Saturday, January 21, 2023

 

Mystery,

 

Every night, as long as you are sleep, you don’t know who you are. Especially, when you don’t have any dreams, you wake up completely rejuvenated. However, the moment you open your eyes again, you put on the world – or what you believe to be your reality – like a coat, you behave again how you remember yourself to be. Perhaps, you would like to sleep some more and be without your identity? Since there is no problem, during your sleep, to be without an identity and since it is, in fact, required for good sleep, you can also be immensely happy during the day, without having your usual identity.   

 

When you talk out loud with yourself and listen to what the sound of your voice tells you, you engage in Embodied Language (EL) and enter the space in which you can dream your Language Enlightenment (LE). Talking out loud with yourself about your LE, is like dreaming while being awake. By saying what you want to say and can say, you experience the mystery of creating your own reality with your EL.

 

We have all heard, read or even talked about, the presumed importance of transcending our ego, but no matter what we do, we always assume, that we remain confined in or by our so-called mind. Stated differently, during the day, when we experience our waking consciousness, we continue – like we do in our strange dreams at night – our entanglement with language. Yet, these so-called mental, inner, covert activities subside, once we express our LE.  

 

During our usual way of talking, in which we do not and cannot listen to ourselves while we speak – as listening to others is more important than listening to ourselves – we engage unconsciously, habitually, and automatically in Disembodied Language (DL), the way of talking, which gives rise to the illusion that we are, who we seem to be and believe to be.

 

If we don’t pay any attention to how we sound, we are bound to produce a vocal vibration, which is disembodied and, consequently, unknowingly, we are constantly negatively affected by the effortful, energy-consuming, demanding sound of what we wrongly consider to be our normal speaking-voice. Surely, when we take our first steps into allowing ourselves to have EL, we will produce the sound of our wellbeing, while we speak and our voice sounds and feels very different from how we sounded and felt during DL. To put it squarely, in DL, we speak as  a somebody, but in EL, we only speak as a nobody. Moreover, if you talk with me, nobody has more to say than somebody, therefore, my EL has right of way over your DL. If you can’t have EL, you simply cannot talk with me or someone else who has EL.  

 

LE is the mystery of creating our own reality with EL. The effortless production of our language occurs, as we allow our voice to guide us, into what we want to say and can say. Since there is absolutely no fear,  conflict, stress or pressure during EL, we are able to speak without having any author-ship, as we know, there is no speaker, only speaking. Likewise, there is only listening, but there is no listener. Furthermore, our speaking and listening behaviors are joined, as they happen at the same rate and simultaneously.

 

To someone, who is used to having DL every day, it is incomprehensible, that the whole notion of being a speaker or a listener is completely gone, due to a new way of talking, in which we listen to ourselves instead of to others. However, when we begin to do this, the joyful results will be evident, every step of the way. To be without who we believed ourselves to be is a tremendous relief, as we finally trust our own language. After we have said it, after we have heard it, after we have written it and after we have read it (let’s not forget, there is also no writer or reader), we will act on it, as we know, that it is true.

 

We can and will have EL with others, after we have explored our EL on our own. These others are, like us, also nobodies. All the somebodies continue with their DL, but without us, as our LE urges us to retire from DL. Initially, we still feel, as if we are missing out on something, by withdrawing from DL, but this is necessary, as it allows us to continue EL on our own. We get used to being nobody, as we receive, experience and enjoy the gift of our LE. Thus, in EL, we will all be enlightened together and the mystery of our combined LE is the future of all of mankind.                     

Friday, January 20, 2023

Dear Readers, this wonderful writing (translated from Dutch) is by my dear friend AnnaMieke, with whom I have weekly conversations. She also writes a blog https://ontvouwenineigentaal.blogspot.com/2023/01/mijn-imperium.html I would like you to read what she wrote, because it is so beautiful. With our Embodied Language (EL), AnnaMieke and I have together discovered our Language Enlightenment (LE). 

