Teleurstelling,

 

Nu ik zo zelfverzekerd en gelukkig doorga met mijn  Belichaamde Taal (BT) en de zegen en schoonheid van mijn Taal Verlichting (TV) uitdruk, wil ik de grote teleurstelling onder woorden brengen, die ik heb gevoeld, omdat bijna niemand geïnteresseerd is om met mij hierover te praten. Ik voel me er niet langer gefrustreerd door, maar in het verleden was ik heel erg van streek, als je voor de zoveelste keer weer op de proppen kwam met wat je eigenlijk altijd onbewust doet: Ontlichaamde Taal (OT).

 

Nadat ik met mijn BT mijn TV had beschreven en dus, zogezegd, had ontdekt, was ik net zo ontevreden over mijn eigen OT als over de OT van anderen. Het maakte me echt razend woedend dat wij, vanwege onze conditionering, allemaal op deze stomme manier blijven praten en omgaan met een taal, die alleen maar negatieve gevolgen heeft. Ik kon en wilde het niet accepteren, niet van mezelf en ook niet van iemand anders. Hoewel ik OT nog steeds verafschuw, verwacht ik niet langer dat iemand BT met mij zal hebben.

 

Zelfs toen ik niet wist wat ik vandaag over BT weet, was ik blijkbaar altijd al op zoek naar mensen die BT met mij zouden hebben. Keer op keer leek het alsof ik ze had gevonden, maar mijn desillusie lag altijd om de hoek. Ik werd letterlijk uit veel van de groepen gegooid, waar ik ooit bij probeerde te horen. Later besloot ik vrijwillig om de zogenaamde gemeenschap, waarvan ik zo graag deel wilde uitmaken, achter me te laten. Ik verliet zelfs mijn eigen familie en mijn land van herkomst.

 

We praten over erbij horen, maar wat is dat in vredesnaam? Het betekent, dat je niet jezelf bent, maar doet wat anderen van je verwachten. Deze groepsdruk is zo blijvend, dat zelfs als we met onszelf praten, we benadrukken dat we geen enkele verwachting van onszelf zouden mogen hebben. Het is verkeerd om verwachtingen van anderen te hebben – zo luidt de redenering – en daarom moet het ook verkeerd zijn om verwachtingen van onszelf te hebben.

 

Het is duidelijk dat, zolang

 je jezelf niet eens toe 

staat om verwachtingen

 te hebben, dat je nooit 

aan je eigen verwachtingen 

kunt voldoen. Dit is typisch

 een voorbeeld van hoe we

 in OT altijd met onszelf 

vechten. Wanneer je echter

 BT hebt, hou je op met die

 onzin. Verrassend genoeg 

heb je dan geen verwachtingen

 van anderen, alleen verwachtingen

 van jezelf, die uitkomen. 

Met andere woorden, je 

creëert geen teleurstellingen 

meer voor jezelf.

 

Ik was er altijd van uitgegaan en ik probeerde er vertrouwen te hebben in mijn overtuiging, dat er ergens toch mensen zouden zijn – ik had ze alleen nog niet gevonden – die het algemene, spirituele, filosofische, psychologische, wetenschappelijke of artistieke besef hebben, dat er een manier van praten moest zijn, waarin we alles uitwerken. Deze hardnekkige overtuiging heb ik te danken aan mijn straffende vader, die zei: wat het ook is, we kunnen er altijd over praten. Waarschijnlijk heb ik ook mijn grote ontevredenheid aan hem te danken, omdat hij nooit geïnteresseerd was in of waardering had voor wat ik zei. Integendeel, hij sloeg en vernederde me.

