Transhuman?

 

What makes a boy want to be a girl and what makes a girl want to be a boy? Let’s talk about adults too. What makes a man want to be a woman and what makes a woman want to be man? Have you seen any movies lately? Most likely, you have seen adults, men and women, but also boys and girls, do all kinds of incredible stuff, which men, women, boys or girls can’t do. Why do audiences want to be entertained, by these childish fantasies, that they can fly, travel in time, perform magic or have super-powers?

 

Oh, yes, I get it, we want to get the attention of others, we want to be loved, accepted, adored, honored, respected, feared or avenged. Sadly, we will, unconsciously, demand all this, as long as we aren’t able to give to ourselves – with our Embodied Language (EL) – what we couldn’t receive from others, who mainly engaged in Disembodied Language (DL), because they simply didn’t know, how to have ongoing EL.

 

Did you know, there is a school of philosophy that is called transhumanism? They advocate the enhancement of the human condition by developing and making widely available sophisticated technologies that can greatly enhance longevity, cognition, and wellbeing. Are you having already a chip implanted in your brain? It is going to happen, if you let it happen.

 

These lofty transhumanists actually study the potential benefits and dangers of emerging technologies, that could overcome fundamental human limitations, as well as the ethics of using such technologies. Sounds familiar? They even believe human beings may eventually be able to transform themselves into ‘special’ beings with abilities so greatly expanded from the current undesirable condition as to merit the label posthuman beings. Well, I guess, it hasn’t really worked out as their proponents intended.

 

We all walk or sit around with our I-Phones and if you work out, at the gym, everyone wears ear plugs, to have some aural stimulation, as our DL apparently doesn’t do much for us. In fact, we need something stronger all the time, as we have become habituated to all sorts of noises and disturbances. And, have you not noticed, people driving by in cars, in which they play the music so loud, that the entire building shakes? How about the loud noises made by cars, boats or yet-skies? Why does the whole neighborhood need to hear, that you get in or out of your car? I get it, you are important. I hear and see you.

 

Why do women have plastic, claw-like nails and why do so many show off their butts, tits and, even their pussy? What’s the deal with all these tattoos, these green and blue hairstyles, these piercings and these plastic surgeries? Oh, I see, you are beautiful, awesome, wonderful. Did it make you feel any better? It doesn’t look like it.

 

Since time immemorial, out of fear of their own death, people have been in search immortality. Supposedly, you will achieve eternal youth, if you first find, then, drink (yak!) or bathe in the mythical spring called the Fountain of Youth. Ridiculous tales of such a magical fountain have been told around the world for thousands of years. Many springs are considered sacred, due to the presumed restorative powers of water. In the Middle Ages, there was this story about the elixir of life, a potion that grants the drinker eternal life and cures all diseases. Every culture has its own version of some powerful medicine, which, basically, cures everything that is wrong.

 

Once one recognizes the difference between DL and EL and one is able to go on with one’s own EL, these supposedly empowering potions are as irrelevant, as prayers, mantras or other spiritual, mystical formulas or magic voodoo spells. Nothing compares to the wholesome effects of one’s own ongoing EL, which puts an end to all the superstition, mediated by our DL.

 

It should come as no surprise, the set of beliefs and practices that aims to ‘improve’ the genetic quality of the human population, better known as eugenics, was considered – and, as we can all see, still is today – the medical path to creating and facilitating the so-called transhuman. The wish, to change all of humanity, is always a sign of one’s own inability to change oneself. With DL, one seeks to acquire power, to dominate, change and subdue others. In EL, such stupid, destructive activity is out of the question.

 

There have been many different schools of philosophy, psychology or reality, but none of them have addressed the difference between DL and EL. Actually, they have all inadvertently perpetuated DL. Every time the word ‘post’ is used, we speak about something, which comes after the previous period. Post-humanism, post-modernism, post-structuralism, etc., and we now have post-genderism. This movement didn’t arise – as claimed – from the eroding of the cultural, psychological and social role of gender, but due to increased dissatisfaction with DL.

 

The erosion of binary gender has never been and will never be liberatory. It assumes more freedom but does the exact opposite. It is not gender, which is an arbitrary and unnecessary limitation to human potential, but, DL, our usual, insensitive way of talking. The loosening of gender roles or the disappearance of social stratification, could not come about with DL and is only going to happen, if we can have EL.

