-fluiter, die evenwel van aanpakken wist.  

 

Ook al heb ik nog geen nieuw werk kunnen vinden,  dat ik nog zo’n twee jaar wil doen – voordat ik met pensioen ga – geniet ik al volop van het zalige niets doen dezer dagen. Ik kom er nu ook pas achter, dat ik eigenlijk altijd al een geboren niksnut ben geweest.

 

Ik heb het verbazingwekkende vermogen, om echt blij te zijn met niks en dit heeft mij al 65 jaar lang in staat gesteld, om allerlei ellende te overkomen en voorgoed achter me te laten. Ik leef, vanwege mijn BT, een totaal ander leven dan iedereen die OT heeft. De rust, die ik momenteel in mij voel, is blijvend en ik weet heel goed, hoe die vrede in mezelf is ontstaan vanwege mijn taal. Het zou op geen enkele andere manier tot stand hebben kunnen komen. Mijn voortgaande BT toont mij iedere dag mijn Taal Verlichting (TV).

 

Er zijn maar een paar mensen, die mijn geschreven teksten op mijn blog lezen. Ook mijn videos, op You Tube, zijn niet echt razend populair. Mijn dierbare Nederlandse vriendin AnnaMieke, is de enige, met wie ik regelmatig levendige skype-gesprekken heb, over onze BT en onze TV. Zo zit het dus in elkaar met onze BT. Mijn BT kwam voort uit mijn huwelijk met mij lieve Chinees-Amerikaanse vrouw Bonnie, met wie ik een heel rustig, ordelijk, eenvoudig en gelukkig leven leid.

 

Ook al is er niets mis aan poezie, er zingt natuurlijk geen liefdeskracht in mijn hart, want in BT gaat het niet om taal, die binnenin je zit en die vervolgens zogenaamd naar buiten komt. Het toelaten van BT, is niet het uiten van wat wij als denken hebben beschouwd. BT is de absolute zekerheid, dat er zich echt geen taal in ons lichaam bevindt. Dit is dus geen emotioneel of spiritueel gebeuren, maar juist iets rationeels en pragmatisch.

 

Je zou ook kunnen zeggen, dat ons besef van onze TV, dat vanwege onze voortgaande BT tot stand is gekomen, volwassenheid betekend, omdat wij eindelijk zijn uitgeraast, uitgejammerd en uitgeklaagd. De rust, ontspanning, helderheid en weldadige energie, die wij nu kunnen ervaren, is het het onvermijdelijke gevolg van onze volledige aandacht voor onze eigen taal.

 

Wanneer wij BT - in plaats van OT - hebben, dan vindt er ontegenzegglijk een verstilling plaats, maar toch betekent dat niet, dat wij daardoor alleen maar heel zachtjes gaan praten. Integendeel, wij praten honderd uit en we lachen ons te helemaal te barsten, want wij hebben alle problemen overwonnen, waar iedereen die niet met ons wil praten mee is blijven zitten. Wij zijn bevrijd, terwijl iedereen in OT gevangen zit, in hun illusie van het denken. Het maakt ons niet uit, want wij willen niets met OT te maken hebben en dus zijn wij geheel tevreden met hoe het leven voor ons is.

 

Manner, 

 

The time has come to discuss Disembodied Language (DL) in the manner it could only be discussed, if you can have Embodied Language (EL). People talk – in DL – about so-called spiritual or mental health, but of course there is no such thing.

 

As long as we still continue to have DL, all this fuss about the presumed importance of religion, psychiatry, psychology, philosophy, education or culture makes no sense at all. Regardless of who we claim or believe to be, we are all, because of our conditioning with DL, stuck in all kinds of concepts that are not true and therefore only cause problems.

 

It is quite an humungous undertaking, to untangle the ridiculous nonsense of our own DL, which was pushed down our throats. If we really acknowledge, there is no language anywhere inside of our bodies, then, there is no other option, than to also admit, that everything – yes, everything – that has emerged from our mechanical DL must be revised, repaired, revoked, rewritten, reopened and rediscovered. Yet our EL has nothing to do with rethinking, repeating or rehashing our DL, as it comes to an end, simply, in one fell swoop, in one moment of our action.

 

When we talk – with our usual DL – about a person, who believes, he or she has psychological problems, who assumes, that he or she has obsessive, dark, confused thoughts, who complains about depressed feelings, because he or she has experienced many horrible, painful situations, we no longer refer to it as depression, trauma, psychoses, hallucinations, lack of self-confidence, but we immediately know, that this person is talking about DL, which has influenced and gravely impaired him or her.