 

Terugkijkend, was het omdat ik me zo afgewezen en in de steek gelaten voelde, dat ik met mezelf begon te praten, omdat er eigenlijk niemand anders was om mee te praten. Dit is natuurlijk een beetje overdreven, want er zijn altijd mensen, die wel willen praten, maar niet op de manier, waarop ik wilde praten. Ik had echter één vriend, hij heette Lak, die mij – als hij niet stoned of dronken was –  soms wat liet spreken over het belang van naar jezelf luisteren terwijl je spreekt, dat wil zeggen over BT. Hij bleef me afleiden met zijn capriolen, maar ik stond erop dat hij met mij sprak over wat het is om naar jezelf te luisteren. Hij flapte eruit: je wilt dat ik naar mezelf luister, maar jij luistert niet eens naar jezelf? Ik gaf lachend toe, dat hij helemaal gelijk had. Hij was getuige van de geboorte van mijn BT. Nadat ik in 1999 naar de Verenigde Staten was geëmigreerd, schreven we elkaar nog vele malen, maar ik beëindigde onze correspondentie, omdat hij niet langer meer geïnteresseerd was, om met mij te praten.

 

Ik ga alleen door met mensen – toegegeven, het zijn er maar een paar – die bereid zijn BT met mij te hebben. Ik heb er geen spijt van dat ik iedereen met OT heb achtergelaten. Ik heb aandachtig naar mijn eigen teleurstelling hierover geluisterd en ben tot de conclusie gekomen, dat mijn deze terecht was. De wereld, zoals ik die ken, wordt gecreëerd en onderhouden door mijn eigen BT, wat mij rust, humor, inzicht en voldoening geeft. Jou chaotische, tegenstrijdige, arrogante, oppervlakkige realiteit wordt echter onvermijdelijk gecreëerd door jou mechanische, opdringerige OT. Bovendien moet jij jou teleurstelling over de manier, waarop jij jou taal tot nu toe hebt gebruikt, nog gaan toegeven. Zoals iedereen met BT, hoor ik dat jou OT tegen je werkt. Ik weet het, maar ik kan je niet geven wat je hebben wil. Natuurlijk wil jij wat je wil, maar met OT kun je het niet krijgen. Je kunt alleen over je TV – over je blijvende geluk – praten met je BT.

 

Alleen,

 

Alleen zijn is met Ontlichaamde Taal (OT) een heel andere zaak dan met Belichaamde Taal (BT). Met OT wil je nooit alleen zijn, maar met BT geniet je ervan om alleen te zijn. Vroeger voelde ik me verdrietig als ik alleen was, omdat ik zo graag bij anderen wilde zijn, maar nu ik weet dat samenzijn met anderen meestal betekent, dat ik geen BT kan hebben, ben ik graag alleen en ga ik door met mijn BT en met mijn eigen gelukkige leven.

 

Door alleen te zijn, kan ik wachten op de juiste woorden, die ik graag zeg, hoor, schrijf en lees. Alles wat voor mij belangrijk is, wordt precies uitgedrukt op de manier waarop ik het wil zeggen, horen, schrijven en lezen. Hoewel je op deze blog over mijn BT kunt lezen, is het alleen voor mij bedoeld. Mijn BT kan alleen maar goed voor jou zijn, als het je doet beseffen, dat jij je eigen BT nodig hebt. Je moet alleen zijn, hardop met jezelf praten, om naar je eigen stem te kunnen luisteren en de schoonheid van je BT te horen, die moeiteloos en natuurlijk jouw Taal Verlichting (TV) uitdrukt.

 

Wanneer mensen met OT zeggen dat ze denken over het idee om alleen te zijn, dan praten ze over alleen zijn, dat wil zeggen, over het zijn zonder iemand anders. Alleen zijn heeft in BT echter een heel andere betekenis. In BT ben je altijd alleen, zelfs als je met andere mensen bent. Met andere woorden: alleen-zijn is de essentie van jouw BT. Je hebt er geen enkel probleem mee, aangezien jou verkenning van BT je duidelijk heeft gemaakt dat dit jouw TV is. Ik vraag nooit aan iemand, om mij even alleen te laten. Mensen laten mij altijd met rust, maar zonder dat ik hen er om vraag. Ik zit daardoor niet met de problemen, waar iedereen mee zit.

