Rejoice,

 

Even though I write these words only for myself, I am quite sure, many people can identify with what I’m addressing. Everyone has – to a greater or lesser extent – experienced what it is like, to feel rejected, when you are, against all odds, trying to be honest, but not succeeding, although you know damn well, that everyone – including yourself – is continuously lying, sweeping things under the rug, putting up an exaggerated drama, a pompous show, a boring lecture or a distracting sales-pitch. In other words, we all know, what it is like, to feel not accepted, not recognized or not respected for who we really are.

 

Nobody gets more turned down, refused, ignored, excluded, overruled, discounted and disrespected, than some rare and unique human being, like me, who is capable of and vocal about continuing with  Embodied Language (EL), rather than being trapped by Disembodied Language (DL), in what everyone  vehemently describes as their so-called mind. So, for me, it is perfectly natural, understandable and realistic, to feel rejected and to be hyper-sensitive about the issue of rejection, because I am rejected every day. Instead of considering this as my trauma, I treat it as a blessing in disguise. I’ve felt this way  my entire life, as I have always wanted to have EL.

 

Anyone who recognizes the difference between DL and EL, wants EL and, subsequently, feels rejected, because, except for some other sincere, intelligent,  courageous individual, nobody is interested in it. I know, that you can’t believe this to be true, since you don’t know the difference between DL and EL. Moreover, you don’t want to know about this great difference, as it scares you to death. However, in the same way, you can’t deny your own mortality, when you read these words, you cannot escape from the truth of what I say. You reject me and you never talk with me, but this has actually confirmed, what I’ve been saying all along: once you know the difference between DL and EL, you will stop your DL, continue with EL and recognize and rejoice in your Language Enlightenment (LE), which makes you act as you do.

 

The things I just described don’t happen over an extended period of time, sequentially, but instantly, simultaneously and continuously. You are going to be amazed, by how absolutely mind-blowing your new experience with your language will be, after you have been reborn, as a different person. While your old conditioning, will, of course, still continue to have its effects, you have already permanently changed into someone, who is always new. You may still cry, complain and demand about – whatever – as you were used to, but the bottom has fallen out, you can’t go back and you can’t pretend anymore, you don’t know, what you’ve come to know, as your EL reveals real self-knowledge, which obliterates – in one stroke – all false assumptions about yourself.

 

Whether you believed yourself to be better than others, more successful, capable, moral, creative, spiritual, intellectual or practical or whether you imagined yourself as worse off than anyone else, the greatest victim, the most hopeless loser – the one, whose needs, presumably, can only be fulfilled by others, but not by yourself – none of these ideas and concepts about yourself are valid. As you read this, you probably still have a strong notion – which you have always had – you know yourself already and that there is really nothing else to know beyond what you already know. You repeat this old pattern, as you have never considered your language only for yourself, by yourself, by speaking out loud with yourself and by listening to what you say to yourself.

 

Certainly, your lack of control over your language has endlessly burdened you with nothing but crap, yet, you still consider that to be your identity. In that sense, everyone with DL, is a drag, who – in one way or another – always demands attention, but doesn’t contribute anything positive. To the contrary, in the name of our DL – our common, but unaddressed way of dealing with language – we have continued with stupidity, cruelty, perversion and superstition. How can your lack of self-knowledge, your so-called unconsciousness – that is, your repetitive, phony, superficial, energy-draining way of dealing with speaking, listening, reading and writing –  have a desirable outcome? It hasn’t, it never had and it is never going to. You may not want to believe it, but you are going to die, like everyone else. Likewise, like everyone else, who is going to discover EL, you don’t feel troubled, by the fact, you are rejected by basically everyone, as you will rejoice in your LE.