 

With EL, no hormone-treatment is needed, as there will be no body-dysphoria. Moreover, this notion of discomfort and distress, about one’s gender identity, is caused by one’s DL, but not by one’s body. The issue is not, to create more so-called identity-groups – for political reasons, so that the democratic Biden administration can mobilize a diverse coalition of minorities – but to address and stop our DL, so we can have EL.

 

It is only with DL, that gender-identity ideology is forced on us. Moreover, people who should be busy with medicine, government, education and psychology, shouldn’t redefine sex into a meaningless multidimensional construct, with the purpose to dominate or exploit others. We will be just human with EL, but not transhuman.   

 Conscious,

 

You are conscious, when you listen to yourself while you speak. So, your Embodied Language (EL) is because you know, absolutely certain, that you have EL. Once you have had some EL, you are also conscious, that sometimes, you still have Disembodied Language (DL), because your conditioning history continues to linger, even after you have discovered, that you can have EL.

 

You are conscious of your EL and your DL, in the same way, that you are conscious, that you are walking or that you are eating. In other words, walking and eating, are two kinds of behaviors, which can be done in a conscious way or not. It isn’t nice, to engage in DL, because you are not listening to yourself, and you are disconnecting from yourself. Likewise, it isn’t nice either, to walk, without knowing, where you are going or to eat, by stuffing yourself and by getting obese.

 

Due to your DL – although it is painful, stressful, frustrating, troubling, chaotic, sad, effortful and dissatisfying – you constantly engage into many behaviors of which you are unconscious. Once you become capable of having ongoing EL, you will stop the entire behavioral repertoire, which is associated with your DL. This is a process of selection by consequences, about which you have become conscious, because you talk with yourself, and you write about your behavior.

 

As the previous paragraphs have very succinctly described, being conscious of our behavior, isn’t – as we are inclined to believe in DL – an inner process, in which we imagine, there are words or sentences inside of us, but it is a matter of using our language correctly. DL is incorrect, in the same way, that being lost or walking around in circles, is incorrect or obsessive eating and stuffing yourself with food would be incorrect.

 

Being conscious is not a moral, social issue, but a personal, individual issue. Being conscious of our behavior, we realize the difference between the by DL-conditioned group-behaviors, which don’t belong to us, and the natural, effortless, graceful behaviors, which belong to us, and always have good outcomes, as they are based on the continuation of our EL. The latter is the repertoire our Language Enlightenment (LE).  

 

In DL, we don’t want to admit, that we don’t listen to ourselves, while we speak, because we are always, unconsciously, fighting with other so-called communicators, who are, of course, in reality, our adversaries – to get them to listen to us, to attract their attention, to what we are saying, to make them accept us, respect us and acknowledge us – and we also don’t want to make it seem, as if we are having any trouble understanding, what others are saying – as we don’t want them to know, we are not listening to them, we are not obeying them, we are not interested in them, we are not respecting them, loving, adoring and praising them, by paying attention to them – as that would indicate, to those who have social authority over others, we are disobedient, unintelligent, crazy, anti-social, lazy, criminal or simply having too much fun. 

 

Being conscious is a subversive, revolutionary act, as everyone, who behaves unconsciously, immediately notices, you are not like them. In effect, they become conscious because of you. This is especially obvious, when you no longer participate in the usual DL, which is going on everywhere and when you, in spite of their DL, continue to express your LE, with your EL and with all your other behaviors. Although people behave unconsciously, due to their DL, when they are near you, something changes in them and they don’t know or can’t find out what it is, unless they begin to talk with themselves and listen to themselves and explore their own EL.         

 

Imagine,

 

I don’t imagine, I have Embodied Language (EL), I have it. Also, I don’t imagine, I have stopped my own Disembodied Language (DL), because I have EL. You can only have EL, if your DL has been stopped. If this offends you, it is because you have, in vain, tried to stop your DL, that is why, you can only, perpetually, imagine having EL. You imagine all kinds of nonsense, but what you really want, is what you can’t have. EL is not a fantasy, but a reality, but DL is your ugly reality, from which you try to escape with your fantasy.

 

You even imagine – with coercive, stubborn, unnatural, arrogant DL – that it is needed, to be offended by someone like me, who has EL, but isn’t helping you, because he doesn’t want to talk with you, as that would be a waste of time. I don’t want to talk with anyone, who has DL, as it never changes. I rather have EL by myself and today, I want to write like this, to let you know, EL has nothing to do with your imagination.

