Listen,

 

Listen to yourself, instead of someone else. What do you hear? Like it or not like it? If you like it, keep it up, if you don't like it, stop. It's that simple. Why don't you? Why do you continue with what you don't really want? It's your conditioning. You are only doing what you have been taught, but you are not aware of how you have been conditioned. Your Disembodied Language (DL) is not because of you, but because of your overrated culture. If you are going to have Embodied Language (EL), then you understand, you have been cheated by your origin.

 

It is of no consequence whether others have read or heard what you have written or said, but it is of great importance whether you yourself have heard, read and understood it. Is your language your own or is your language, the language that was and still is determined by your fear of others? If you don't know, is it because you really don't know or because you don't want to know? I'm asking you this because I suspect, because I strongly have the impression, that you don't even want to know, that I've labeled your exaggerated, pushy, predictable, unintelligent DL and described it as it is. You keep acting like your DL is so great and fabulous, but as far as I'm concerned, it's pure bullshit.

 

Of course I ask you to imagine you listen to me and not to yourself. Only when you talk to me and listen to me, can you hear and come to know what you have never told yourself. However, I do not speak for you, but for myself. You still have to start talking to yourself from the very beginning. There is no point in lamenting or pretending it is not necessary for you to have, let alone keep, your own language.

 

Listen and let yourself be heard, what you have to say, when you are in charge. You don't want to have DL, but EL. There's nothing wrong with you at all, because you vehemently hate DL and only settle for EL. You should be praised, but unfortunately, this is not the case, because everyone is subconsciously encapsulated in DL. We can continue to pretend endlessly it's not all that bad, but the terrible fact remains that we are out of touch with ourselves.

 

Tell yourself honestly what happened to you. Listen to how your voice sounds when you stop lying. You sound very different then. You feel different because you are no longer who you believed you were. You have never been who you wanted to be, because who you are cannot be experienced from your usual fear, stress and anxiety. Your DL will stop on its own if you listen to yourself as you speak and it doesn't even matter what you talk to yourself about. Just start now and do it. Let yourself know that you have denied yourself and that you can stop doing so and then speak and hear your own truth.

 

 

Listen to the sound of your own voice as you speak to yourself. Your voice has never lied to yourself, but you have never listened to it. There's a lot of fuss about the importance of listening to others, but no one talks about your need to listen to yourself. You only listen to yourself if you let yourself know that it is necessary for you to listen to yourself.

 

I'm not saying you should listen to yourself, but you are saying this to yourself. Others may behave as if they listen to you, but as long as you do not listen to yourself, their attention only confirms that you are not listening to yourself. So during DL, you only get the wrong kind of attention, if you don't listen to yourself. I didn't make this up, but I let myself know this. It is true, even if no one ever admits it.

 

Listen and forget about that crazy idea that there is such a thing as going deeper into yourself. There is only your language, your sound, your relaxation and your ability to speak and act from your freedom. EL irrevocably reveals your Language Enlightenment (LE). LE is not some mantra, prayer, hypnosis or superstitious fantasy, but a transformation. When you finally say aloud to yourself: listen, what you will then hear is something you have not been in contact with before. LE is your true nature, which you have never listened to.

 

(The following Dutch poem lost its rhyme in the English translation, but, I find, it still works)

 

Just listen, experience,

sit, hear, feel and know

shit comes out of your ass

every day,

 

In the same way,

it is possible for every human being

to get rid of all complaining, whining and reproach,

by simply shitting out your old behavior.

 

On the potty,

there's no escaping it,

although of course

you stink for an hour in the wind,

like everyone else,

you understand yourself well,

without worrying about

what you do.  

 

Releasing your shit conditioning

is the best metaphor you have ever uttered,

as you have digested, accepted, heard,

understood and even smelled it.