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I think no more, because there is no language inside of me and there never was. It was an illusion. I have said it, I have written it, I have heard it, and, also, I have read it, just like you do, right now. Because it is true, my conditioning history with Disembodied Language (DL) is no more. I have no more requests, as my Embodied Language (EL) has answered all my questions. My DL has stopped, since I have gained access to a new way of dealing with my language.

 

With DL, you are never satisfied, as it doesn’t allow you to recognize and fulfill your needs. You always want more love, more truth, more sex, more money, more adventure, more entertainment, more knowledge, more control, more drugs, more alcohol, more time or more silence, but all your meaningless demands derive from your DL. No one could be more stuck than you, because with your unhappiness, you keep competing for attention. You win the first price.

 

You are afraid to find out more about yourself and that is why you continue with DL. Obviously, you are never really yourself with DL, why else would you be so distant, angry, argumentative, hostile, frustrated, defensive or eternally distracted? If you would talk with yourself and tell yourself about what is going on with you, you would hear in the sound of your voice, that what I say is true. You will hear that your voice is changing, as you finally begin to sound calm, relaxed, energized, present and authentic and then you will say to yourself: that’s more like it, this is who I really am, what a relief to be myself once more. Yes, it is still possible.   

 

After you have said – to yourself – you would like to have less DL and more EL, all your other behavior will begin to change, because your language, which regulates all your other behavior, has changed. This is not another one of your unachievable goals, but it is an irrefutable reality, from which you can no more turn away. In effect, with EL, you become conscious.

 

The undeniable fact, that there never really was any inner language, private speech, thinking or mind, is what you previously called being consciousness. Yes, you were always conscious, but you didn’t have the ongoing EL to express it. May be, you had a little EL - unconsciously, accidentally or momentarily - but it was no more, it was already gone, before you knew it or could enjoy it. In the past, each time you felt a little bit more comfortable, open and expressive, your habit to have DL, destroyed this wonderful experience.  

 

You have never even acknowledged, that it is your DL, which keeps making your run around in circles, after your non-existent tail, your imaginary identity, who you believe yourself to be. Only when you have ongoing EL, will you no more be deluded by this appendage of your DL. It is inevitable that during DL, you were always only fantasizing about who you are, because your language was more about others than about you. In DL, you, unknowingly, do as you were told and that is why you react and keep trying to speak truth to power. In EL, you don’t feel that obligation anymore.

 

I know of no man or woman, who is more honored than he or she, who is him or herself, with EL. I have no respect for anyone’s DL, as it represents always more of the same senseless conflicts, struggles, tragedies and violence. Surely, my EL is more important than everyone’s DL, which is going on everywhere, and that is why I consider talking with myself to be more important than talking with you. I can only continue with my EL, because I don’t want to get involved no more in your disgusting DL. I have nothing to do with your DL.

 

DL and EL result in very different consequences, but only with EL can we accurately predict what is going to happen. In DL, we are sold on so-called wishful thinking. Things supposedly will get better, tomorrow, but one day, our life will end and then, there is no more tomorrow, and we have wasted our life on a pipedream. This is why we say may he or she rest in peace, because life was one big continuous hassle.

 

The alarming, but, unaddressed fact, that everyone, everywhere, almost permanently, engages in DL, makes it more of an urgent challenge, but also more of an adventure, to step out of this madness and go on with our own EL. Since there is basically no one to have EL with, one has to go on alone with one’s EL. However, once we are done crying, complaining and asking for attention, we find, even if our EL is no more than a whisper, we enjoy it tremendously, we are stimulated by it and we are fulfilled by it. With ongoing EL, we no more believe in miracles, but our EL surely is the gift that keeps on giving.

 

Of course, we talk a lot about victims these days. There is a big competition going on about who is the biggest victim, who deserves the most attention and who is allowed to dominate public discourse with their particular unique, special kind of victimhood.  There is definitely more than one victim to DL, but nobody seems to wonder, how many? When are we ever going to be able again, to converse upon more pleasant subjects? It is only going to happen, if we call a spade a spade and recognize our common way of talking – DL – as the total disaster it has always been and say, in unison: no more of this bullshit.