 

We hebben allemaal wel eens de uitspraak gehoord, dat we allemaal alleen worden geboren en alleen zullen sterven. Natuurlijk is dat een feit, maar voor ons is het volkomen zinloos, omdat we in OT alleen maar herhalen wat anderen hebben gezegd en door dat te doen, sluiten we ons volledig van onszelf af. Als mensen terloops over de dood spreken, hebben ze het over hun voorkeur om begraven te worden in een graf, naast hun dierbaren, of om gecremeerd te worden en de as ergens te laten uitstrooien of in een urn mee naar huis te nemen. Ze maken zich zogezegd meer zorgen over wat er gebeurt na hun dood, dan over wat er gebeurt, als ze nog leven.

 

Alleen zijn – en dus jezelf zijn – is alleen mogelijk met je BT en niet met je mechanische, ongevoelige, herhalende OT. Misschien heb je momenten gehad waarop je ineens hebt bemerkt, dat alleen zijn toch niet zo erg leek. Het houdt in, dat jij ook zo je best hebt gedaan om bij anderen te zijn, maar dat je toch helemaal alleen bent beland. Mensen zeggen alleen in OT: het was een vermomde zegen, want in BT wordt alles onthuld. Eigenlijk zijn er geen verkapte zegeningen in BT, omdat je weet, dat het jouw TV is.  

 

Wat er gebeurt op dat moment, wanneer je verwachtte samen met anderen te zijn, maar je merkt dat je alleen bent, is dat je er tot je eigen verbazing van geniet, omdat het een opluchting is. De zogenaamde zegen wordt dus alleen vermomd door je OT, maar niet door je eigenlijke ervaring. In feite vormt jouw directe ervaring het begin voor een nieuwe manier om met taal om te gaan en deze oude uitdrukking – het was een vermomde zegen – zou dus eindelijk eens veranderd moeten worden in simpelweg: het was een zegen, om alleen te zijn.

 

Wanneer je voor de eerste keer overschakelt van je gebruikelijke OT naar BT, dan ben je getuige van een grote verandering, van het waarnemen van jezelf als een menigte fragmenten, naar het ervaren van een plotseling gevoel van eenheid, dat je altijd al had gevoeld, maar nooit de woorden of de manier van uiten voor had. Het is ontroerend om eindelijk verbaal alleen te zijn met jezelf en om met je BT te ontdekken, dat het echt goed is om alleen te zijn. Bovendien zul je het weten, als je bewust uit je lange conditionerings geschiedenis met OT stapt.

 

In OT blijven we onbewust praten over ons gekke, drukke, lastige, gestresste leven, waarin we bijna nooit een moment – ​​alleen – voor onszelf hebben; over het eindelijk tien minuten lang alleen kunnen spreken met iemand, die zo moeilijk te bereiken was; over het ervaren van de last van het samenzijn en het echt even alleen willen zijn; over het ons zo ellendig, hulpeloos, hopeloos en zinloos voelen, omdat we ons moeder-ziel alleen voelen; over het niet met rust kunnen laten van elkaar; over het niet kunnen achterlaten of loslaten, wat het ook mag zijn; over het schreeuwen – alleen – in de woestijn.

 

Alleen zijn wordt door miljoenen mensen gevreesd, omdat de realiteit is dat we, onbewust, bang zijn voor onze eigen OT. Zodra we dit erkennen, komen we in het reine met alleen zijn, met onszelf zijn, met een individu zijn en met het hebben van taal, die past bij onze natuurlijke manier van zijn. Zeker, OT is een overlevings-groeps-gedrag, dat de mensheid domineerde sinds de mens verbaal werd, maar door de individualisering heeft het zijn waarde verloren. Samen zijn en bij elkaar blijven is altijd geprezen als de hoogste morele waarde, maar met BT ontdekken we dat ons leven meer inhoudt, dan het vervullen van plichten, als leden van de groepen, waartoe wij – vanwege de conditionering – geloven te behoren. Bovendien willen we met BT tot geen enkele groep behoren, omdat onze vrijheid gebaseerd is op ons vermogen om alleen kunnen zijn.