 

Any negativity, experienced by us an individual, is due to our involuntary participation in DL. When we deal with all of our problems – that we say or seem to have – in this way, we take the bull by the horns, because we immediately express the real cause and we can experience it, listen to it and understand it.  

 

In telling - to ourselves - what is going on, we are not searching for why things are going the way they are in our lives, but we are immediately aware, that we are in trouble because of our DL. We are trapped by our DL. Every problem is yet another reason, to stop our own DL and to admit, to ourselves, again that our, considered normal, habitual DL, could not previously be regarded as the evil, it truly is.

 

With DL, we always pretend to accept, it is okay, we feel bad about ourselves. Of course, this is not the case at all, but that does not alter the fact, that in DL we constantly act as if, all the struggle, conflict and chaos, does not bother us and is even valuable or meaningful. In other words, DL always prevented us from truly being ourselves. All that is needed, is to let ourselves know this – with our EL – which can only take place after we have stopped our DL.

 

We step out of our conditioning at once, because of our new language use. Even though this does not suddenly eliminate our tendency to engage in DL for good, we are immediately convinced, that we can, at any time, with our EL, free ourselves from our sad and troublesome past. By the way, EL is not a choice, as it is our only option. Being who we are is not a choice. 

 

As long as we muddle through with our DL, we are still occupied with the illusion, that we make or have to make choices, because it is always an involuntary thing, that, supposedly, we must choose between a rock and a hard place, but we can never get to the optimal situation. 

 

With DL, without being aware of it, we are always avoiding, distracting from, fighting with, debating with, confronting, getting hyped up about, getting carried away by and being in denial of danger. Only when we have our own EL, will this fearful disaster finally come to an end. With our EL, we speak in a totally different manner, as it the language of our safety, relaxation and wellbeing.

 

Stopping our own DL is only possible because we have already taken note - even if only temporarily - of our own EL. However, this has nothing to do with consciousness, self-confidence or self-knowledge, but with the simple ability to accurately distinguish between our own DL and our own EL.

 

All our nice words, our beliefs and our previous knowledge mean nothing, because it comes down to whether we can identify the immense difference between our own DL and our own EL. This ability does not depend on whether we have read books, prayed or meditated, did rituals, taken courses, attended lectures or workshops, listened to authorities or had any preparatory experiences.

 

Anyone can make the transition from DL to EL as he or she is, right now. Denying that possibility was the only reason we could not experience this before. So, in EL, there is no obstacle in the way of any belief, ideology, theory or perception, because everything has changed in one fell swoop, because of our new manner of dealing with language. Our EL is the only way to express our true nature, which was always already the case, but which we – with DL – could not explain and, therefore, could not respond to.

 

There is no denying, that our ongoing EL is the realization of our Language Enlightenment (LE), which is now being revealed to us, because we talk about it, listen to it, write about it – to ourselves – and, therefore, we also read what we tell ourselves and have written about our LE. Our attention for our own EL means our freedom as an individual. A new era dawns on us with this psychosonic manner.               

 

Manier,

 

De tijd is aangebroken, om Ontlichaamde Taal (OT) te bespreken, op de manier zoals het alleen zou kunnen worden besproken, indien je Belichaamde Taal (BT) kunt hebben. Men heeft het – in OT – dan wel over geestlijke of mentale gezondheid, maar er bestaat natuurlijk niet eens zoiets.

 

Zolang als dat wij nog OT hebben, slaat al die ophef over het zogenaamde belang van religie, psychiatrie, psychologie, filosofie, opvoeding of cultuur nergens op. Ongeacht wie wij beweren en geloven te zijn, we zitten allemaal, vanwege onze conditionering met OT, moervast in allerlei concepten, die niet waar zijn en die dus alleen problemen veroorzaken.

 

Het is een hele kluif, om de belachelijke onzin van onze eigen OT, die ons letterlijk werd aangepraat, te ontwarren. Wanneer wij werkelijk erkennen, dat er zich echt geen taal in ons lichaam bevind, dan zit er eigenlijk niets anders op, dan eveneens toe te geven, dat alles – ja, alles – wat uit mechanische OT is voortgekomen, moet worden, herzien, hersteld, herroepen, herschreven, heropend en herondekt. Toch heeft onze BT helemaal niets te maken met het herdenken, herhalen of herkauwen van onze OT, omdat die, eenvoudigweg, in een klap, in een moment, in een handeling tot een einde komt.