 

Only when you have acknowledged, addressed and accepted your disgusting, brutal, unintelligent, chaotic DL, will it stop, and, only then, will your EL be possible. Surely, I will never ask you: can you imagine that? This dreaming, visualizing or seeing in your mind’s eye, always assumes inner language, private speech or thought, but EL, is about the sound, only you can produce and hear. It is completely irrelevant, whether others will hear the sound of your EL, as, in EL, they will listen to their own voice. Everyone hears themselves, in EL, that is why listening to others is no problem.

 

During EL, you give attention to everything that asks your attention, by saying it out loud and by listening to the sound of your voice, while you are saying it. You hear and experience whether what you have addressed is no longer asking your attention. Maybe you talk with yourself about what you feel, remember, hear, smell, look at or want to do later and you just let your attention jump from one thing to the other. So, you don’t imagine the liberation of your EL, as you actually create it.

 

During DL, you are trying to imagine and figure out, who you really are, and, yes, you are also trying to imagine and figure out, who the other people are, but, neither you are, who you imagine or believe yourself to be, nor are the others, who you imagine or believe them to be.

 

John Lennon is only just one of the millions of idiots, who sang, wrote, screamed, preached, prayed, meditated or talked about imagining a world of peace, without materialism, without borders separating nations and without religion. A peaceful, realistic, pragmatic man wouldn’t encourage anyone to imagine, what the world would be like without the freedom, which could only come about in a capitalistic system, while, basically, endorsing communism.  

 

Once we are having ongoing EL, we are no living in fantasies, we are no longer speaking in contradictory, nebulous language, because our language creates the reality, which we, as individuals, want and can have. Moreover, we will realize, once and for all, imagination equals escapism and cowardice. Indeed, it is always in DL, that manipulative people tell others to imagine, while they take advantage of their gullibility.

 

Coward,

 

Everyone who still engages in Disembodied Language (DL) is a coward. Turning-Your-Back-O’Drama-Always-Crying-For-His-Mama is as good an example as any. He is the definitive proof, that any needy coward can become president. Surely, Joke-By-Gone-Hiding was anointed by this previous expert in Jerckology, Stupology and Filthology (JSF), three new disciplines, taught, in one course, at all major universities, online on Tik-Tok, as the inevitable next level of DEI and Critical Race Theory, instead of science.

 

The Always-Playing-With-Words-On-Emotions, Israel-Jew-Hating, Melo-Drama-O'Bamboozle had the audacity to write a slimy Passover message. I have read it and here is my comment. He talks about Jewish families, as if he has any empathy for those, who got taken hostage or were harmed and killed by Hamas, but the fact is, he is hyper-actively, virtue-signaling to People-Of-All-Religions, which, of course, We-The-People-Who-Are-Still-Here know, that this means, Muslims-In-The-United-States, to which the Pedo-Panderer-In-Chief is in vain trying to reach out, to win the next election.

 

Oh, yes, let’s talk about celebrating Passover and invoke feelings of togetherness, during the traditional seder meal – why is this not spelled with capital letters? – because, after all, the Democrats, in general, are such traditionalists?  Throw in That-All-Important-Speech-Word: Love, as you harp on your ever-lasting-happy memories in the Miraculously-Still-Called-White-House – how is it even possible, that name hasn’t yet been changed by your Corrupt-BLM-Friends? – where you and your communist’ comrades were creepily laughing about the Awfully-Tasting-Political-Language-Soup, you are still trying to serve, with its Upbeat-Hope-Giving focus on what should be said softly, kindly and understood as one Big-Inter-Sectional-Magic word: Resilience-Redemption- Even-Renewal-In-The-Face-Of-Persecution-And-Uncertainty.

 

The-Man-Who-Always-Hides-Behind-His-Wife is a coward, as it doesn’t ring true, to anyone with half a brain, the Snake-Oil-Salesman and his Anonymously-Target-Shopping-Wife-Michelle don't give a damn about those hostages, who are still alive. All they have ever really cared about, is to score Insidious-Political-Society-Demolishing points. Surely, there aren’t any Muslims, who care about Passover, because they want to wipe Israel and the Jewish people off the map. This Former-Religiously-Flip-Flopping-President, like the current, presumably, Democracy-Uniting-Saving-Scranton-From-Tyranny-President, wants to make it seem, as if Muslims are interested in Remembering-Everyone-Who-Is-Unable-To-Celebrate-The-Holiday-With-Their-Loved-Ones. This is such disingenuousness. Reading these words, let alone saying them out loud, so you would hear your own nasty voice, would make you want to Throw-Up-Inside-Of-Your-Mouth.