My empire.
January 19, 2023
The building goes on, but no more lugging, put aside my bricks a little less, because I can trust that the wisdom I feel has become my empire. As I can write now, as my language supports me, and I alone can keep what it gives me. I don't have to spit anything anymore, my foundation is now ready, from there I can experience how my empire was born. I see some boundaries coming and touch them for a moment, then I feel my drive coming again to to stand in the middle of my empire. I laugh and feel the flow unfold, which deliberately unfolds my language, which deliberately lets me speak while I listen and where my core now lies, in a relaxed float in the tranquility of writing, in knowing who I am, that from my empire I can speak and write at the same time, that nothing more can happen than what I write. I don't have to search anymore to see who I am, many stones have I moved, many roads traveled, many have must realize that what I can experience is true apparently destined only for me. It is the fruit that I want to bear and in fact do not have to do anything for it, except to tell in my writing how it is that from my language in which I am that empire has given me and wants to use it a little more sparingly, there, where the flood of knowledge, nothing can flood, if one does not know it, then only to read what I write. but straight to the point to hear that my sound in writing can lead the way, to tell that my power from my own empire is now unfolding. It sparkles in my eyes it confirms where I stand and no longer need to explain that from my empire something can and has arisen. That is the language of unfolding, that is my foundation, in which I apparently always put my trust. it is not the words that I read, but the experience that it gives me, to to feel stronger, in everything that lies and is said, and get changed rain from an empire where nothing is concealed but rather brought forward, because the space I feel has been obtained by writing to myself, has emerged in it, like a butterfly that just saw its wings to fly on, opened doors to experience that my language is always welcome, in which my sound can show what it would be like if I didn't listen to what I write.

My empire is as solid as a house, and when I walk into it I feel the power of experiencing, as if the temple of myself can now better understand, in my own words and worth, the effort I took for years, now transforms into this moment, in the time of sharing, on another level now, thus filling me with my own creation, in which my truth of experiencing, from my own realization I have landed here now. Another time has come, there is another experienced in my body, there is a different approach in my writing, while it always remains my own language. I zoom through space and feel the air very pure, I take both hands, rub them very warm, look to my eyes, which are softer and my head is no longer bent, whether it is possible, or what I write not out of a desire, but simply because this arises.

I tap against the walls and see my own silhouette standing there, and realize that the memories I had are now gone, because the many writing has created so much space and even acquired my own empire in it, now I can say that it is even is a temple, as I can experience it in my body. The beauty I feel and what I longed for is ready in my temple, and from the peace it gives when I see my own empire, then dare to experience, that nothing more is needed than just the experience of soft energy, which allows me to be completely myself and can show in my writing, that everything is possible, from a genesis, in which I have come to believe that my reality is so certain is to be able to share this.

 

Someone,

 

In our demanding, compulsive, unconscious participation in Disembodied Language (DL), we all struggle in vain to be someone, but our true nature simply cannot be betrayed and thus constantly throws a spanner in the works.

 

People sometimes say: who do you think you are, that you can say and write all this with such certainty, but with these noble words, what is called thinking is utterly meaningless. One's Language Enlightenment (LE) can only be expressed in one way: with one’s own Embodied Language (EL).

 

Whether you want to hear it or read it or not, I speak and write about my LE every day with my EL. Actually, it is not the case – as I myself believed for a long time – that people avoid me and ignore me completely, as I am really someone with whom no one can identify. So if you get involved with EL, you're bound to end up in your LE and who you thought you were is gone for good. Your so-called thinking turned out to be an illusion and you are then someone who, like me, can handle his language in the right way.

 

LE is an asset that never goes away and everything you once feared you would lose, dissolves. In other words, the progression of your EL arises from your natural way of who you are. In your LE you are completely at ease because you have come to know that you are nobody and never have been anybody. Moreover, with your EL you stop your DL and your so-called thinking therefore stops.

 

Your new handling of language discards all your objectionable conditionings, because you let yourself know what is right and true for you. You say it, you write it, you hear it and you read it and the results are phenomenal. You can go on more because you have nothing to pretend. You are now someone only you can recognize, but everyone who doesn't know themselves yet walks away from you, as you don't even believe they are anyone anymore. You don't concern yourself with others anymore, because everyone is, in fact, like you, even if they don't have the EL to realize their LE.

 

Iemand,

 

In onze veeleisende, dwangmatige, onbewuste deelname aan Ontlichaamde Taal (OT), doen we allemaal tevergeefse moeite om iemand te zijn, maar onze ware aard, laat zich nou eenmaal niet verraden en gooit dus voortdurend roet in het eten.

 

Mensen zeggen wel eens: wie denk je wel niet dat je bent, dat je dit alles met zoveel zekerheid kunt zeggen en schrijven, maar bij deze edele woorden, is wat men denken noemt zonder enige betekenis. Iemand’s Taal Verlichting (TV) kan maar op een manier worden geuit: met Belichaamde Taal (BT).