 

Als wij – met OT – praten over een persoon, die zogezegd psychische problemen meent te hebben, die verondersteld, dat hij of zij obsessievelijke, duistere, verwarde gedachtes heeft, die steen en been klaagt over zwaarmoedige gevoelens, omdat hij of zij tal van pijnlijke situaties heeft meegemaakt, dan benoemen wij dat niet langer als depressiviteit, trauma, psychoses, gebrek aan zelfvertrouwen, maar dan weten wij meteen, dat deze persoon het heeft over OT, die hem or haar heeft beinvloed.   

 

Iedere vorm van negativiteit is te wijten aan onze onvrijwillige deelname aan OT. Wanneer wij op deze manier omgaan met al onze problemen, die wij zeggen of schijnen te hebben, dan vatten wij de koe bij de horens, omdat wij aldus de werkelijke oorzaak meteen uitspreken en daar dan dus naar kunnen luisteren.

 

In het vertellen – aan onszelf – wat er aan de hand is, zijn wij niet aan het onderzoeken, waarom de dingen zo gaan in ons leven zoals ze gaan, maar zijn wij ons er direct van bewust, dat wij vanwege onze OT in de problemen zijn komen te zitten. Iedere problematiek is wederom een reden, om alsnog onze eigen OT te stoppen en om weer aan onszelf toe te geven, dat onze, als normaal beschouwde, gewoonte-getrouwe OT, nog niet eerder kon worden beschouwd als het kwaad, wat het werkelijk is.

 

Met OT doen wij altijd alsof wij het accepteren, dat wij ons slecht voelen over onszelf. Uiteraard is dit helemaal niet zo, maar dat neemt niet weg, dat wij toch constant in OT doen alsof alle strijd, conflict en chaos ons niet deert. Met andere woorden OT heeft ons er altijd van weerhouden, om echt onszelf te zijn. Het enige wat dus nodig is, is om dit aan onszelf te laten weten – met BT – die alleen plaats kan vinden, nadat wij onze OT hebben kunnen stoppen.  

 

Wij stappen, vanwege ons nieuwe taalgebruik, in een keer, uit onze conditionering. Ook al is hiermee niet ineens voorgoed onze neiging om OT te hebben uitgeschakeld, toch zijn wij er meteen van overtuigt, dat wij, ten alle tijden, met onze BT, onszelf kunnen bevrijden van ons verdrietige verleden. Overigens is BT niet een keuze, maar is het enige wat erop zit.

 

Zolang als dat wij nog door blijven modderen met onze OT, zijn wij nog bezig met de illusie, dat wij keuzes maken of moeten maken, want het is altijd een onvrijwillig iets, dat wij enkel de mogelijkheid zouden hebben, om alleen de minst slecht situatie te kiezen, maar schijnbaar nooit de optimale situate.

 

Met OT blijven wij, zonder daarvan bewust te zijn, altijd bezig met het ontlopen, ontwijken, afleiden, bevechten, confronteren, bespreken, ervaren, het opgefokt raken over, gevangen zitten in of het ontkennen van gevaar. Alleen als wij onze eigen BT hebben, is deze rampspoed eindelijk ten einde gekomen. Met BT spreken wij op een andere manier, het is de taal van ontspanning.

 

Uiteraard is het stopzetten van onze OT alleen mogelijk, omdat wij al kennis – ook al was dit maar tijdelijk – hebben genomen van onze BT. Dit heeft  niets te maken met bewustzijn, zelfvertrouwen of zelf-kennis, maar met het simpele vermogen, om onze eigen OT van onze eigen BT te onderscheiden.

 

Allerlei mooie woorden stellen helemaal niets voor, want het komt erop aan of wij het verschil hebben benoemd, tussen onze OT en onze BT. Dit vermogen hangt niet af van of wij boeken hebben gelezen, of wij hebben gebeden of gemediteerd, cursussen hebben gevolgd, lezingen of workshops hebben bijwoond, naar authoriteiten hebben geluisterd of voorbereidende ervaringen hebben meegemaakt.

 

Iedereen kan, zoals hij of zij nu, op dit moment, is de overgang van OT naar BT maken. Het ontkennen van die mogelijkheid, was de enige oorzaak, dat wij dit nog niet eerder konden meemaken. Er staat dus geen enkel geloof, ideologie, theorie of perceptie in de weg, want alles is in een klap veranderd vanwege onze BT, die de enige manier is, om uiting te geven aan onze ware natuur, die dus altijd al het geval was, maar waaraan wij met OT geen uitleg konden geven en dus ook geen gehoor aan konden geven.

