Kort,

 

Dit schrijven creëert een kort moment, om een ​​pauze te nemen van je vreselijke Ontlichaamde Taal (OT). Ik heb dit al eerder gezegd, maar wil het nog een keer zeggen, omdat het zo'n belangrijke kwestie is: je zult praten over je Taal Verlichting (TV), zodra je Belichaamde Taal (BT) doorgaat en wij zullen samen praten over onze TV, als onze BT verder kan gaan.

 

Ik heb geen fantasieën over BT, maar ik weet, het is mogelijk, dat op een dag een intelligent iemand, met veel geld, mijn werk zal lezen en contact met mij zal opnemen, omdat hij of zij eindelijk zijn of haar geld, ten goede wil doen komen, aan wat ik niet wil doen, wat ik niet kan doen en dus ook niet meer probeer te doen, namelijk: mijn werk promoten. Waar het hart vol van is stroomt de mond van over, wat in het Engels vertaald “put your money where your mouth is” betekend. Er is echt geen beter doel dan dit.    

Ik schrijf niet om reclame te maken voor BT, maar om mezelf een plezier te doen, door je op de hoogte te stellen van mijn TV. Je informeren over mijn BT is iets heel anders dan je informeren over mijn TV. Ik heb veel over mijn BT geschreven en gesproken, maar heb nog bijna geen woord over mijn TV gezegd. Onlangs veranderde dit plotseling. Bij deze korte gelegenheid, waarin je deze woorden leest, wil ik duidelijk maken, dat TV, BT verklaart en niet andersom. TV gaat dus niet over wat er eerst was, de kip of het ei.

Ik hoop, tegen beter weten in, dat iemand met grondige kennis van zaken, eerlijk, ontevreden, maar toch gemotiveerd, de gigantische taak op zich zou willen nemen, om iedereen op de hoogte te brengen van mijn TV, want ik ben tot niks anders in staat, dan om alleen maar deze eenvoudige blog te schrijven en om te praten met hen, die staat zijn om BT met mij te ervaren. Ik heb geen enkele zin om een ​​podcast te maken, een boek te schrijven of een video te maken. Als anderen dat willen doen, prima, ik heb die ambitie niet. Ik ben er niet op tegen, maar iemand met de juiste vaardigheden en middelen om dat te doen, zal ik van harte welkom heten.  

 

Ik ben er vrij zeker van, dat mensen 

die mij al heel lang kennen, zo af 

en toe, toch mijn blog lezen, want 

ze kunnen het niet laten om toe te 

geven, dat ik niet alleen ben doorgegaan

 met waar ik het met hen in het verleden

 over had, maar ik heb helemaal echt

 mijn draai gevonden met mijn TV. 

Er is geen manier voor hen om te 

ontkennen, ik heb het over iets van 

immense waarde, waar iedereen 

voor terugdeinst.

 

Tijdens het lezen van deze woorden voel je je misschien van streek, maar ook geïntrigeerd, omdat jij het hebt laten afweten om samen met mij je BT en je TV te verkennen. Hoewel je een korte BT ervaring hebt gehad, heb je het opgegeven en in feite heb je jezelf opgegeven. Dit schrijven biedt echter een kans voor een nieuwe start, vanaf het begin. Wat ik bedoel is dat we nooit echt uit elkaar zijn gegaan, aangezien deze woorden altijd van jou zijn geweest.

 

Het begin, is waar we onze BT verlieten, nadat we er een kort moment van hadden. Op de een of andere manier zijn we erg gierig en staan ​​we onszelf niet toe om er meer van te hebben. We zijn het eigenlijk vergeten en gingen ongemerkt door met onze OT en keerden nooit meer terug naar onze BT. Op dit moment wordt deze terugkeer mogelijk gemaakt door deze woorden hardop te lezen en door je eigen stem te horen. Door naar onszelf te luisteren, terwijl we spreken, creëren we onmiddellijk een verschuiving in ons bewustzijn of perceptie. We voelen de grote opluchting dat we met succes onze OT hebben gestopt.

