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To understand this writing, it is best to read it out loud and to listen to your voice, while you read it. Writing about listening to yourself speaking, is such a delight. You should try it sometimes. Of course, you would first have to speak with yourself about what matters to you and listen to your sound. This is not weird or objectionable, but something very exciting and interesting, as you will come in touch with yourself, verbally. Although you may have had brief moments in which this experience continued, you probably have never deliberately created this sense of wellbeing for yourself before. When you hear how you sound, while you speak, you will find yourself capable of continuing your speaking with the voice, which you like to hear and enjoy.

 

By listening to yourself while you speak, you will be able to say things differently than you usually say them, as you put into words the observations and experiences, which were never verbalized before. In effect, you become verbal, to yourself, about what, in DL, you could not let yourself know. People have often talked about the importance of making the unconscious conscious, but such conceptualizations never made us fully verbal, as we inevitably got lost in the many superstitions, fears, and pretentions of our Disembodied Language (DL). However, when you talk and listen to your sound, you will say things to yourself, with a sense of renewal, because your sound guides you into saying things, which can only be said, if you take the time to say it, explore it, and listen to it. Your verbal description, understanding, and acceptance of yourself is profoundly healing.  

 

You recover from your involvement in DL, when you allow your Embodied Language (EL) to unfold and inform you about what you could and should do and what you could and should not do. To do what you could do, is to do what you should do and not to do what you could not do, is to not do what you should not do. This is not some game of words, but a transformative experiment, which sorts out your behavioral repertoire. To your own amazement and relief, you begin to do what you want to do and can do, as you stop doing what you never wanted to do in the first place. However, doing what you want to do, is not, as most people would be inclined to believe, following your dream or some ideal, since you will only be doing what you are able to do, if you have no expectations and if you do what you do, because you can do it. In other words, what you do when you do what you want to do, is something you already can do, but did not allow yourself to do.

 

In EL, you are no longer striving to achieve some hypothetical goal, but you have both feet on the ground and become confident, by doing what you can and want to do. By not doing what you believed you had to do, the comfort already begins by saying it to yourself and by hearing yourself saying it. Your appreciation for your EL increases exponentially, as you begin to act on the self-instructions and the possibilities opening up for you, as each opportunity presents another enriching, enchanting experience of your own Language Enlightenment (LE).  These fulfilling results stand in stark contrast to the many negative outcomes of your own DL. Unless you fully acknowledge, with your EL, that these problematic, re-traumatizing, energy-draining experiences where  embedded in and emerging from your own DL – and not from the DL of others – you will continue to create and repeat these unwanted consequences.

 

Simply stated, you do not want the negative results of your own DL, because you never wanted to do what you did, that is, although nobody ever asked you, you never wanted to be involved in DL. It is truly astonishing to discover and admit to yourself, that your way of dealing with language determines everything you do and do not do. Although it is impossible to comprehend all the implications immediately, your EL is going to set you and keep you on the path that reveals your LE. Obviously, this writing is a result of what I have just described. Everything I write about here, I have talked about with myself and, in the same way I can talk with my EL about my DL, I can write with my EL about my DL. Thus, everything I say and write is left behind, as I only continue with what I want to do and can do.