 

Another coward, Noam Chomsky, the hero of the left, who in a conversation with me – yes, I got a brief phone-conference with him, because he was, apparently, a little bit interested, in the importance of Embodied Language (EL) – simply refused to listen himself, when I let him know, that he wasn’t listening to himself and then he hung up on me. Being-Tirelessly-Humanistic-And-Uncompromising-With-DL (!) is where we got ourselves today. Like so many people, primarily on the left, Chomsky, as a speaker, wants others to listen to him, but is not interested in listening to himself and being able to have ongoing EL. In essence, Chomsky just wants to dominate the conversation and he has done this, by writing many books, which perpetuate the assumption, that something is going to change about human interaction, by reading and studying what has been written. This hoax is taught in all the colleges and universities. Also, few people still remember, this Incendiary-Linguist-Turned-Political-Activist, this Communist-Atrocity-Denying-Apologist was vehemently against B.F. Skinner’s Radical Behaviorism, the scientific approach to human behavior. This coward became the leader of the Utterly-Failed-Phony-Cognitive-Revolution, the academic movement, which is against science, but in favor of perpetuating DL, at any cost.    

 

Going back to the Loss-Suffering-You-Find-Your-Bed-As-You-Make-It-Gaza-Loving coward, who is trying to manipulatively and provocatively use Passover – an occasion on which people want to peacefully come together – once again, to pretend, as if He-Reaffirms-His-Commitment-To-The-Jewish-People, by merely Speaking-Empty-Words-And-Calling-For, what all these Crazy-Israel-And-America-Hating protesters are calling for, namely a cease-fire. Seder Meal is not the occasion to mourn the loss of Gazans.

 

I don’t care about any religion, as they always make it seem, as if religion is more important than our actual interactions with one another. As a freedom-loving individual, I don’t believe that Brutal-Fanatical-People-Who-Are-Willing-To-Destroy-Everyone-To-Have-Their-Way, have any right on safety or security, to practice their Aggressive-Disrespectful-Backward-Religion. So, to wish the Jewish people Chag Sameach, which means Happy Holiday, is an insult, because it is used to divert attention, to score political points with Muslims. It is the act of a coward, who was the president and who continues to incite violence. Likewise, Bernie Sanders, who said, you can’t negotiate with Hamas, is also a Coward-Without-A-Backbone, as he only said that to score political points.                         

 

Donors, 

 

Now that it has become evident, that practically all the major universities are anti-Israel and are, in fact, supporting Hamas, and, basically, don’t do anything, to protect the lives and the rights of Jewish students, it must be acknowledged, by the wealthy donors, that they have created this monstrous antisemitism, which currently is happening around the country, and, which, of course, is based on the anti-intellectual, woke, hateful bullshit, that is taught by our so-called educators. I ask anyone with money to spend, to now promote our Embodied Language (EL).

 

Everyone who wonders, how we got to where we are now, should know, we are where we are today, in our culture, in our society, because of our unconscious involvement in Disembodied Language (DL). It is astonishing that institutions of learning haven’t yet embraced the distinction between DL and EL. As long as we continue to be in denial of these different ways of dealing with our language, DL is going to wreak havoc, while it escalates, into violence and chaos, as it has always done from the beginning of time.

 

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t need any money from irresponsible donors, to do research on DL or EL. I know exactly what I am talking about. The truth about the great importance of the difference between DL and EL doesn’t depend on funding for research. Besides, I don’t have anything to prove to anyone, but I provide an opportunity for foolish, guilty, wealthy idiots, to redeem themselves and pour their money into something worthwhile. If they put their money into the dissemination of what I say about the validity of the DL/EL distinction, they would, literally, put their money where their mouth is.

 

Truly idealistic donors, have every reason, to be unhappy and outraged, about how their gift has been wasted, by the school, they once went to. They should feel remorseful for their misplaced loyalty, to the indoctrination, which goes on in the place of education. Preferably, their success should result into the success of others, but this is only going to happen, when they themselves acknowledge the difference between their own DL and EL. As of yet, there are no millionaires, who possess the courage and integrity, to give their support, to what the world really needs.