 

Alone,

 

Being alone is an entirely different matter with Disembodied Language (DL) than with Embodied Language (EL). With DL, you don’t want to be alone, but with EL, you enjoy being alone. I used to feel sad about being alone, because I wanted so badly to be with others, but now that I know, that being with others mostly means, that I can’t have any EL, I like to be alone and continue with my EL. 

 

Being alone, allows me to wait for the right words, which I like to say, hear, write and read. Everything which is important to me, is expressed exactly in the way I want to say, hear, write and read it. Although you can read, on this blog, about my EL, it is only for me. My EL can only do any good for you, if it makes you realize, you need to have your own EL. You need to be alone, by yourself, talk out loud with yourself, to be able to listen to your own voice and hear the beauty of your EL, which, effortlessly and naturally, expresses your Language Enlightenment (LE).  

 

When people, with DL, consider the notion of being alone, they talk about being by themselves, that is, of being without someone else. However, being alone, in EL, has a different meaning. In EL, you are always alone, even when you are with other people. In other words, aloneness is the essence of your EL. You have no problem with it, as your exploration of EL, made it clear to you, this is your LE. I never ask anyone, to leave me alone, for a moment. People always leave me alone, but without any question.  

 

We have all heard the statement, that we are all born alone and we all die alone. Of course, it is a fact, but it is utterly meaningless to us, because in DL, we merely repeat what others have said and by doing so, we completely disconnect from ourselves. When people casually speak about death, they talk about their preference of being buried in a grave, next to their loved ones or of being cremated and having one’s ashes spread out somewhere or taken home in an urn. They are more concerned about what happens, after they die, then when they live.

 

Being alone – and, therefore, being yourself – is only possible with your EL and not with your mechanical, insensitive, repetitive DL. You may have had some moments in which, perhaps, you have noticed, that being alone didn’t seem so bad after all. It implies,  you too have tried so hard to be with others, but you nevertheless ended up all by yourself. People only say in DL, it was a blessing in disguise, because in EL, everything is revealed. Actually, there are no disguised blessings in EL, as you know, it is your LE.

 

What happens, in that moment, when you expected to be with others, but you find yourself, being alone, is that, to your own surprise, you enjoy it, as it is a relief. Thus, the so-called blessing, is only disguised by your DL, but not by your actual experience. As a matter of fact, your direct experience sets the stage for a new way of dealing with language and this old expression – it was a blessing in disguise – should be changed, in simply: it was a blessing, to be alone.   

 

When you, for the first time, switch from your usual DL to EL, you witness a big change, from perceiving yourself, as a crowd of fragments, to experiencing a sudden sense of oneness, you had always felt, but never had the words or the way to express. It is very moving, to be, finally, verbally alone and to discover, with your EL, that you really need to be by yourself. Moreover, you will know it, when you deliberately step out of your long conditioning history with DL.  

 

In DL, we, unconsciously, keep talking talk about our crazy, busy, troublesome, stressed-out lives, in which we hardly ever have one moment – alone – for ourselves; about finally being able to speak with someone, alone, for ten minutes, who was so hard to get a hold off; about experiencing the burden of being together and wanting to be left alone for a while; about feeling so miserable, helpless, hopeless and meaningless, as we are feeling so alone; about not being able to leave each other alone; about not being able to leave it – whatever the hell it may be – alone; and about screaming – alone – in the desert.

 

Being alone has been dreaded by millions of people,  because, the reality is, that we, unknowingly, dread our own DL. Once we acknowledge this, we come to terms with being alone, with being ourselves, with being an individual and with having language, that fits with our natural way of being. Surely, DL is a  survival-group-behavior, which dominated mankind  ever since human beings became verbal, but, due to individualization, it has lost its value. Being together and staying together, has always been praised as the highest moral value, but with EL, we discover, there is much more to our own lives, than to only fulfill our duties, as members of the groups, we believe, we have – because of our conditioning – to belong to. Moreover, with EL, we don’t want to belong to any group, as our freedom is about being alone.                

