Surprised,

 

When you, at long last, begin to notice the enormous difference, between your own Disembodied Language (DL) and your Embodied Language (EL), you will not just be – a little bit –  surprised, but you are going to be absolutely shocked, about the fact, that nobody is talking about this difference. How could something so obvious, so important be completely ignored?

 

You will be surprised, you are, apparently, one in a million people, who is able to experience, again and again, this beautiful phenomenon of your own ongoing EL. It is so easy, soothing, nourishing and interesting, as you not only step out of your history of conditioning with DL, but you also recover from it. As a result of EL, you experience, energy is flowing to you, which was before drained out of you, because of your DL.

 

Although many emotions will be addressed in this process, you are surprised, you will really laugh about your own ignorance, frustration, despair, stupidity, drama, stubbornness, anger, distraction, sadness and inability, to admit, you knew, all along, what you are saying to yourself is true. Moreover, it is very clear, that you have always felt your Language Enlightenment (LE), but didn’t have the EL, to be able to express it.

 

With your ongoing EL, you are surprised to be a real person, the one you have always been, but you could never be, as you never told yourself about yourself, that this is who you are. You are much funnier than you believed yourself to be. You know more than you supposedly thought you knew. Since thinking turns out to be a hoax, you are not busy with it anymore and now, you begin to know things, because you simply say them to yourself.

 

By talking – out loud – alone, with yourself and by listening to the sound of your own voice, you will say and admit many things, which you have always felt, but never paid any attention to, as you were never taking the time, to say them to yourself. You could say them, but you never did. Nothing with EL is as you expected it to be, and this is a great surprise and relief. Although you keep anticipating, that it will be difficult, it isn’t. You discover your simplicity and innocence.

 

When you look in the mirror, while you have EL with yourself, you will not only look surprised, but you will hear surprised. While sometimes, we may say, someone is surprised, to hear what someone else is saying, we seldom, if ever, say to ourselves, we are surprised, to hear what we are saying to ourselves, what we are able to say to ourselves. Hearing we are saying something new, that we can be surprised about ourselves, is such a pleasant and comforting experience, as it means, we are alive and awake.

 

Usually, during our unconscious DL, we are only surprised, for just one brief moment and then, everything, supposedly, is again not surprising anymore. However, during EL, we keep on being surprised, that the new reveals itself to us. This delightful element of surprise and newness is our LE. Initially, when we discover our ability to continue with our EL, it is almost unbelievable, that we can be continuously fresh, aware and new, but as we keep switching back and forth between our DL and EL, we are surprised to find out, our EL is really the gift that keeps on giving.

 

Another surprising element of our EL is, that it is so elegant, calm, mature and balanced, because we say it to ourselves. Yes, we only find our EL, not by talking with others, but by talking with ourselves. Surprisingly, we discover, we can talk with others, in the exact same way, as we talk with ourselves. We want to have EL with others, but there is no one, to have EL with and, this is, surprisingly, what stimulates us, to have EL by ourselves. Once we can have EL with ourselves, we find others, who, like us, can also have EL by themselves. As our EL keeps unfolding, we are surprised about its secretive workings, as each of us is only able to understand, what he or she is ready to say and hear, from him or herself.   

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