Interest,
From
the overwhelming number of responses to my blog, you can tell how much interest
there is in Embodied Language (EL). People know, that there is an enlightened
person living in Chico, CA, but they are too busy with other, apparently, more
important matters. I have made myself heard many times. The lyrics of my songs speak
volumes. My daily writings have become more and more sublime and yet, no one shows the interest it deserves. That's how it works. I know how it is
and I have known this for a long time. The great sadness I used to feel about this has totally disappeared. I am happy anyway.
Despite
the lack of interest - which is also a lack of depth and courage - my EL
continues calmly, in this chaotic, violent, crazy world, which is inevitably
destroyed by the superficial way in which language is handled by us. The
Disembodied Language (DL) that is taking place everywhere cannot but have
catastrophic consequences. I don't experience those consequences, because I
don't deal with DL. The steady progress of my EL is a sign of my Language
Enlightenment (LE), which is the reason why, despite all the misery, I can continue
with my EL.
My own
ability to have self-care does me good, but the attention from others has often
gotten me into trouble. I don't want the kind of attention, that one is able to
give because of conditioning with DL. I am of no interest to anyone, because I
not an authority, not a leader, not a teacher, not a psychologist, not a
philosopher, not a scientist, not an intellectual, not an artist, not a
spiritualist, not a revolutionary, not a martyr or a world improver and, yes,
nobody can place me in their categories. I am a nobody, who reminds others,
that they too are nobody. I wanted to be someone – just like everyone else – but
I didn't succeed and now I'm so happy, that this is the case. It's really nice
to be nobody. I enjoy being left alone.
This writing is not, as one
is probably inclined to
believe from DL, to arouse
someone's interest in EL
and LE. It is solely for my
own pleasure, that I want
to, can and continue to
say and write stuff like
this. I don't take any
responsibility for others,
as I don't believe in so-called
leadership. I believe everyone
can be happy, if they follow
their own interest. Yes,
with me, you are on
your own and only
dependent on yourself
and I will therefore
do nothing for you.
You
should actually be grateful to me, that I don't interfere with you and am not
involved with your DL. These strange words can perhaps reach you, because they
are not intended for you. I write them for myself, as I know and trust, there
lies my ability to make myself known, to those who are ready to recognize that DL
has disastrous consequences and should actually be stopped completely. Please
note, I am not saying, that you should stop your own DL, because it is very important,
you begin to tell yourself that.
Our
alleged, exaggerated interest in each other, which, when push comes to shove,
doesn't mean anything at all, alienates us from ourselves. Being and staying
engaged with others is a characteristic of ubiquitous DL. Someone who, like me,
has EL, is not narcissistic, but is able to separate the wheat from the chaff.
What we could do for ourselves is the grist, which must be separated,
linguistically, from what others cannot do for us. There are of course also
things, others can do for us and social recognition is, of course, to our benefit,
but given the undeniable fact, that mechanical DL causes disasters everywhere,
it remains important to act on the instructions, which arise from our EL, as only
in EL, we truly have our own self-interest at heart.
You
have never consciously had EL, because you have no interest in it. I say and
write this, because I never hear from you. I'm not complaining, but I am
observing a fact, that is causing me to no longer engage with your DL. I used
to do that, in the past, because I lost sight of this fact. I stopped listening
to myself and then ended up having DL, but I always came home after a rude
awakening. Changing my behavior turned
out to be related to my interest. I have never been interested in DL and have
only been able to learn from those who had some EL.
I am convinced millions of
people – like me – have no
interest in DL, and, consequently,
they develop all kinds of
relationship and learning
problems. Development
of positive behavior, that
benefits us as individuals,
leaves much to be desired.
Only with EL can we finally
do what is really important
to us, because we act from
a sincere, verbal interest in
ourselves. In DL, despite
our obsessive, fanatical,
superstitious, compulsive,
group-behavior, we are not
at all interested in who we
are, as individuals.