 

Disappointment,

 

Now that I confidently and happily continue with my own Embodied Language (EL) and express the bliss and beauty of my Language Enlightenment (LE), I want to put into words, the great disappointment I have felt, that hardly anyone is interested in talking with me about this. I no longer feel frustrated about it, but in the past, I was very upset, if you did what you always do: have Disembodied Language (DL).

 

After I discovered my LE with EL, I was as dissatisfied with my own DL, as I was with the DL of others. It infuriated me, that because of our conditioning, we all keep having this stupid way talking and dealing with language, which has only negative outcomes. I could not and would not accept it, not from myself nor from someone else. Although I still abhor DL, I no longer expect anyone to have EL with me.

 

Even when I didn’t know what I know today about EL, I was, apparently, always searching for people to have EL with me. Again and again, it seemed as if I had found them, but my disillusionment was always just around the corner. I literally got thrown out of many of the groups, I once tried to belong to. Later on, I decided to voluntarily leave behind the so-called community, I had wanted so much to be part of. 

 

We talk about fitting in, but what the hell is that? It means, you are not being yourself, as you do what is expected from you, by others. This group-pressure, is so enduring, that even if we speak with ourselves, we insist, we shouldn’t have any expectations of ourselves. It is wrong to have expectations of others – so the reasoning goes – and,  therefore, it must also be wrong to have expectations of ourselves.  

 

Obviously, you will never be able to live up to your own expectations, as long as you don’t even allow yourself to have expectations. This is typically an example of how, in DL, we are always fighting with ourselves. However, when you have EL, you will stop  with all that nonsense. Surprisingly, you will not have any expectations of others, only expectations of yourself, which come true. In other words, you don’t create disappointment for yourself anymore.  

 

I had always assumed and tried to have faith in my belief, there would be people, somewhere – I just hadn’t found them yet – who have the common, spiritual, philosophical, psychological, scientific or artistic sense, that there must be a way of talking, in which we work everything out. I owe this tenacious conviction to my abusive father, who said: whatever it is, we can always talk about it. Probably, I owe my great dissatisfaction to him too, because, he never was interested in or appreciative of anything I said. To the contrary, he beat me and he humiliated me.

 

Looking back, it was because I felt so rejected and let down, that I started to talk with myself, as there really was no one else to talk with. Of course, this is a bit of an exaggeration, as there are always people who are willing to talk, but not in the way I wanted to talk. I had one friend, however, his name was Lak, who – if he wasn’t stoned or drunk – would let me speak about the importance of listening to yourself while you speak, that is, of EL. He kept distracting me with his antics, but I insisted and he blurted out: you want me to listen to myself, but you aren’t even listening to yourself? I laughingly admitted, he was right. He was a witness, to the birth of my EL. After I immigrated to the United States in 1999, we wrote each other, but I ended our correspondence, as he was no longer interested in really talking with me.

 

I only continue with people – admittedly, very few – who are willing to have EL with me. I don’t feel any regret about leaving everyone with their DL behind. I have listened carefully to my own disappointment and I have concluded, it was justified. The world, as I know it, is created and maintained by my EL, which gives me peace, humor and satisfaction. However, your chaotic, conflicted, brutal, superficial reality, is inevitably created by your mechanical DL. Moreover, you have yet to fully admit and come to grips with your disappointment in how you have used your language until now. As anyone with EL, I can hear, your DL works against you. I know, it can’t give you what you want. Of course, you want what you want, but you can’t have it with DL. You can only talk about your LE – your lasting happiness – with your EL.                

 

Joy,

 

The most important reason, it is such a great joy for me to engage in Embodied Language (EL), is I no longer feel bothered by the Disembodied Language (DL), everyone else is involved in. And, yes, it is one thing, to engage in DL yourself, but quite another, to be constantly bothered by the DL of others. Looking back, I have been bothered by the DL of others for most of my life, but luckily, recently this changed.  