 

As a person, who has enthusiastically studied psychology – who got a Master of Arts and a Master of Science in clinical psychology, who almost reached the Ph.D., but dropped out, at the last moment, while writing his dissertation, as he could no longer tolerate the abuse, the utter disregard and the arrogant disrespect, for the very reason, he went into psychology, in the first place – I know, like nobody else, because I have studied it, I have worked in it, and I have taught it, that ‘mental’ health in the United States and in other countries, is a total joke. Not only millions of dollars, but millions of people are going down the drain, because our DL rules in every section of society, including academia.

 

Where the hell is this so-called stewardship, the relationship-building process, to form, to foster, these wonderful, positive, long-term bonds, which, presumably, occur after a gift is given? The bottom-line is: with DL, this never happens. We imagine such connections, but EL cannot be bought. The only bang, which anyone gets for their buck, which is, inadvertently, spend on DL, is more of the same, superficial, disastrous DL.

 

Here’s a little anecdote. Years ago, I was doing some volunteer work at a free health clinic. All I did was hang out and engage in EL, with the poor folks, who came in, to get some free care. A man came to me, who had heard about me from his wife, who, as a nurse, also volunteered her time at the clinic. Surprisingly, he wanted to talk with me about my ‘method’. Apparently, he was a millionaire and wanted to support me in writing about book about DL and EL. However, to make sure his money would be well-spend, he insisted, he wanted to sit in on the meetings he would arrange with a ghost-writer, so my book about the DL/EL distinction would become a best-seller. The only problem was, neither he, nor this well-established ghost-writer, had any interest in discovering – for themselves – what the immense difference between their own DL and EL was all about. Hilariously, this seemingly generous opportunity turned into a fiasco, and, eventually, I said: forget about it, because the millionaire and the ghost-writer, were unwilling to acknowledge their own DL. The same is true for psychiatrists, professors, priests, politicians, therapists, parents, painters, astrologers, behaviorists, singers, gurus, actors, magicians, writers, journalists or bosses, just to name a few...

 

Going back to the donors of the universities, which have become the breeding ground for communism, antisemitism, anti-Americanism, anti-free-speechism and anti-individualism, it is no surprise, this is all happening. As someone, who is able to have ongoing EL, who enjoys his well-deserved Language Enlightenment (LE), I know, the DL, that is still going on everywhere, is on its deathbed. DL, our usual way of dealing with language, is not the future, only our EL is.

 

If any of the – hopefully – upset donors are, as they have often claimed to be, still interested in the preservation of human dignity, they should consider my offer and contact me, to get to the bottom of the quintessential issue of our time. I talk with anyone, who is willing to stop their DL, so that they can have an experience of their EL. Technology can’t help us to have EL. Someone like me is needed, as I know what DL and EL is.

 

The job of supervising how these donations are spent or what their impacts might be, is in the interest of the institutions, who want to keep milking more money from their wealthy donors. Obviously, I don’t have any faith in any of these bureaucratic, political organizations, that is why, I speak directly to each millionaire, since they have the means to help me let everyone know about EL. Naturally, they have to want to know about EL themselves and they must admit, that they have wasted their money due to their DL.

 

Historically, in philanthropy, there was this idea that once a big gift was made, the mandatory ritual of thanking and honoring and praising the terrific, wonderful, fantastic donor occurred, so that he or she, would feel inclined to give again, but, other than that, there was no expectation. However, this shallow, tribal, arrangement is, of course, hopelessly outdated. In essence, we all, somehow, know, something is wrong with our DL, but we are not busy with our own language enough, to be able to stop our DL and have EL. It requires EL, to establish meaningful, ongoing engagement between donors and institutions.

 

People only give things to others, because they care about them. This is the problem with EL, because anyone, who will find out about it, wants to share it with others, but every time they do this with people, who only know how to have DL, their gift is squandered. Only good communication – EL – can assure us, everything will go according to plan. Let me be very clear: I only want to talk with those, who want to have EL with me. Yes, I care very much about what happens with my donation and if there are any millionaires out there, who are bored and tired with their own fake DL, I look forward to talking with them, so that we can enrich each other.      

 

Pink Full Moon,

 

Before I write some stories about the moon, I want the reader to know, these are just stories. However, stories are events in a person’s life, which become associated with whatever was happening at the moment these stories were told and listened to. This is known as Classical Conditioning or learning through the pairing of stimuli. May be, you have heard or read about the experiment, in which Ivan Pavlov paired food with the sound of a bell and made the dog salivate, after repeatedly pairing the sound of the bell with the food arrival. A dog, normally, doesn’t salivate, when hearing a bell, but a conditioned dog surely will have this response.