 

Onze BT wordt mogelijk gemaakt door deze woorden uit te spreken, die zijn geschreven om gehoord te worden, zodat we aandacht kunnen besteden aan het geluid van onze stem. In dit ene, korte, atomaire moment van luisteren naar onszelf terwijl we praten, gebeurt er van alles wat niet in OT kon gebeuren. Onze BT is eenvoudig en behoeft geen uitleg, omdat we kunnen horen en voelen, dat we onze taal belichamen. Als we BT gaan uitleggen, kunnen we de indruk niet missen, dat we hebben BT altijd gekend, maar de rug hebben toegekeerd. We zijn direct blij met onze nieuwe betrokkenheid bij onze taal, omdat het ons dingen laat zeggen, die wijs zijn, omdat ze echt waar zijn voor ons.

 

Alleen als we onze eigen waarheid verbaal, openlijk, hoorbaar, herhaaldelijk voor onszelf uitdrukken, zal het ons bevrijden. We zijn geobsedeerd door de zogenaamde waarheid, die ons was verteld door iemand anders, maar deze woorden herinneren ons eraan, dat ze niet gaan over waar we ons gewoonlijk mee bezig houden. Ze beschrijven  OT – onze gebruikelijke, verontrustende, onbewuste manier om met taal om te gaan – in algemene termen, aangezien er eigenlijk helemaal niets te beleven valt in het spreken als we onszelf niet kunnen horen.

 

BT is niemand’s geloof, zelfs niet

 ons zogenaamde geloof in onszelf,

 in wat we zelfvertrouwen noemen.

 Er is geen zelf om vertrouwen in 

te hebben, want er is alleen de 

stroom van BT, die onze TV 

aankondigt. Ons zogenaamde 

ego is uit de weg. We zijn weer 

bij elkaar. Met wij, bedoel ik niet 

alleen jij en ik, maar ook jij en 

iedereen, die jou in de steek heeft 

gelaten of wie jij in de steek hebt 

gelaten. We kunnen ons herenigen,

 aangezien we één zijn in BT en 

onze TV wacht nog steeds op 

ons om uitgedrukt te worden.

 

Deze woorden hebben grote kracht, omdat ze alles overstijgen wat we zogenaamd weten. Zoals ik al zei, wisten we dit al, maar hebben we er nooit goed op gelet, door naar onszelf te luisteren terwijl we praten. Hoewel het misschien te mooi lijkt om waar te zijn, is het waar, ook al hebben we nog steeds de oude neiging om het weer te negeren en om te weigeren het belang ervan te erkennen, omdat andere dingen voorrang hebben. Met deze heerlijke woorden stappen we uit onze conditionerings geschiedenis, ook al was het maar voor een kort moment.

               

 

Brief,

 

This writing creates a brief moment, to take a break from your dreadful Disembodied Language (DL). I have said this before, but I want to say it again, because it is such an important issue: you will talk about your Language Enlightenment (LE), once your Embodied Language (EL) continues and, we will be talking together about our LE, if our EL continues.

 

I don’t have any fantasies about EL, but I know, it is possible, one day, someone intelligent, with a lot of money, will read my work and contact me, because he or she, finally, wants to put his or her money, where his or her mouth is and do what I don’t want to do, what I am not capable of doing and what I no longer am trying to do, which is: promote my work.

 

I don’t write to advertise EL, but to please myself, by letting you know about my LE. Letting you know about my LE is something different, than informing you about my EL. I have written and spoken a lot about my EL, but haven’t said a word about my LE, but, recently, this suddenly changed. At this brief occasion, in which you read these words, I want to make it emphatically clear, that LE explains EL and not the other way around. LE is not about, which one came first, the chicken or the egg.

 

Unless someone knowledgeable, capable, honest, dissatisfied, but motivated, takes full charge of the humongous task of letting everyone know about my LE, I’m not going to do anything beyond writing this blog and – of course – talking with anyone, who is open to experience EL with me. I have no desire to make a podcast, write a book or create a video. If others want to do that, that’s fine, I’m not into it. I’m not against it, but someone with the skills and means to do that, will be very welcome to me.

 

I’m quite sure, people who have known me for a long time, occasionally still read my blog, because they can’t help admitting, I have not only carried on with what I was talking about in the past, I’ve also become better at it, to the point, there is absolutely no way for them to deny, I am addressing something of immense value, which everyone shies away from.  