 

Initially, when you first discover your EL, which, so to speak, is a great step forward, you also become incredibly sensitive to the DL of others, which, you could say, is three steps backward. Before finding your own EL, you were unconscious and in denial about the many immediate negative effects of your own DL, although you may have been making a lot fuzz about the DL of others. Therefore, when the stark contrast between your own EL and your DL, inevitably presents itself, it can be overwhelming.

 

With EL, you begin to feel the joy and the strength of being with yourself and this definitely involves a process of recovery from your drama of weakness. It is hilarious, to find out that you have believed in all these absurd verbal constructs, which once you express them with you EL, simply disappear without leaving any trace. You may have believed in god or in some sort of so-called higher power, but when you talk with yourself, you realize, it was all nothing but your own imagination. Most certainly, you have also tried to believe in your inner, true self, which, supposedly, was causing your behavior, but within seconds of just talking with yourself and listening to the sound of your own voice, you will realize there absolutely cannot exist such an entity. Moreover, in EL all your verbally cultivated nonsense evaporates, because you express Language Enlightenment (LE) .

 

What is perceived as strength in DL, is considered a weakness in EL. It is pure weakness, which prevents you from feeling and expressing your own emotions. In DL, you are defending against your own emotions and this makes you do all sort of hateful, stupid and, at best, ridiculous things. Furthermore, if you can’t even express your own joy, it is always because you are stuck on your negative emotions. You are a total coward, who is merely pretending not to have these negative feelings, which take their toll on you. When you take your first steps into EL, you no longer deny all of this. Actually, to finally cry, will be a great joy.  

 

Relief and joy will be beyond description, when you come into your own language. It is not what you say, but how you say it, which makes you cry tears of joy. Moreover, your joy is never overwhelming, because by stopping your DL, you have prepared yourself for it, with your EL. Speaking out loud with yourself, by yourself, about your troubled emotions, is soothing and comforting. This is what everyone needs, not only those, who can’t hide their struggles anymore, who, supposedly, have mental health issues. There will be a complete overhaul of psychiatry, which, as it is, is only getting people deeper entrenched in DL.

 

Parenting and education with EL implies that we will be learning with joy. Sadly, we were all raised and taught with coercive DL, to only have DL, as there was no one, like me, who knew the difference between miserable DL and joyful EL. People have tried to address this difference, but they always failed, as they never detected it, by listening to themselves, while they speak. It is our speaking and listening, which sets the stage for all our other behaviors, including how we deal with our language, which has nothing to do with what we have called thinking.

 

Once you express with your EL, what you, during DL, refer to as thinking, you find it signifies something you had not previously expressed, but were always able to express. Simply stated, DL creates the false notion, that certain things cannot or should not be talked about. This is what you call your mind. It is what you wanted to express, but couldn’t express, because DL wouldn’t let you. Therefore, once you say to yourself, in EL, what is, presumably, on your mind, you experience sheer joy, as this problematic verbal construct is, at long last, properly addressed and, consequently, dissolved. Thus, your ongoing EL always, immediately, effortlessly articulates your LE.

 

We seem to have no problem acknowledging, that a child can laugh with joy, but this innocence seems not applicable to adults. When we sensitively speak with a child, we take part in this delight. Of course, a child is still not as entrenched in and imprisoned by DL, as we are, as it is still alive and full of energy. We love seeing and hearing a joyful child. However, as soon as it goes to school, where it will learn to read and write, this joy disappears, as it isn’t expressed by our DL. When we embrace our EL, we go back into this magnificent, unburdened, pre-verbal state.

 

I never say, my heart is singing with joy, because it is who I really am with – my EL – that is, it is always my LE, which sings. I have no need for soppy, poetic, spiritual metaphors, as my truth is my joy and my truth is verbal. I don’t care for only just one miserly moment of joy, as my EL makes me live a joyful life. This is what all the miserable people with DL try to do. They try to have and hang onto one moment of joy, while, in fact, their whole life remains a mess. I remember, when I first began to have EL or when I heard others have EL, I was always weeping, as I was feeling so moved. Your joy makes you do that too, if you have the guts, to talk with yourself and listen.           