 

Er valt niet omheen te gaan, dat onze doorgaande BT de realizatie is van onze Taal Verlichting (TV), die wordt uiteengezet, omdat wij er nu over spreken, ernaar luisteren, erover schrijven aan onszelf en dus ook lezen, wat wij aan onszelf, over onze TV hebben geschreven. Dit bezig zijn met eigen BT betekent onze vrijheid als individu. Een geheel nieuw tijdperk breekt aan met deze psychosonische manier.               

 

Being,

 

Being here – or being who you are – is much more, that you previously believed it to be. You have never had the language to be who you are, so once you have that Embodied Language (EL), you will realize, how incredibly wonderful it is, to just be you.

 

With Disembodied Language (DL), you believed, you were already yourself, but that was false. Only when you have ongoing EL, can you be yourself. Since this is such a lasting experience, you have never really had it. If you would have had it, there is no turning back from it. You have only had the assumption of what it is like to have it, but you were never able to consciously and deliberately approach your own EL.

 

You couldn’t skillfully, reliably and continuously have EL, as you never knew the difference between your DL and your EL. The reason you can’t let go of your DL, is because you believe, it is important, it has value and you fear, you can’t live without it. The fact is, however, that your DL is a dreadful problem and a tremendous burden. Your DL is the source of suffering, which has undermined your life all along.

 

You have never been able to surrender with your verbal behavior, to the nonverbal reality of your own experience. If you would have done that, your verbal behavior would have become flexible and fluid enough, to match your nonverbal experience, but this could never happen, because you never took the time, to listen to yourself while you speak.

 

Only when you talk out loud with yourself, so you can begin to hear and enjoy your own voice, can you really adjust what you say to how you say it. Yet, this delightful fine-tuning happens, not because you do something, but because you no longer do what you did before. Thus, the more you don’t do, what you used to do – with your DL – the more you will have EL and be able to do, what you always wanted to do, but never paid attention to, because all your energy got drained by your involvement in DL.

 

When you engage in EL, you disappear, but when you have DL, it seems as if you matter. Everyone wants to matter, because the ultimate reality of DL is: they don’t matter and they can’t accept that. Of course, they can, but they don’t, because they find ways to avoid that reality. One way to do that, is by making it seem, as if they matter more than others. They still don’t matter, but at least, they have the illusion that they matter. In EL, on the other hand, we are happy, we don’t matter, and we don’t pretend, as if we do. It is a great relief, as we were having such a hard time, acting as if we were important.

 

The realization of our own unimportance with our EL sets the stage for our liberation. We are grateful, we feel blessed with this new knowledge, which we have been defending against for so long. We are so lucky; we can let it go and our unimportance is our salvation. We can close our eyes and be at peace.

 

With our EL, we accept the fact, that there really is no language inside of us. Therefore, we are without any language, by simply not speaking with ourselves or with anyone else; by not listening to ourselves or to anyone else; by not writing to ourselves or to someone else; and, by not reading our own writing or the writing of someone else.

 

To be who we are, we have to have ongoing EL, to be able to be without language. In other words, we must be with our language first, before we can be without our language. This is the greatest paradox we have ever experienced: during EL, we produce language, which takes us beyond our language.

 

Another way of formulating the aforementioned, is that we can only be without our language, when we have accurately, verbally and joyfully addressed our nonverbal or direct experience. All our words are lost in our EL, and this is our Language Enlightenment (LE).

 

Our LE is our freedom and with our EL, we find out, we have nothing to say, as we have said everything, we wanted to say and we have written everything, we wanted to write. It is an exquisite experience, to be who we are without any language. The beauty of our LE is that we can speak or not speak, we can write or not write, we can hear or not hear, we can read or not read. Nothing is missed, if we don’t speak, if we don’t listen, if we don’t write, if we don’t read.

 

Our LE, which is expressed by our EL, makes us say everything we are capable of saying; makes us hear, what we have always heard, but which we couldn’t respond to with our DL; makes us write, in our own words, about why the difference of our own DL and our own EL matters to us and why speaking with ourselves, is such an enriching process; and, makes us read about, what we didn’t and couldn’t say, what we didn't and couldn't hear, what we didn't and couldn't understand and what we didn't and couldn't write without our EL. Our LE is the dissolvement of our EL.    