 

While reading these words, you may feel upset, but also intrigued, because you have chickened out on exploring EL and LE with me. Although you have had a brief experience EL, you have given up on it and, in effect, you have given up on yourself. This writing, however, offers an opportunity for a new start, from the beginning. What I mean is, we have never really separated, as these words have always been yours.

 

The beginning, is where we left our EL, after we had a brief instance of it. Somehow, we are very miserly and don’t allow ourselves to have more of it. So, we basically forgot about it, carried on with our DL and never returned to our EL anymore. Right now, this return is made possible, by reading these words out loud and by hearing your own voice. By listening to ourselves, while we speak, we immediately create a shift in our awareness or perception. We feel the relief of having successfully, briefly, stopped our DL.  

 

Our EL is made possible by speaking these words, which were written to be listened to, so we could pay attention to the sound of our voice. In this one, brief, atomic moment of listening to ourselves while we speak, everything happens, which couldn’t take place in DL. Our EL is simple and doesn’t require any explanation, as we hear and feel, we embody our language. If we care to explain our EL, we can’t miss the impression, we’ve always known EL, but turned our backs to it. We are directly pleased with our new involvement in our language, as it makes us say things, which are wise, because they are true to us.

 

Only if we express our own truth, verbally, overtly, audibly, repeatedly, to ourselves, will it set us free. We have been obsessing about the so-called truth, told to us by someone else, but these words remind us, they are not about what we keep ourselves busy with usually. They describe DL – our common, yet troubling, negative, unconscious way of dealing with language – in broad terms, as there is nothing to be gained from speaking, if we don’t hear ourselves.

 

EL isn’t anyone’s belief, not even our so-called belief in ourselves, in what we call self-confidence. There is no self to be confident about, as there’s only the flow of EL, which announces our LE. Our so-called ego is out of the way. We are back together again. With we, I don’t only mean, you and me, but also you and everyone, you have abandoned or who has abandoned you. We can reunite, as we are one in  EL and our LE is still waiting for us to be expressed.

 

These words have great power, as they transcend everything we supposedly know. As I have stated, we already knew this, but we have never properly paid attention to it, by listening to ourselves while we speak. Although it may seem too good to be true, it is true, even if we still have the old tendency to ignore it again and refuse to acknowledge its importance, as other things take priority. With these delightful words, we step out of our conditioning history, even if it was only for one brief moment.                  

 Continue,

 

Although it has taken me a long time to achieve this, I can truly say, I am finally happy at age sixty-four. My happiness means, that because of my Embodied Language (EL), I can stay with myself and not feel so affected, by the negativity and chaos, which is going on everywhere. I don’t claim to be impervious to it, but I feel very good about how far I have come, as compared to how I have been. I used to be reactive and emotional about everything, but my EL allowed me to be more rational, in control and centered.

 

I don’t give myself away anymore and feel satisfied with who I have become, although I didn’t become what I once set out to be. I am so happy, I didn’t become a psychologist and withdrew from that horrible PhD-study. Also, I’m glad, I didn’t become some famous seminar leader or a public speaker, as I am very private and need to live, as I do today.

 

I’ve tried to be, who I was not, since I felt so restless and unfulfilled. I no longer experience this aching pain of feeling ignored and of being unimportant. Today, I recognize, that who I am, is only for me and not for anyone with Disembodied Language (DL). My way of life is now adjusted to the continuation of my own EL, because, at long last, my Language Enlightenment (LE) is represented in my daily use of language, in spite of the fact, that there are so very few people to share it with. This lack of interest for EL and, therefore, for LE, frustrated and confused me so much, because, for me, it seems so obvious, our DL results in increasingly worse circumstances.  

 

My view of what is going to happen to those, who continue with DL, isn’t anything anyone would like to hear. However, I can’t be – and I don’t want to be – nonjudgmental about what I know to be true: DL is ruining the lives of millions of people. Since I used to want to prevent that, because I had a typical Christian savior-complex, my own DL was ruining my own life too. Although I discovered EL in my early twenties, it took me until, a month ago, I began to let my EL become focused on my LE. Before, I didn’t realize how much this matters, but now it is clear, my EL wasn’t able to continue, as it wasn’t yet understood as a function of my original self.