 

We are biological organisms, who learn through Classical as well as Operant conditioning. In the latter, antecedent stimuli precede a behavioral response, which is then socially reinforced by a postcedent stimulus. Operant and Classical condition are scientific procedures that predict the future-probability of a behavioral response.       

 

The unpleasant, unnatural, effortful sound of your voice, during your usual way of talking, which I call Disembodied Language (DL), is a very different sound, than the sound, which you only produce, on those rare occasions, in which you – unconsciously – were able to have some Embodied Language (EL). If you would talk out loud with yourself and listen to the sound of your own voice, while you speak, you would immediately hear this enormous difference. Moreover, you would prefer the sound of your EL and hate the sound of your own DL, as you will figure out, why you never wanted to listen to yourself. Although you have little knowledge about or experience with the sound of your EL, you experience and know immediately, that it is associated with everything, that is positive and desirable, while the voice of your DL, is related to everything that is negative and wrong in your life. Yes, the voice, which you use every day sounds strange, as you feel it has prevented you from being who you are and have always been. Your EL was never reinforced, as there was no one who knew enough about it, to reinforce it.  

 

During your DL – which, I repeat, is your usual way of talking – the sound of your own voice is inadvertently paired with a broad self-defeating behavioral repertoire, but the sound of your EL – which was never consciously made – relates to the relatively small behavioral repertoire of your wellness. Simply stated, you are so lonely, troubled, unhappy, dissatisfied, vindictive, jealous, isolated, hateful, stressed, frustrated, nervous, confused, anxious, etc., etc., because stimuli in your environment constantly trigger all the behaviors, which perpetuate your DL.

 

The other day, everyone was suddenly talking about the solar eclipse, the alignment of the sun, the moon and the earth. The moon, which was directly between the sun and the earth, casted a shadow on our planet. This event happens only once every eighteen years. With eye-protection, the sun’s outer atmosphere, or corona, was visible, because the sun’s disc was completely covered by the moon. Many people went out of their way, to get to what is known as the Path of Totality, from where they were able to witness a total, rather than a partial eclipse. This event signified an unusual moment in which many human beings, were, relatively speaking, briefly, observing the same reality. A similar phenomenon occurs once you engage in EL.               

 

I have always loved the Full Moon. As a child, I was sitting alone, watching the full moon, from a branch of a small tree and I was listening to the beautiful singing of a bird. The streetlamps had already come on and I should be at home, for dinner, but I felt so comfortable in my tree, that I  wanted to stay there a little longer. Across from where I sat, were four-story apartment buildings, in which I knew every family. It was such a happy moment, which I would always remember, each time it was full moon again.    

 

Tomorrow, April 23, 2024, it is full moon. Why is it called Pink Moon? The word comes from the herb Pink Moss or Phlox Subulata, a wildflower, which blooms during early springtime. These flowers usually grow in the North American region. Thus, the name Pink Moon associates with Springtime. I find it interesting, through the Native American language, that the moon, in outer space, is colored by what is happening, here, in North California. Every year, there is a Pink Moon, the first full moon of Springtime.   

 

If one imagines the person, who first came up with this idea, he or she was walking through the fields, on a warm full moon’s night and was able to see these beautiful flowers. He or she was probably relieved, that the coldness of the winter was gone and looking forward to spring and summer. You could say, he or she was so happy, he or she saw the moon with colored glasses, although glasses didn’t exist back then.

 

On an uncloudy night, the full moon is seen by all human beings and everywhere they give a different meaning to it. The Pink Moon is an important event that marks many religious and cultural holidays and festivities. It has different names as per different cultures and different people. Christians call it Paschal Moon, which refers to the Eastern celebration. For Jewish people, Pink Moon marks Passover, a holiday on which they celebrate their freedom from Egypt. For Muslims, the Pink Moon signifies the end of the fasting month of Ramadan. For Hindus, Pink Moon is a reminder of the birth of Hanuman, which is an important figure in their religion. Also, Buddhists in Sri Lanka have a version of Pink Moon, called Bak Poya, to commemorate Buddha’s second visit to their country. The second time, somehow, was more significant…

 

Pink Moon is known by a variety of names and symbolizes Spring and fresh growth. It is called the Moon when streams are navigable again or the Breaking Ice Moon. Some call it Moon of the Red Grass appearing or Budding Moon of Plants and Shrubs. Elsewhere, Pink Moon is associated to animals. Moon when the Ducks come back, Moon when the Geese lay Eggs, Frog Moon or Sucker Moon. Sucker Fish are believed to come from the spirit world, to visit various water bodies on earth to purify them.