 

Hour,

 

Within an hour, all the world’s problems can be solved. Yes, sixty minutes is enough. We just need to have real conversation and that will set in motion all the changes, which need to happen, to prevent the total destruction of the world, as we know it. We know reality, with how we use our language and our use of language, up till now, has been very stupid. You don’t use a hammer, to hit on your thumb, but to hit the nail on the head. Likewise, we should have Embodied Language (EL) instead of our self-harming Disembodied Language (DL). I have the former and I have recovered from the years of using the latter.

 

Simply stated, everyone should go into recovery. No, there’s no need to recover from any of our so-called  addictions, we need to recover from our DL and the only way to do that, is by having EL. Since DL and EL are mutually exclusive, only when our DL is stopped, our EL can begin. Only someone like me, can know whether this is the case, after he or she has actually done it. Those you hear in the news-media have no clue about how to address, let alone stop, their own DL. In fact, all attention-grabbers, who dominate the conversation, everywhere, are examples of DL.

 

So, the real problem is, that we are all – whether we know it or not, admit it or not or are aware of it or not – unknowingly, day in day out, listening to the demanding people with DL, but never to someone like me, who has EL. However, this is, of course, not my problem, as I listen to myself and I always act on what I say. As a matter of fact, I act directly and for me there is no difference between saying something and doing something. The delay between what you say and what you do, is due to DL, which makes you postpone and forget to do what is right for yourself.

 

How can you do what is right for others, if what you do to yourself is harmful? With your pretentious DL, you claim to know what is good for others, while you refuse to do what is good for yourself. This is why everyone is so fucked up, because we have never looked into – by having EL – how our horrible use of language determines our other behaviors. We like to stay busy with our fantasies about how language, presumable, influences the behavior of others and,  supposedly, we already know how it really works.

 

This writing, which will be finished within one hour, is a rendition of my EL, which, unequivocally, states that our DL is finished. Sure enough, we can and,  probably, still will continue with our dreadful DL, but we are certainly heading for more catastrophic circumstances. This is not shallow fear-mongering, but what I – someone who has achieved Language Enlightenment (LE) – say about the situation in the world, which has remained utterly ignorant about the distinction between DL and EL. The only reason we continue with devastating, moronic, mechanical DL is because we don’t know any better. Once we know the difference between DL and EL, we want to stop our DL, like the paranoid dis-ease it truly is.

 

The clock is ticking. This may very well be our final hour. We are not heading in the right direction, as long as our distorted DL continues. It isn’t terrorists, which need to be wiped out, but our common use of language. Nobody, in any of the institutions of learning or governments of affluent countries, has ever mentioned the urgent need to stop our DL. It is not going to happen. You can only read it here, on this blog, which I write, because I have the solution. I am no longer in a hurry to reach anyone, as I have done all that and am completely done with all that.

 

If you read my words out loud and begin to listen to your own voice, you will know, what I say is true. It is true, because you hear yourself say it. Listening to yourself while you speak sets the stage for your EL and in DL, you weren’t listening to yourself. In fact, authority was always outside of you and that is why you were always listening to others or demanding that others listen to you. The audience – from which these narcissistic, grandiose so-called influencers seek approval, so anxiously – is still the authority. I am not waiting for you to have EL, I have it already with those, who are honest enough to have it.

 

There is ten minutes left. I can say a lot in a short time. I don’t feel hurried, but I have other things to do than to write on this blog and need to get ready to go to work. I am sure, the reader can feel why there is no more time for DL. In EL, however, we transcend time. The future is now and the past is gone, because we are no longer dragging it with us, due to the unintelligent way in which we use our language. If you have EL, you immediately notice, that everything is suddenly completely different. You are enlightened, because your language finally fits with who you have always been. This oneness can only be revealed by your EL. Let me hear from you, then we can celebrate our enlightenment together.                          