 

The real me, my true self, my intelligence – or, for the lack of a better word, my soul – or my sense of humor are all verbalizations of my LE, described by my EL. If I didn’t feel this to be the case, I would be talking nonsense, but I’m not, like those who don’t have EL, but who have DL, pretending that what I do is right, while in fact it isn’t. In other words, I owned up to my own history of conditioning with DL, as I couldn’t deny my own inability to continue with EL, even though I was the first human being to discover this marvelous new way of dealing with language.  

 

I always felt, people should come to me, instead of me coming to them, but I couldn’t resist, as I was the only one, who knew EL and wanted others to know about it too. I never cared for anyone’s praise or approval and went through many experiences of rejection, before my EL could continue, stabilize and remain with its source: my LE.

 

All of the aforementioned was absolutely necessary for me and will be necessary for anyone, who wants to have ongoing EL and realize their LE. I find writing about this process so enjoyable, as it gives me the opportunity to elaborate – to myself – about how EL works. Surely, like everyone with DL, I too have my own tendencies to make it seem as if I already know how EL works. I’m in a strange position, because I’m the one, who discovered EL and I admit, it made me feel entitled. I felt, I should be recognized, as that is the only way in which others could have EL too.

 

Although I have given many workshops, seminars  and sessions, although I have studied and taught psychology for many years, my achievement was never publicly recognized and I have had to come to terms with the fact, this is never going to happen. I am the only one, who knows and can know my LE. It is a great privilege to have discovered EL, which – in spite of my struggles and conflicts and my endlessly going back and forth between DL and EL – afforded access to my LE. I am grateful for what is happening today, as each moment is a blessing. This may sound corny, but it is really true. If you would talk with me and get to know me, you would know, I live the life I am describing and you could live that life as well, if you, like me, became aware of what is stopping your EL. You can’t have EL, if you don’t know your DL and your EL will only be about your LE, if it continues.            

 

Two,

 

Two enlightened people were talking about how much enlightenment has changed for them, since they first came to know about it, because of their discovery and exploration of Embodied Language (EL). One of them – you could say – was more of a rational, masculine type and the other was more of a feminine, poetic type. Actually, the former was a man, whose Language Enlightenment (LE) had made him capable of talking freely about, how great it actually is, to be in touch with his feelings and the latter was a woman, whose LE made her recognize, her verbalizations mattered more and more to her, now that her EL was about her LE. In effect, emotion as well as reason created a dynamic conversation, with a lot of laughter. This is what they said.

 

How have you been doing? I’m not doing anything, life just happens by itself. Where is everybody? They don’t want to be here. They don’t want to be with a nobody. With two nobody’s. It’s too much for them, too overwhelming for their egos. I guess, their Disembodied Language (DL) is more important to them? Yeah, they want to be somebody and they can’t stand being a nobody. It isn’t my problem. It isn’t my problem either. They don’t know, but it is their problem. It is, but, since only we know, that it is their problem, it tends to become our problem. No way. Let them have it. It’s good for them.

 

I suck at problems. Me too, I keep forgetting what the problem was about. It used to be DL. Seems like such a long time ago. It used to piss me off. Actually you were funny, when you are angry. Thank you for reminding me, I always loved my anger. Yes, and I loved my sob-story better than others. You have no problem with it. No, but others do. Knowing what we know is a problem for others, but not for us.

 

I used to feel so bad, that others considered me to be the problem, but now I enjoy being a problem for them. So nice to leave the problem unresolved. Yes, ignoring it really works for me. Talking about problems never solved anything. Well, in our case, we got somewhere, as EL made us realize, we didn’t get anything out of DL. Amazing how our failure has  become our success. Nobody wants to hear that, but it is true. Everybody gets it upside down and inside out. Funny, how things are not what people believe them to be. Yes, people believe, if they try harder, things will improve, but they only get worse. Ain’t that the truth. Hallelujah, I gave up trying.

 

We agree, but nobody agrees with us, because they don’t notice, they aren’t objective. They are biased because they believe to be somebody. Only nobody can be impartial. Correct, to be scientific, you must leave your subjective shit out of it. Yes, don’t be such a hot-shot, to know, you have to be humble and admit, sometimes, you just stumble or mumble. Love it, when you do that, you are at your best. Always so great to see you and hear you. Same here, finally someone who gets it. Self-knowledge isn’t about listening to us, but to yourself. Such a taboo, because if you do, you will disappear. That’s what happens. Nothing can stop that. Not even the false belief of who people believe to be. It is such a tragedy. Yes, there’s no joy in that, no melody.