 

In my early twenties, I often went to a park, in the dark, where I tried to meditate at full moon. It was a hot and dry summer, which is unusual in the Netherlands, where it very often rains. Usually, I sat under a big tree, by a small pond, in which you could see the moon reflected. I could hear owls or the sniffling of a porcupine. One balmy night, I sat, for no apparent reason, on the other side of the pond, when something remarkable happened. With a huge crash, a large branch broke off of the tree I had been sitting under, just like that. If I had been sitting there, I might have been crushed. I stayed calm. A month later, when I returned to that same spot, the tree had been removed and after this, I never went back to that place again.

 

Looking back, I realize, once again, the whole story about meditation has become completely irrelevant to me. Also, I grew up in a Catholic family, but at some point, the story didn’t do anything for me anymore. Actually, I have never really believed in all these boring stories people are so carried away by. Our usual way of talking, which I call DL, is always some kind of dreadful story, but also a monologue. I have always been more interested in dialogue and that is EL. You can only have dialogue after your monologues have been stopped. EL can only happen if your DL has been addressed and therefore stopped. That Path of Totality, is, of course, when your EL can finally continue unobstructed. This is the total eclipse of your so-called mind, because, by listening to yourself speak, you will hear, there is nothing between you and your language.     

 

Begrijpen,

 

Wanneer gaan we eindelijk het enorme verschil ervaren tussen onze Ontlichaamde Taal (OT) en onze Belichaamde Taal (BT)? Zolang we dit verschil nog steeds proberen te begrijpen, staan ​​we onze ervaring van dit verschil niet toe.

 

De hele kwestie van begrip is, vanwege onze betrokkenheid bij OT iets dat volkomen verkeerd wordt begrepen.

 

Wanneer iemand iets zegt, lijken we problemen te hebben met het begrijpen van wat hij of zij zegt, omdat hij of zij zich bezighoudt met OT en geen verbinding maakt met wat hij of zij zegt.

 

In BT is er nooit – ja, absoluut nooit – een probleem om een ​​spreker te verstaan. Hoe kan dat nou? In BT luistert de spreker naar zichzelf terwijl hij of zij spreekt. Hierdoor is hij of zij een met wat hij of zij zegt.

 

De OT-luisteraar, die zegt de BT-spreker niet te begrijpen, die maakt uiteraard ook geen verbinding met deze spreker, aangezien hij of zij er zelf niet aan gewend is, om een verbinding te maken met zijn of haar eigen gesproken woorden.

 

Verbinding maken met wat we zelf zeggen of met wat iemand anders zegt, is geen kwestie van onszelf begrijpen of van iemand anders begrijpen, die met ons spreekt.

 

Verbinding maken met onszelf gaat vooraf aan ons vermogen om verbinding te maken met anderen – dat wil zeggen, als we geen verbinding maken met onszelf, dan kunnen we ook geen verbinding maken met anderen – en verbinding maken met elkaar maakt de weg vrij om elkaar te begrijpen.

 

Zonder verbinding met onszelf of met elkaar – zoals we altijd doen in OT – begrijpen we elkaar eigenlijk nooit echt, ook al doen we alsof we elkaar begrijpen.

 

We blijven problemen met elkaar hebben, omdat we geen verbinding hebben met onszelf of met elkaar, maar we zijn goed in het doen alsof alles in orde is, terwijl dat in werkelijkheid helemaal niet zo is.

 

Zoals gezegd, kunnen we ons niet met elkaar verbinden, voordat we ons met onszelf verbinden. Op dezelfde manier kunnen we elkaar niet begrijpen voordat we onszelf kunnen begrijpen.

 

Iedereen – in OT – blijft proberen, om anderen te begrijpen, waardoor ze geen verbinding kunnen maken met zichzelf en zichzelf kunnen begrijpen.

