Afterwards,

 

What you experience, what you, supposedly, go through, right now, is the inevitable result of what you have done, and, perhaps, even more importantly, what you haven’t done, what you refused to do, what you knew, you should have done, but what you didn’t do, because you still didn't allow yourself to do it. Stated differently, your present is made possible or impossible by your past. In Disembodied Language (DL), you don’t pay sufficient attention, to what is in your attention, consequently, you don’t describe your experiences correctly with your language.

 

You may not like, that I say this, that I rub it in, but the reason that you read this, is, of course, because you have a hangover about your own behavior. You read this, because you don’t have a clue about what you are doing, where you are going or why you are being here. Presumably, you are searching, trying to find out what you want, trying to understand what is  going on.

 

With DL, you are, unknowingly, forever living in the great afterwards. The only way you are ever going to get out of your backward way of life, is if you stop your DL and begin to have Embodied Language (EL). Your EL is not some ideal, but a reality. You can’t have any EL as long as your DL is still happening. Your future with DL is bleak, because all your problems will increase and get worse, but accepting, understanding and saying this right now, is your first step into a new way of life.

 

Only when you read my words out loud, so that you can hear your own voice, do you use them correctly and soon afterwards, you’ll notice a change in the sound of your voice. When this happens, many new things will be going on. You should stop reading this text and start talking out loud with yourself, so you can finally tell yourself – in your own words, with your new sound – why you weren’t doing this before.

 

How many times it happened, you experienced the same dreadful feelings, the same horrible people or the same stupid problems? Each time you, supposedly, thought afterwards, that you would get better, you would somehow improve, but nothing like that ever happened, because you weren’t thinking, you were only imagining that you were thinking. If you would have said, what you were, presumably, thinking and if you were listening to what you were actually saying, you would have felt very differently afterwards.

 

What happened, after you woke up again from your nightmare? Was it really over or did you not even wake up afterwards, because you kept believing and imagining, that you were thinking about it? Your so-called sleep is the dissociative veil, you throw on your reality with your DL. If you acknowledge this, you don’t look – there is nothing to see, there is nothing to believe and seeing is believing, was a visual trap, to attract your attention – but you will listen behind the curtain, where you hear, what you like to hear.  

 

You are stuck, because you have only known DL and you are always trying to catch up. Unless you stop DL, you are imprisoned in the eternal, regretful, insanity wards, called the afterwards. The point of this writing is to give you a taste of DL, not afterward, but while it is happening. DL has a bitter taste, it sounds horrible, it stinks, it looks awful and makes you feel depleted. Each of your senses is protesting, yet you continue, because your DL carries you away, to a happy future, that, supposedly, will come afterwards.

 

DL is a disgustingly treacherous poison. At first, it gives you a sense of belonging, to the group, but soon afterwards, you find – as an individual – that you have been fooled. The rules of the group are ultimately suffocating and, no matter how much you claim to be free and are able to impress others, you are forever dissatisfied and frustrated, as your successful, ideal future, your so-called heaven, is never realized. It is painful, to acknowledge, your DL was in vain, but it was. If you have read this text, out loud - to hear your own voice - you will feel immediate relief when you are done. Welcome to EL. There is no more afterwards, as all the consequences are good.