 

They always change the subject. That is what they do, these subjectivity-admirers. They suck all the energy out of the room and they have bad breath. It is so suffocating, to talk with any of them. They are all the same. Yes, they all want attention and when they get it, they don’t know what to do with it. Yes, they don’t want to talk about themselves. It would show how impossible it is, to keep their pretentious act together. We don’t have that problem. No, we don’t. Our act is a hard act to follow, as we can’t be followed, because we aren’t acting. And they are caught in the act of trying to be someone they are not. Regardless who they try to be, they are not it.

 

It is so reasonable to be a nobody. Yes, it doesn’t depend on me or you, that one and one is two. We only agree if, we are one, by being nobody. Nobody  seems to have any problem with being a nobody in their sleep. We can also be nobody while awake and while we talk, otherwise we cannot live without any problems. Yes, being somebody or being supposedly awake, you have nothing but problems. We need to go asleep while we speak. It’s such a big drag to be somebody. These drama queens always turn out to be emperors without clothes. Innocence is known only by someone, who is mature and balanced.

 

Was there anything else? Yes, nothingness is the ultimate source of knowledge and people keep believing, they can acquire it by studying, praying or meditating. It has nothing to do with that, we know because we talk out loud with ourselves. Yes, no one home, when you’re alone. That’s what coming home is all about and having the whole house to yourself. Let your language do some spring cleaning.         

 

Return,

 

Only when you return to your language, will you be able to be yourself, to be who you are and, yes, to be free. However, you can’t return to yourself, as long as you still, unknowingly, continue with your  Disembodied Language (DL). You would only be able to return to your authentic self and to a meaningful,  satisfying, worthwhile life with your language, if you had ongoing Embodied Language (EL). This is the reason why, millions of people – and, probably, you are one of them – engage, unconsciously, in DL and  live meaninglessness, inauthentic, conflicted lives. It never occurs to them, everything depends on how they use language and, thus, they are stuck with their language or, as they usually say, in their mind.

 

There is nothing to return to with EL. Once you have EL, you have returned, you have come back to your senses, to who you have always been, but who you have never expressed accurately with language. You know it, because everything you do, has positive consequences. You don’t need to change and you simply continue with what you are doing with EL, because life just keeps on getting better and better. Moreover, with ongoing EL, you know for sure that you express your Language Enlightenment (LE).

 

You could use many different names for it, but for clarity’s sake, I stick with DL, EL and LE. Of course, it is totally up to you, to call DL, EL or LE anything you want to, but you will find, when certain words are used, DL is triggered and when these words aren’t used, your EL continues beautifully and coherently. Perhaps, you feel more inclined to call your dull DL Doom Language, Disgusting Language, Disruptive Language, Dismissive Language or Dissociative Language? The abbreviation DL would still work.

 

I encourage you to find your own words, to describe  the empowering effects of EL. May be, you call it Effective Language, Expressive Language, Effortless Language, Energizing Language, Engagement Language or Enthusiastic Language? Surely, the abbreviation would still work. It doesn’t matter how you describe it. Language plays a key role in your life, but you have never really paid any attention to it, because your language simply wouldn’t let you.

 

All kinds of idiots are paid big dollars for pretending to have EL. As far as I am concerned, only the best liars get the attention and dominate the so-called conversation or narrative. I have no interest in this competition for the attention of others. I don’t even want your attention, which is inextricably related to your DL and, therefore, the wrong kind of attention. If you don’t care about my views about language, I am glad not to meet you and your absence is much appreciated. For a long time, I felt bad about why people were always rejecting, avoiding and ignoring me, but nowadays, I feel so fortunate and grateful, I have left behind the DL, everyone is involved in.

 

You don’t even realize – whenever you are on your phone, when you watch TV, when you are on social media, when you read a book or a newspaper, when you see a movie, when you listen to a professor in college or university, when you vote for a politician, when you acquire information from some expert or authority – you are 99.99% of the time, listening to  or reading about someone’s DL. Most likely, you’ve never even heard anyone with ongoing EL, because those who, occasionally, as we say, strike a chord with us, don’t do anything else besides that, since they don’t know how to accomplish more than that.

