Awake,
I feel happy,
I have Embodied Language (EL), while everyone is so miserable, distrustful and
frustrated, because they can only have Disembodied
Language (DL). I am awake and free, but everyone is asleep, confused and
burdened. I live such a wonderful life and have everything I need. My language
carries me into newness, health and energy. It really is such a great joy, to
be awake and to simply be alive. I love my job, which allows me be very active,
physically, so I can use my energy productively during the day.
One has to
be awake, to be able to recognize, why DL – our usual way of talking – isn’t
working. Unless one continues to have EL, it will never become clear why one, unknowingly,
continues to be trapped by DL. People fight and argue and make all sorts of
claims, but they never deliberately, skillfully and effortlessly stop their own
DL and, therefore, they cannot afford to have any EL. Although, of course, they
have a tiny little bit of EL, it just isn’t enough to remain awake.
Being awake and
being asleep is a real thing, but it is also a metaphor. If one doesn’t have
good sleep, one will have problems functioning during the day, but if one
remains unconscious about how one uses one’s own language, one gets carried
away, one drifts off into la-la-land and starts imagining things. I am not
fantasizing about EL, but I am experiencing and relaxing in, what it is like to
have it. I don’t write, every day, on my blog, about my EL, because I can’t
have EL with you, because I can. And, I no longer feel – as I used to –
abandoned by those, who don’t want to have EL with me, because in reality, I
have abandoned them, as I don’t like to participate in DL.
I can be as attention-grabbing
as anyone else, who engages in DL, but the attention I get with DL, is not the
attention I want. Being awake means, I know the great difference between DL and
EL. Anyone, who is awake, will do what they can, to stop their own DL, since it
always has devastating consequences. You create more and more problems, with
your DL. As you get older, it becomes more and more difficult, to catch up with the fact that your life is a big
mess. You will be awake, when you have some EL – even if it is only for short
time – and you will witness all of mankind’s tragedy and drama. With DL, you
cry and weep, you curse and complain, but DL isn’t about you, it is about the
suffering of every human being.
Although Buddhists
like to talk a lot about suffering in order to make it seem, as if they know
more about it than others, who don’t follow their “ten thousand things”, the
Dalai Lama him-self doesn’t know anything about EL and, therefore, he mainly engages,
like everyone else, in DL. Instead of paying attention, to how they experience
their own sound, while they speak, superstitious Buddhists – like any other religionists
– waste their lives on studying the self, which is a verbal construct. The “ten
thousand things”, in Buddhist parlance, refer to everything or all the
so-called “dharmas”, which distract us from our enlightenment and from being
awake. However, there is only DL which keeps us asleep. Also, none of the celebrity
therapists, psychologists, psychiatrists, professors, philosophers, writers,
speakers, pundits, comedians and actors have a clue about EL, but they can be quite
good at pretending to have EL, as they know how to exploit DL for their own advantage.
I am awake
and don’t mind, that I am, apparently, the only one, who can say or write, what
I say and write. Although I couldn’t believe it myself, it is true, I have,
somehow, woken up and I am still surprised every day, it could happen, to someone
as troubled as me. My EL has woken me up and shown me, that my Language
Enlightenment (LE) – which is based on my speaking, listening, writing and
reading – is the ultimate cure for all the spiritual dogma, that I myself was so
unhappily involved in for so many years. I now go to sleep for another hour and
then I will go to work. I feel satisfied to have written this.
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