 

Of je het nou wil horen of lezen of niet, ik spreek en schrijf elke dag over mijn TV met mijn BT. Eigenlijk is het niet zo – zoals ik zelf lange tijd geloofde – dat men mij vermijd en helemaal links laat liggen, maar dat ik echt iemand ben, waar niemand zich mee kan identificeren. Als je je dus met BT gaat bezighouden, kom je onherroepelijk in je TV terecht en dan is wie je dacht te zijn voorgoed gedaan. Je zogenaamde denken bleek een illusie en je bent dan iemand, die, zoals ik, op de juiste wijze met z’n taal kan omgaan.

 

TV is een verworvenheid, die nooit meer weg gaat en alles waar je ooit bang voor was, dat je het zou verliezen, verdwijnt. Andersgezegd, de voortgang van je BT ontstaat uit je natuurlijke wijze van wie je echt bent. In TV ben je volledig op je gemak, omdat je aan de weet ben gekomen, dat je niemand bent en nooit iemand ben geweest. Met je eigen BT stop je je  OT en houdt je zogenaamde denken dus op.

 

Je nieuwe omgang met taal, legt al je bezwaarlijke conditioneringen af, omdat jij aan je zelf laat weten, wat juist en waar is voor jou. Je zegt het, je schrijft het, je hoort het en je leest het en de resultaten zijn phenomenaal. Je gaat ermeer door, omdat je niets te pretenderen hebt. Je bent nu iemand, die alleen jij herkent, maar waarvan iedereen die zichzelf nog niet kent wegloopt, omdat jij niet eens meer gelooft dat zij nog iemand zijn. Je houdt je niet meer met anderen bezig, want iedereen is eigenlijk, zoals jij, ook al hebben ze de BT nog niet om dat te beseffen.                   

 

 

Thursday, January 19, 2023

 Today,

It's Thursday today and I'm in a jovial layer that shows no one has ever lived here. There is no point and there is no end to what never began.

This is not an answer, because there was no question, tomorrow is Friday and the sun is shining again today. It  has been raining for days and now there is fresh green grass everywhere. I am happy with the cows, who greet me with their moos.
 
Those who read this carefully know these words are important evidence. The highest truth and the very best brings clarity and laughing love at long last.

There is so much more to experience when we don't cling to our words and can finally surrender to our own speaking voice.

We all came into being in the exact same way and we realize all too well that sooner or later we will die anyway. There's nothing to grieve, there's nothing to fear and there's nothing to understand.

Hopefully you will live a little longer, but without striving for anything. Just be who you've always been and enjoy the celebration of your own life.

Your language doesn't have to be about anything other than what you can say and understand. Your simple words now speak volumes, because you have begun to play with your language. Yes, it's allowed, because you want it and it's possible, it's so nice to be able to live according to your own plan.

So today you stop interrupting yourself and you experience a blissful sense of peace. During those sad, long years of complaining and whining, this experience simply couldn't happen. Everything you said has charmed you, because you hear, today you let yourself speak. 

 

Vandaag,

 

Het is Donderdag vandaag en ik zit in een gemoedelijke laag, die toont, dat hier nooit iemand heeft gewoond. Het gaat nergens om en er is geen eind aan wat nooit begon.

 

Dit is geen antwoord, want er is geen vraag, morgen is het Vrijdag en de zon schijnt weer vandaag. Omdat het dagen lang aan het regenen was, is er ineens overal vers groen gras. Ik ben blij samen met de koeien, die mij begroeten met hun loeien.

 

Zij die dit aandachtig lezen, weten wat hier wordt bewezen. De hoogste waarheid en het allerbeste, brengt klaarheid en lachende liefde ten lange leste.

 

Er valt zoveel meer te beleven, wanneer we niet aan onze woorden blijven kleven en ons eindelijk volledig aan onze stem-klank kunnen overgeven.

 

Wij zijn allemaal op precies dezelfde wijze ontstaan en we beseffen maar al te goed, dat we vroeg of laat toch een keertje dood zullen gaan. Er is niets te treuren, je hoeft ‘m niet te knijpen en er is niets van te begrijpen.  

 

Hopelijk ga je nog wat verder leven, maar dan zonder nog ergens naar te streven.  Gewoon zijn, wie je altijd bent geweest en genieten van het ware levensfeest.

