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Enlightenment was never before approached and expressed, by anyone, in the way I do. By listening to myself, while I speak, I first became aware about my own Disembodied Language (DL). Like everyone else, I just sound terrible, whenever I engage in DL. Moreover, I too don’t like to hear my DL, as it always expresses my negativity. This is as true for me, as it is for everyone else. The difference with me is: I am able to listen to the sound of my negativity. To me, this it is not about acceptance, but awareness.

 

Anyone, who can speak and listen, can listen to his or her own sound, while he or she speaks and hear the great difference between the expression of his or her positive or negative experiences. Thus, if we would take time, to talk aloud, alone, with ourselves and pay attention to how we sound while we speak, we find, we have the ability, to precisely identify when we engage in Embodied Language (EL) or DL.

 

Once the immensely important difference between DL and EL has been discriminated, there is no way in which we can deny the obvious fact, that we prefer to engage in EL rather than in DL, however, we keep unconsciously, mechanically and habitually engaging in DL, without realizing it, because we have been conditioned to talk in such a manner, that we only listen to others, not to ourselves. In other words, we are used to DL, a way of speaking and dealing with language, in which the speaker is someone else.

 

In EL, you are the speaker as well as the listener. Of course, it is annoying, self-defeating, upsetting, depressing and energy-draining, to listen to, to feel, to experience and to hear, the sound of your own speaking voice, which expresses your frustration, stress, anxiety, isolation, fear, distrust, confusion, lies and pretention. It totally sucks to do that, but unless you do this, you will never be able to hear the big difference between your DL and your EL.

 

While you may still continue to talk negatively – and, perhaps, seemingly, endlessly, complain, whine or even shout about your meaningless drama, your exaggerated victimhood, your repetitive misery, your usual struggle, your tiring conflict and your irritable dissatisfaction with everything that is, according to you, wrong in your life – there comes a point, when your sound suddenly, surprisingly and effortlessly changes. This is when the switch happens, from DL to EL, since you have expressed, who you really are.          

 

The difference between DL and EL makes one thing instantly clear to you: whether it is your own DL or the DL of others, you hate to hear the sound of it. Conversely, your own EL, as well as the EL of others, sounds like music to your ears. Since you know from the get-go, you have always, unknowingly, preferred EL over DL, you will find, this distinction creates a new priority, goal or purpose for you. Of course, you want to stop your DL and have ongoing EL. It is the  only sane thing to do. Yes, your DL sets the stage for the perpetuation of your mental health problems.

 

I was elaborating on the important notion, that my Language Enlightenment (LE) isn’t like anything, any other so-called enlightened person has ever talked about. As I became conscious about my DL, it began to wither away and – all by itself – my EL continued. I don’t compare myself to anyone, who, supposedly, is or was enlightened, because, ridiculously, nobody is, as I am, emphatically in favor of language. There  never was a so-called guru, master or, self-realized individual, who insisted, as I do, on the importance of listening to ourselves, while we speak, which can only be explored, if we have the audacity, to admit, out loud, to ourselves, that talking with ourselves, is much more important, than talking with others.   

 

Anyone who reads this, knows that writings such as these were never before produced, as no one had the necessary skill to do so. I am well aware, I make bold claims today, but my EL draws it’s inevitable conclusions, because, like millions of others, I too have wasted a lot time, listening to others, instead of speaking with and listening to myself. It is my LE, which expresses itself fully and beautifully, with my ongoing EL.  

 

I have the skill everyone is lacking. Unless you begin to pay attention to and feel somewhat shocked by what I am referring to, there is no way, in which you will ever have the incentive, to stop your stupid DL and become capable of having intelligent EL. Unlike many, supposedly, wise, important, domineering, knowledgeable people, I have the ability, to bring about exactly what I am saying. This means: others don’t learn from me, but from themselves, how to stop their own insensitive DL and have enduring EL.

 

Your ongoing EL is self-evident and self-reinforcing and doesn’t need anyone else’s approval. However, those, who develop EL, will always reinforce each other. If this is not the case, this simply means, they are merely imagining, they are having EL, while they are still talking about their higher power or about supposedly special others, but they don’t talk out loud alone with themselves, about themselves and carefully listen to the sound of their own voice. It is hard to believe, what you read on this blog has such an enormous potential, but it has and your refusal to let yourself know it is so, is your loss. You read all sorts of other crap and listen to all sorts of other total bullshit, but you don’t consider these words to be important enough, to contact me, to talk with me and experience, that every word I say is true.

 

My writing doesn’t have anything to do anymore with me wanting to be heard, recognized or praised, but with getting through to you, because you are not, as you like to believe, wounded or traumatized, but only want to justify your DL as if it is important.  Your DL is as oppressive, humiliating and disgusting as others. By the way, both the oppressor and the oppressed engage endlessly in DL and only in EL do we put a permanent end to this whole rigmarole.

 

So-called enlightened people, have, inadvertently, highjacked your language. All your attention went to them, but never to how you use your own language. Down the ages, people have always distracted each other from paying attention to their way of dealing with language and, therefore, there never really was any difference between someone, who, supposedly, was enlightened and those, who tried and hoped to become enlightened, one day. What people have historically described as enlightenment, was merely another failed attempt –  in the long list of failed attempts – to escape DL. DL has always burdened us with the illusion of transcendence or deliverance, made possible by the abandonment of language.

 

Nobody has ever spoken or written about LE, which requires you to be your own speaker as well as your own listener. There was never a consistent emphasis on you as a speaker, who listens to him or herself. In conclusion, so-called enlightened people haven’t  done zilch about stopping your DL or making you aware about the possibility of having ongoing EL. All of them have only created in you the frantic desire to be like them. I don’t do that. It is very apparent with me, that EL is not about me, but about you. It is going to be the result of your effort and hard work to stop your DL. Yes, you’ll have to get involved with your usual dumb way of dealing with language and fully acknowledge, that you can’t stop yourself from having DL. You don’t need to accept your inability to stop your DL, but you must admit, that because of your history of conditioning, you have utterly failed to change yourself. The fact, that you haven’t been able to change your DL to EL, signifies you haven't been successful in changing any behavior at all. Your DL stops, once you give up trying to stop it and when you are aware, you keep having it, although you don’t want it. Your conditioning history comes to an end, when your language returns again to you.   

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