 

Interest,

 

From the overwhelming number of responses to my blog, you can tell how much interest there is in Embodied Language (EL). People know, that there is an enlightened person living in Chico, CA, but they are too busy with other, apparently, more important matters. I have made myself heard many times. The lyrics of my songs speak volumes. My daily writings have become more and more sublime and yet, no one shows the interest it deserves. That's how it works. I know how it is and I have known this for a long time. The great sadness I used to feel about this has totally disappeared. I am happy anyway.

 

Despite the lack of interest - which is also a lack of depth and courage - my EL continues calmly, in this chaotic, violent, crazy world, which is inevitably destroyed by the superficial way in which language is handled by us. The Disembodied Language (DL) that is taking place everywhere cannot but have catastrophic consequences. I don't experience those consequences, because I don't deal with DL. The steady progress of my EL is a sign of my Language Enlightenment (LE), which is the reason why, despite all the misery, I can continue with my EL.

 

My own ability to have self-care does me good, but the attention from others has often gotten me into trouble. I don't want the kind of attention, that one is able to give because of conditioning with DL. I am of no interest to anyone, because I not an authority, not a leader, not a teacher, not a psychologist, not a philosopher, not a scientist, not an intellectual, not an artist, not a spiritualist, not a revolutionary, not a martyr or a world improver and, yes, nobody can place me in their categories. I am a nobody, who reminds others, that they too are nobody. I wanted to be someone – just like everyone else – but I didn't succeed and now I'm so happy, that this is the case. It's really nice to be nobody. I enjoy being left alone.

 

This writing is not, as one

 is probably inclined to 

believe from DL, to arouse

 someone's interest in EL 

and LE. It is solely for my

 own pleasure, that I want

 to, can and continue to 

say and write stuff like 

this. I don't take any

 responsibility for others,

 as I don't believe in so-called

 leadership. I believe everyone

 can be happy, if they follow 

their own interest. Yes, 

with me, you are on 

your own and only 

dependent on yourself 

and I will therefore 

do nothing for you.

 

You should actually be grateful to me, that I don't interfere with you and am not involved with your DL. These strange words can perhaps reach you, because they are not intended for you. I write them for myself, as I know and trust, there lies my ability to make myself known, to those who are ready to recognize that DL has disastrous consequences and should actually be stopped completely. Please note, I am not saying, that you should stop your own DL, because it is very important, you begin to tell yourself that.

 

Our alleged, exaggerated interest in each other, which, when push comes to shove, doesn't mean anything at all, alienates us from ourselves. Being and staying engaged with others is a characteristic of ubiquitous DL. Someone who, like me, has EL, is not narcissistic, but is able to separate the wheat from the chaff. What we could do for ourselves is the grist, which must be separated, linguistically, from what others cannot do for us. There are of course also things, others can do for us and social recognition is, of course, to our benefit, but given the undeniable fact, that mechanical DL causes disasters everywhere, it remains important to act on the instructions, which arise from our EL, as only in EL, we truly have our own self-interest at heart.

 

You have never consciously had EL, because you have no interest in it. I say and write this, because I never hear from you. I'm not complaining, but I am observing a fact, that is causing me to no longer engage with your DL. I used to do that, in the past, because I lost sight of this fact. I stopped listening to myself and then ended up having DL, but I always came home after a rude awakening. Changing my  behavior turned out to be related to my interest. I have never been interested in DL and have only been able to learn from those who had some EL.

 

I am convinced millions of

 people – like me – have no 

interest in DL, and, consequently, 

they develop all kinds of 

relationship and learning 

problems. Development 

of positive behavior, that

 benefits us as individuals, 

leaves much to be desired. 

Only with EL can we finally 

do what is really important 

to us, because we act from 

a sincere, verbal interest in

 ourselves. In DL, despite 

our obsessive, fanatical, 

superstitious, compulsive, 

group-behavior, we are not 

at all interested in who we

 are, as individuals.