Own,
The
only language that has meaning is our own language. No one has Embodied
Language (EL), because it is completely discontinuous with the Disembodied Language (DL), everyone is engaged
in because of their conditioning. Even though we experience the negative
consequences of it daily, we have never concluded, that our own DL - and not
the DL of others - is a huge problem for us.
As
far as our own language is concerned, putting the hand in our own bosom is a
matter of listening to ourselves as we speak, alone, to ourselves about what is
happening to us. This is our own process, in which we dissolve, because no one
else is speaking but ourselves and no one is listening but ourselves.
If
we take the time and have the guts, to be our own authority and thus to judge for
ourselves whether what we say makes sense or if it is nonsense, then it will
immediately become apparent, we are quite capable of recognizing, OT is not our
own language, even though, we are, by habit, used to pretending that it is.
This realization has far-reaching positive consequences, which we will
experience with EL.
Having
established – for ourselves – the undeniable, great, immediate difference
between our own DL and our own EL, we cannot help, but admit, to ourselves,
that, because of our old habit, we are constantly mechanically and unconsciously
dealing with our language. In fact, we are ignorant, heedless and insensitive
about everything, because of our own DL, which immediately stops, as soon as we
let ourselves know this with our own resonant sound.
Actually is an adverb, which
also means factually or really.
So, we each - by nature – possess
the quality to have EL, but,
because we live so unnaturally,
we always go against it with our
DL. Although this is definitely
our conditioning, it hasn't
fundamentally changed us. So,
it's actually exactly the same for
everyone and we all face the same
life-and-death decisive challenge,
as we all still have that innate
quality, which, because of our
DL, we can't get to.
Only
when we come to realize the seriousness of our participation in stressful,
anxious, dissociative, malignant DL - and finally stop doing so, only to then,
reassured, relaxed, amazed and energized, we will transform into our own,
creative, meaningful, conscious, self-evident, effortless EL – our lives will
take the turn we secretly longed for. We do this in our own interest and can
only do this for ourselves.
Owning
our own language, means that with EL – our new way of dealing with language –
we literally and figuratively become a different person, because who we were,
or supposedly, who we thought we were, has disappeared. Even though our conditioning
with DL will continue to remind us of our old ways, this remembrance reinforces
our own experience of EL. There's really
no going back after we've discovered who we really are and remain with our EL.
The
way our own well-being triumphs over all our problems is caused by our EL,
which instructs us to stop worrying about DL, as everyone else does. This
implies, we always keep following our own energy - even if we are completely
alone in this - as we keep talking to ourselves about and listening to what we
cannot discuss with others, but what happens to us.
Having our own language solidifies our
Language Enlightenment (TV), from
which not only our own unique
verbal behavior, but also, all of
our other behavior seems to emerge.
As all of this takes place, a
realization arises, that our own
enlightenment is something
entirely different from what
we have heard or read. In the
, DL-derived explanation of
enlightenment, it was always
about, supposedly, going beyond
language.
This ridiculous effort of
trying to lift of ourselves,
by our own shoelaces,
has never – as was claimed –
transcended the duality, which,
presumably, was the root
cause of all our struggles,
conflicts and problems. However,
our DL could finally be understood
through our own EL, thus dissolving
the illusion we called our mind.