 

Except me, nobody speaks clearly – with EL – about the DL-factor of the Bud-Light fiasco. Nobody is able to even acknowledge, it is becoming increasingly more difficult for companies to sell their products, because – regardless of how much we endlessly continue to pretend to have EL – we are all stuck with DL and experience the consequences of that. Unlike what hordes of people, to their own great detriment, believe – because they were taught this stupid nonsense in their colleges and universities –  genuine interaction is not about selling a message.

 

Since I am the only one, who knows about and who is able to have ongoing EL, I am absolutely unique, as with me, anyone can experience what I’m talking about. Anyone who talks with me, will find, they can have – without any exercise – ongoing EL as well. Talking with me will show you, that everything I say is true. You will feel that you have always wanted to have EL and this is really what is happening. People have no idea, they experience a great yearning for real communication. This isn’t some superficial itch which can be scratched. During DL, our longing for genuine interaction is dismissed, as if something is wrong with you, but when you talk with me – or with anyone who has ongoing EL – you conclude,  something was right about you all along, that you wanted another way of dealing with language than DL. You may not have understood, but the conflict you experience, isn’t caused by DL, but by the fact that you already sense, there is something better.

 

Unknowingly, you are constantly questioning your DL, but you can never get to your EL, as long as you don’t talk out loud alone and listen to the sound of your voice while you speak. Once you have EL with me, you’ll be able to comprehend, why you were always restless, dissatisfied, distracted, reactive and full of doubt. When you talk with me, you will know, why talking with yourself is much more important than talking with others, who, as I was saying, for the most part, have DL. By talking with yourself, you get a sense of what EL is and you’ll be very sure, you can have only it with someone else, who also values talking with him or herself more than talking with others. When we will be talking together, we will be talking with ourselves and sharing our LE, because we will have finally returned to our wellbeing.

 

 

WisWord,

 

Actually, I have nothing to say. Of course, I could always come up with something, but there is, at this moment, nothing I urgently wish to express. I have already done that. I have spoken with great passion,  great tension, great determination, great ambition, great despair, but also with great success. However, I am happy to realize, I’m not doing that anymore.

 

I don’t even like being the center of attention of an audience, because, generally speaking, people are  insensitive and disrespectful to me and incapable of knowing who I am. It is a fact of my life, I’ve come to terms with. People aren’t interested, in what I can  verbalize about my Embodied Language (EL). I have lost any hope, that this will ever change. It gives me peace, not to want to have EL with others anymore.

 

Don’t get me wrong, I would love to have EL with you, but I don’t want to put any effort in anyone anymore. Yes, I can say this, because I have been there and done that and now, I’m done with that. I am so glad, all my involvement with others is behind me, as it never did me any good. It makes me happy, to be in charge of my own language, to create my own reality and to be satisfied, to live my life as I do.

 

Each day, each moment, my life is getting better and better, as words matter less and less to me. I like my re-wording of what I previously called Disembodied Language (DL), with NoWord and EL, with NeWord. I also want to re-word this fuddy-duddy old word Language Enlightenment (LE). From now on, I will call LE, WisWord, because our NeWord allows us to speak our own words of wisdom. Isn’t it interesting, that except for some very honest, open, courageous and humoristic people, nobody who wants to have anything to do with someone like me, whose NeWord unrepentantly celebrates his WisWord? 

 

It is absurd, hilarious and egregious, that everyone, is, obviously, unconscious about what is right and good and, therefore, insisting on NoWord. Surely, we keep saying nothing, while pretending to be saying something. Only someone like me, can put his finger on the dreadful, unresolved, ancient Babylonian speech confusion, which is likely to bring on another nuclear war. I have no happy tidings for  stupid, fanatic, arrogant NoWord-believers. They are doomed and there can be no salvation for them, other than remorseless conversion into NeWord.

 

The beauty about what we commonly describe as our real selves, our true nature or what I now call, our WisWord, is that the dreadful burden of our history of conditioning will melt like snow in the sun. Yes, our NeWord flows like a clear mountain stream and its freshness is invigorating. Indeed, our WisWords are always spoken and written with majestic greatness, loving truthfulness and natural splendor.