 

Vreemd genoeg, als we uiteindelijk – dankzij onze ervaring van onze voortdurende BT – gemakkelijk verbonden blijven met onszelf, volgt ons begrip van onszelf moeiteloos. Bovendien, aangezien onze eigen BT ons toont, dat er geen innerlijke taal bestaat, valt er in feite niets te begrijpen in BT.

 

Het zogenaamde begrip, waar we het tijdens OT altijd over hadden, was een verwijzing naar een niet-bestaand, door onze OT geproduceerd innerlijk verbaal proces. In BT daarentegen is het niet nodig om iets te weten of te begrijpen, omdat er in geen  innerlijke taal is. In BT staat de spreker altijd in contact met zichzelf en daarom maakt hij of zij een onmiddellijk verbinding met de luisteraar, die voelt dat er eigenlijk niets te begrijpen valt, omdat er alleen maar iets ervaren kan worden.

 

De vervelende, veeleisende, stressvolle nadruk – in de inspannende OT – op begrip heeft onze behoefte aan verbinding altijd verwaarloosd of afgewezen.

 

Zodra we – in BT – verbinding maken – met onszelf en elkaar – is begrip helemaal geen enkel probleem meer. Op dezelfde manier is er in OT altijd een hoop tam-tam over het zogenaamde problemen met het luisteren. Er wordt in OT ad nauseum herhaald, dat het begrip ontbreekt, omdat we weer niet luisteren of niet opletten. We zouden toch eindelijk eens betere luisteraars moeten worden, want dan zou er meer begrip zijn. Hoe hard we echter ook proberen, om naar de OT-spreker te luisteren, de OT-spreker luistert nooit naar zichzelf. Het is de luisteraar, die naar zo’n aandachtvragende spreker luistert, die hem of haar dus de illusie geeft, dat er naar hem of haar wordt geluisterd en dat er zelfs een soort van verbinding door hem of haar wordt gemaakt. Deze ‘verbinding’ – die niet door de OT-spreker, maar door de slaafse OT-luisteraar wordt gemaakt – vindt  niet echt plaats, omdat nog de OT-spreker, nog de OT-luisteraar in contact is met zichzelf of haarzelf. Bovendien is er in OT geen enkele sprake is van, dat de spreker, de luisteraar wordt en dat de luisteraar, de spreker kan worden. Er is in dit OT machts-vertoon geen beurt-wisseling, alleen bewondering, respect, onderdanigheid, opkijken naar, maar natuurlijk ook angst, wrok, vernedering en onderdrukking.

 

Het voorgaande beschreef hoe we met onze OT de sociale hiërarchie tot stand brengen en in stand houden. OT bepaalt wie de macht heeft, wie mag praten en wie dus is toegestaan om anderen te domineren en te dwingen, die onder hem of haar staan. Een dergelijke stomme, overal voorkomende power-trip verhindert natuurlijk iedere vorm begrip, omdat het in tegenspraak is met het hebben van een verbinding. Omdat er in zo'n OT-geval geen connectie is, ligt alle nadruk dus altijd op begrip.

 

In conclusie, het enige dat er toe doet in OT – onze gebruikelijke onnatuurlijke manier van praten – is dat de luisteraar de spreker gehoorzaamt, die niet naar zichzelf luistert. En ja, als de OT-luisteraar – die gewend is aan OT-sprekers – ooit eindelijk eens zelf aan het woord komt,  dan dwingt hij of zij zijn of haar eigen ‘luisteraar’, omdat hij of zij niet in staat is om verbinding met hem of haar te maken. Als gevolg hiervan gaat ons zogenaamde begrip van onszelf – in DL – altijd over wat we onbewust aan onszelf hebben opgedrongen en wat we, onbedoeld, aan anderen zullen opdringen.

 

Je kunt mij ook horen op mijn twee You Tube-kanalen maximuspeperkamp-hw8sw en Maximus Peperkamp. Je kunt met mij praten op Skype, stuur me eerst een email, dan maken we een afspraak. Hier is mijn emial adres: mpeperkamp@sbcglobal.net en hier is mijn skype naam: limbicease  Laat nou toch eens wat van je horen, zodat je BT kunt gaan ervaren en vanuit Taal Verlichting (TV) kunt gaan leven. Het is echt mogelijk. Je kunt ook naar de You Tube van AnnaMieke kijken en luisteren. Haar You Tube kanaal heet Luisterend Spreken. Ze spreekt heel mooi op haar eigen manier, in het Nederlands, over haar BT en TV.