 

Je taal hoeft nergens anders over te gaan, dan wat jij kan zeggen en verstaan. Jou eenvoudige woorden spreken nu vele boekdelen, omdat je met je taal bent gaan spelen. Ja, het mag, want je wil het en het kan, het is zo fijn om te kunnen leven volgens je eigen plan.

 

Vandaag val jezelf dus niet meer in de rede en je ervaart een gelukzalig gevoel van vrede. Tijdens die droeve, lange jaren van klagen en zeuren, kon deze ervaring eenvoudigweg niet gebeuren. Alles wat je zei, heeft je bekoord, want je hoort, vandaag laat jij jezelf aan het woord.            

 

 

 

True,

 

It is really true, when I say what I feel, you reject me. I am okay with it, I am used to it. To me it is not a big deal, as I know what is happening. However, for you, it is confusing, that what is real is not reinforced, but punished. You feel totally embarrassed, confused and upset, if people don’t reciprocate your feelings, but I have so often gone through this experience, that I have come to expect that you can’t validate my feelings. 

 

Once you come to know about your Embodied Language (EL), you will come to terms with the fact that other people are unable to relate to it. They talk about their religion, their values, their beliefs and their identity, but they can’t really talk about their feelings, as that is taboo. It is an enormous smoke-screen. We believe, we need to continue to talk about what we have already been talking about, but the real conversation is, of course, always about what we haven’t been talking about.  

 

We get together, to sing, to pray, to have a good time, to meditate, to let each other know, that we believe in the same thing, but the fact remains, we are on our own, we create and live in our own world and our usual phony way of talking is not is going to be able to change that.  However, if we listen to ourselves while we speak and engage in EL, something different happens, which instantly, effortlessly and surprisingly changes everything: we have a conversation, which takes us out of our conditioning, as we produce a different sound.

 

The point of EL is, that we are not regurgitating our old, retarded, idiotic, self-denying belief in what we feel, we are supposed to say, as we only say what we want to say, what we can say and what we were bound to say, as we finally allow ourselves to say it to ourselves. There is, in that sense, no mystery in EL, as everything becomes clear. Initially, we are impressed with what EL reveals, but as we engage in it more often, it is clear, that we are communicating our reality, which isn’t very pretty.

 

When we first start with EL, we can’t help but admit our totally life sucks, as we finally express to ourselves everything which needed to have our attention, but which couldn’t get our attention with our Disembodied Language (DL). When we take our first steps in EL, we  realize, we have always had DL, but now our DL has stopped, because we ourselves have stopped it. We cry and admit that we were suffering unnecessarily, but we are coming around to ourselves and we are happy this is happening. Yes, we are happy, we can acknowledge that have been our own worst enemy. With EL, we finally are allowed to love ourselves, as we create and maintain the situation in which we can feel this way. We have strict and well-defined boundaries, as we know that our equanimity depends on the continuation of our EL.    

 

When we have EL, we completely stop pretending that it is normal to have DL. It isn’t normal, it is abnormal, although we engage in it every day. Our usual DL is a denial of our intelligence. We act as if we are dumb, but we aren’t dumb, we are just trying to, supposedly, fit in. Of course, we never really fit in, we only just pretend to fit in. Those who are still doing their best, to fit in, simply don’t know, that they are forcing themselves have DL, while in fact, they would like to have EL.

 

There really is so much more to say, than what we allow ourselves and each other to say. Saying what we can say and want to say, is not some ideal, but a possibility, we r achieve or miss out on. Due to DL, we miss out on what we are capable of. We don’t give ourselves the chance to say it, we don’t take the time to say it, we don’t pay attention enough to what we want to say, to be able to say it. We can still change this and this opportunity always challenges us, but only someone who knows and is familiar with EL, stimulates us to change ourselves.

 

When you read this, don’t go on again with other things, but contact me (skype:limbicease) and talk with me, so that this change can begin to happen. It will happen, I am absolutely sure of that. However, it couldn’t happen and it never happened with your outdated, superficial DL. Your DL has to stop and you must do this yourself. Only if you have done that, you can have ongoing EL and become aware of your Language Enlightenment (LE). This is a different of enlightenment than all the nonsense  you have read in books or heard in lectures, as it is about how you use your language. If you read these words, if you have found your way to my blog, you are ready to hear this, by saying all of this to yourself.