 

As a kid, I used to love flying kites. We would spend hours, making and flying our kites. Mine was always blue, as the sky.  Also, I loved these little wooden model airplanes, which are thrown up in the air and glide down so gracefully. Today, I was reminded of this, as I saw three eagles circling in the clouded sky. I was such a marvelous sight. It’s such a joy, to see them fly so effortlessly. I was once again watching my old kites and planes, but without all the hassle. Tragedy happened. My line broke or got knotted up. My kite landed in a tree or on a house and my plane flew behind a high barbed wire fence or it broke apart.

 

My NeWord honors these awesome eagles and my WisWord shares with them the open space, which is our reality. NeWord is not some poetic, idealistic, spiritual pipe-dream, but something, which can only be appreciated, by being true to ourselves and by acknowledging, our WisWords have always been waiting for us, to be spoken, to be written, to be heard and to be read. If you read these words out loud, you will know, you speak and hear NeWord and be aware, you can write your WisWords too. This is not like writing in a journal, because all your attention is going to your language, rather than to your dreadful experiences, which distract you from your language, into inevitable NoWord victim-hood. 

 

With NoWord you, mechanically, verbally, go one and on, about everything, but you never embody your own language. The only way for you to do that, would be, paradoxically, to be as angry, as confused, as frustrated, as lost, as depressed, as sick, as stuck, as violent, as vulgar, as unnatural as you really are. It is painful, your NoWord leaves you no other option, than to suffer and create more suffering, until you literally say and finally can hear: enough is enough. Unless you hear yourself say it, your NoWord does not stop. Such is the inescapable reality of how your language determines everything else in your life. I didn’t make this up, yet, I started out by saying, that I had nothing to say and then I said all of this, as my NeWord always reveal my WisWord. 

 

WijsTaal,

 

Eigenlijk heb ik niets te zeggen. Ik kan natuurlijk altijd wel wat woorden produceren, maar er is op dit moment niets dat ik dringend wil uiten. Dat heb ik al gedaan. Ik heb gesproken met grote passie, met grote spanning, met grote vastberadenheid, met grote ambitie, met grote wanhoop, maar ook met grote vreugde en groot succes. Ik ben blij om nu te beseffen, dat ik dat niet meer doe of hoef te doen.

 

Ik hou er niet eens van om in het middelpunt van de publieke belangstelling te staan, omdat mensen over het algemeen ongevoelig en respectloos naar  mij zijn en niet in staat zijn, om te weten wie ik ben. Het is een feit in mijn leven, waar ik eindelijk mee in het reine ben gekomen. Mensen zijn eenvoudigweg niet geïnteresseerd in wat ik kan verwoorden over mijn Belichaamde Taal (BT). Ik heb echt alle hoop opgegeven, dat dit ooit nog zal veranderen. Het geeft me rust, om geen BT meer met anderen te willen.

 

Begrijp me niet verkeerd, ik zou heel graag BT met je willen hebben, maar ik wil voor niemand meer moeite doen. Ja, ik kan dit zeggen, want ik heb dat natuurlijk wel eerst gedaan, ik weet maar al te goed hoe dat is en ik wil dat niet meer. Ik ben zo blij, dat nu mijn betrokkenheid bij anderen achter me ligt, want het heeft me nooit goed gedaan. Het maakt me gelukkig, om de baas te zijn over mijn eigen taal, om mijn eigen realiteit te creëren en om tevreden te zijn, om te leven, zoals ik dat doe, vanuit mijn BT.

 

Iedere dag, elk moment, wordt mijn leven 

beter,  omdat woorden steeds minder 

belangrijk voor me zijn. Ik hou van

 mijn nieuwe formulering van wat

 ik eerder Ontlichaamde Taal (OT) noemde. 

OT werd NooiTaal en EL werd NuTaal. 

Ik wil ook dat ouwe afgezaagde woord

 Taal Verlichting (TV) vervangen met

 WijsTaal, omdat het ons woorden van

 wijsheid doet spreken. Is het niet 

interessant, dat behalve een paar 

oprechte, open, moedige en 

humoristische mensen er helemaal 

niemand is, die iets te maken wil 

hebben met iemand zoals ik, wiens 

NuTaal zo jubelent en onverschrokken

zijn WijsTaal viert?

