Subtle,

 

Subtle, real humor comes from a place of feeling totally at ease. What you keep hearing from those, who are trying to be funny, is nothing but anxiety, stress, frustration and fear. God – who, of course, does not exist – forbid, you don’t laugh about their  antics, as that would be devastating for these already messed up individuals, who, compulsively put themselves in front of a crowd, since they have absolutely no boundaries. There is, also no such thing, as a friendly crowd, because the demand for distracting entertainment itself is always brutal.

 

My peaceful humor is incredibly rare, as it requires the ongoing Embodied Language (LE) of me as well as you. Luckily, against all odds, I have acquired the skill to have continuous EL, but to catch my humor, you have yet to become as sensitive as I am. Most likely, you don’t get what I’m talking about, as you still want the old-fashioned, canned-laughter of the stupid jokes with a punch-line.  The problem with your unaddressed lack of receptivity, is that you can never let anything emerge organically, naturally and effortlessly, by itself. Your forceful, ugly, unconscious tendency, with your Disembodied Language (DL), is that you want to push it, but genuine laughter can’t be pushed. The cramp, the noise, the humiliation and the deprivation, you have endured in the name of so-called humor, was always because you have allowed some creepy moron, to cover you with his or her word-salad and to slam you with his or her carefully-scripted, aggressive, fake speech, which is supposed to be funny and expecting you to laugh.

 

Authentic laughter isn’t occurring because someone  says or does something funny, but because you are open to experiencing something new. It is a delicate matter, but you keep interfering with what presents itself in the moment, which is always delightful and interesting. Your new perspective on laughter, which derives from your EL, will reveal many aspects about humor, you have never considered. For instance, why is there so little laughter in your life, to begin with? Why do you even have a need – I don’t – for those presumed experts, to make you laugh? It is absurd, to have fun, you go to some show or turn on some program. It is like going to church on Sunday, to salvage your sense of religion, by listening to some guilt-tripping preacher. Why is always someone else, presumably, the guide to your source of happiness?

 

The sickening, nonsensical, demeaning, competitive trickery, accepted and praised as humor, goes on in spite of the fact, you have probably been educated. Science teaches, that your imaginary higher power doesn’t exist. So, why bother listening to someone, why believe in someone, who, supposedly, knows the way to your enlightenment, while you could be having the time of your life – like I do – just speaking with, listening to and laughing only about yourself?  

 

I can’t laugh about you, but I can and will never stop laughing about myself. What has gone on, in blunt, painful, sad, disgusting humor, is it always distracted you and made you more unaware about yourself, as you kept being busy with someone else’s words, instead of your own. The misunderstood connection between humor and consciousness has continued, because you have been fooled into believing, that you can’t be conscious, while you laugh. You must, so to speak, surrender to the laughter and forget about everything else, which is all your troubles and problems. However, only by being verbal about your own drama and your own failures, can you begin to really laugh. Moreover, your own disasters are  funnier than those of others, as they will go away, if you laugh about them, but your catastrophes don’t  subside, if you only laugh at the flops of others.

 

Our amusement, spiritual, political, economic and  philosophic –  entertainment business, is a racket. EL puts a permanent end to our idiotic infatuation with deceitful special people, who appear to give us something, but who, in reality, only take something away from us, which belongs to us. Our attention and energy must go to ourselves, only then can we laugh about ourselves and realize, our Language Enlightenment (LE) was already the case. What we call attention or consciousness is our language and our own ability to tell ourselves what is funny. We know what is funny, but with DL, we were never able to tell ourselves and become familiar with it. Therefore, our own fun was always postponed and forgotten, due to our dull, coercive, self-effacing DL.

 

In EL, we can laugh so much, because we finally get it right, what we were getting so wrong, for so long, with our DL. Thus, there is forgiveness – which was never there before – in our laughter. We have been endlessly beating ourselves up over all our mistakes, but with EL, there’s no holding back anymore, as we tell ourselves how it really is with us, regardless of what others might say about it. They can’t say much about it, as we learn to keep it to ourselves, after all, it is our own sense of humor. We don’t mind having fun on our own, as we understand very keenly, why others don’t and can’t appreciate what we have in such abundance. Moreover, our laughter wants us to be on our own, so that we can have more of it.

 

The only ones who can laugh with us, are those who have also embraced their lonely laughter. Together with them, we experience the ecstatic waves of our laughter-energy, which blesses each conversation we are having. Surely, our laughter is the celebration of our subtle LE with our subtle EL. There couldn’t be any other way and we are fully at peace with what we say. With DL, there is always a hangover about what was said, but in EL, we forget, as we no longer believe that we have thoughts in our head.