 

Forget,

 

Biden’s memory lapses symbolize what is happening in the world. By blaming this ugly, stupid, angry, old man, we – the people on the left and on the right – want to forget ourselves. With our Disembodied Language (DL), we forget our manners. There is a lot of reporting going on about Biden’s defensiveness, but everyone is self-justifying, because they engage in DL. 

Although it is, especially in the light of current horrific events, very stupid of this old man to forget the name of Hamas, I hold the media accountable for not reporting on something, I feel very strongly about. As someone, who can hear the difference between Embodied Language (EL) and DL, I am particularly disgusted by how Biden sounds. 

 

Let’s not forget, with every word, which comes out of his ugly-looking mouth, the president of the United States, sounds like everyone else, who produces DL. Somehow, we forget, that looking ugly and sounding nasty, always go hand in hand. Then, there is Biden’s menacing hairstyle, which we forget to consider as the root cause of his disastrous performance, not as the leader of the most powerful nation of the world, but as an arrogant, pathetic, nasty, declining human being, who is refusing to admit, he is full of shit.

 

With our prevailing, unconscious, dumb, coercive, scripted way of talking, amnesia, dementia, conflict and chaos, are the inevitable results. Biden is not the inventor of the way of talking, which has been going on since human beings became verbal. We all know,  we can forgive, but we cannot forget, as our trauma it always out for revenge. Biden is a typical example of an injured, unhappy, offended, vindictive person.

 

Mass murderers or serial killers forget their own pain, by taking out a whole bunch of people and, likewise, Biden, messes up everything he does, because what he really wants is love, attention or adoration. And don’t forget, his anxiously-coaxing, always-cheering, endlessly smiling, pretentiously-phony, love-starved, power-hungry, but humble, slave wife - who babies him every step of the way, who, presumably, is the great woman behind this great man’s success - also, of course, very badly needs some recognition and appreciation. 

 

The failed and twisted workings of our DL is going on in every family but is on full display in the Biden family or in the British Royal family. The two brothers, who can’t get along, is a very common theme. Generally speaking, children are much quicker to forgive than adults, but as we get older, our way of dealing with our language makes us forget, that our forgiveness is absolutely necessary to be able to live a happy life. We forget who we are, when we cannot forgive.

 

Forgiveness is not a skill, but a natural aspect of authentic human interaction. Since we don’t know anything about the great difference between our DL and our EL, we keep making it seem, as if we can learn to forgive, but this is total nonsense. Dictator Biden is the proof, forgiveness doesn’t exist. He demonizes half the country, to justify he is right. Throughout history, innocent people have begged their brutal oppressors for forgiveness, but they never got it and this cruelty goes on until this very day. Meanwhile, we forget, that it is our habitual, common way of talking, which sets the stage for what is happening. A stubborn, decrepit, boring and humorless men’s disregard for anyone's freedom of speech, is the epitome of insensitivity and tyranny, but also of a dissatisfied and disgraceful old age.   

 

You have heard the supposedly wise saying, forgive, but don’t forget, but nobody has ever said, we could actually stop our intimidating, forceful, unnatural DL and have ongoing, effortless, enjoyable EL instead. When we have ongoing EL, there is really nothing to forgive, and, since we are in charge of our own language, we are not as likely to forget. Surely, remembering is a verbal selection process of what is important to us, but we tend to forget what is unimportant to us.

 

With DL, however, we cannot even verbalize what is important to us, let alone remember it. To say it, as often as possible, is to remember it. Biden’s bigger purpose is to show the world a clear example: when a lie is repeated often enough – and parroted by the complicit, corrupt, propaganda media – everyone on the left will drink the Jim-Jones-cool-aid, the free slurpy, because he even begins to believe it himself.

 

You will forget what I have said, because you still superstitiously believe, that there are words inside of your head. I am sure, when you realize, that there is absolutely no language inside of you, you will be able to remember, what you have forgotten a long time ago. It is not forgetfulness, which makes Biden lie through his – false – teeth, but it is his desperate belief, that he is someone special, a real blessing for mankind, while in fact, he knows very well, he has always been a fraud.

 

While we all keep lying with our idiotic DL, we know we can and would do better, if we bravely stopped our ridiculous DL and finally engaged in EL. Although our language has confused, distracted or frustrated us, we cannot forget who we are. The fact, that we cannot forget who we really are – even though our language doesn’t allow us to say it – drives us mad. This madness is visible and audible everywhere, as we are continuously gas-lighted by our common DL, which tells us that war is peace and that up is down. The chief thing is not to forget, that your EL is the real deal, as it is about what is being said, and not about what you imagine to be inside of your head.