 

Het is absurd, hilarisch en flagrant, dat iedereen zich onbewust is, van wat juist en goed is en daarom maar blijft aandringen op het hebben van NooiTaal.  Natuurlijk zeggen we allemaal eigenlijk helemaal niets, zo lang we maar blijven doen alsof we iets zeggen. Alleen iemand zoals ik kan zijn vinger op de zere wond leggen en precies aangeven waar het in de zogenaamde Babylonische spraak-verwarring om gaat. Ik heb geen blijde tijding voor domme, fanatieke, arrogante NooiTaal-aanhangers. Ze richten zichzelf ten gronde, want er is voor hen geen enkele andere redding mogelijk, dan de meedogenloze, onvermijdelijke, noodzakelijke bekering tot NuTaal.

 

Het mooie van wat gewoonlijk wordt omschreven als ons unieke zelf, onze ware aard of wat ik nu mijn  WijsTaal noem, is dat de vreselijke last van onze tragische conditionering’s geschiedenis smelt als sneeuw voor de zon. Ja, onze NuTaal stroomt als een heldere sprankelende beek en de frisheid is heerlijk verkwikkend. WijsTaal wordt altijd gesproken en geschreven met majestueuze grootsheid, liefdevolle waarachtigheid en moeiteloze aandacht.

 

Als kind was ik dol op vliegeren. We besteedden vele uren met het maken van onze vliegers en met het oplaten en in de lucht houden van onze vliegers. De mijne was altijd blauw, net als de lucht. Ik hield ook van deze kleine houten modelvliegtuigjes, die in de lucht worden gegooid en zo gracieus neerdalen.  Vandaag werd ik hieraan herinnerd, toen ik drie adelaars zag cirkelen, in de gedeeltelijk bewolkte lucht. Ik was zo’n geweldig gezicht, om die vogels door de lucht te zien glijden. Ik zat ineens weer naar mijn oude vliegers en vliegtuigjes te kijken, maar dan zonder de romp-slomp. Er was een tragedie gebeurd. Mijn lijn was gebroken of helemaal in de knoop geraakt. Mijn vlieger was ver weg gewaaid en in een boom beland of op het dak van een huis en mijn vliegtuigje vloog achter een onneembaar hoog hek met prikkeldraad of het brak aan stukken.

 

Mijn NuTaal eert deze ontzagwekkende adelaars en  mijn WijsWoord deelt met hen de open ruimte, die onze realiteit is. Onze NuTaal is niet een oud-bollige, poëtische, idealistische, spirituele illusie, maar iets dat alleen door ons kan worden gewaardeerd, door trouw te blijven aan onszelf en door te erkennen, dat ons WijsWoord altijd heeft gewacht, om door ons te worden uitgesproken, neergeschreven, om te worden gehoord, begrepen en gelezen. En, als je deze woorden hardop aan jezelf voorleest, dan weet je, dan voel je, dan spreek je en dan hoor je jou NuTaal en dan besef je, dat ook jij heel wat WijsTaal te schrijven hebt. Dit is niet zoals het mijmerend schrijven in een dagboek, want al je aandacht gaat nu naar je eigen taal, in plaats van naar je negatieve ervaringen, die je afleiden van je NuTaal, naar het alomtegenwoordige NooiTaal-slachtofferschap.

 

Met NooiTaal ga je, onwillekeurig, maar door, om verbaal over van alles en nog wat te emmeren, maar je belichaamt nooit je eigen taal. De enige manier om dat echt te doen, is, paradoxaal genoeg, door net zo boos, net zo verward, net zo gefrustreerd, net zo verloren, net zo depressief, net zo ziek, net zo vastgelopen, net zo gewelddadig, net zo vulgair en net zo onnatuurlijk te zijn als dat je werkelijk bent. Het is pijnlijk, maar je NooiTaal laat je geen andere keuze, dan te lijden en nog meer lijden te creëren, totdat je eindelijk letterlijk zegt en dus kunt horen: genoeg is genoeg. Tenzij je het jezelf hoort zeggen, stopt je NooiTaal nooit. Dat is de onontkoombare realiteit, van hoe jou taal al het andere in je leven blijft bepalen. Ik heb dit niet verzonnen. Ik begon met zeggen, dat ik niets te zeggen had en toen zei ik dit, omdat mijn NuTaal altijd mijn WijsTaal onthuld.