Conscious,

 

That sound that is produced and heard in the moment that you are aware, shows that you were not really there before. Your voice always shows that you realize who you are and why you did what you did. People talk about one's conscience as if we were having an inner, quiet, private conversation with ourselves, but this is not what really happens.

 

Even though we have all kinds of illusions and fantasies about who we are, as soon as we start experiencing our sound, the smoke screen of words immediately lifts effortlessly. The process of Embodied Language (EL) takes place in silence and we are no longer trying to say or write something that we have already said or written. Although it is of course always a continuation of what we have said and written before, EL is constantly new, because it has not been made up, but has actually become possible.

 

The remarkable thing about consciousness is the absence of a so-called self, ego or I, or whatever you want to call it, when you refer again - to the point of being annoyed - to your painful past. In EL, every word is perceived as a password. I don't call it mystical, but magical, that we, with the sound of our own voice, create our own reality and keep it going.

 

The creative, natural process of EL only 

takes place if our attention is allowed and

 able to make itself known, in word and 

deed, and therefore, only when our Disembodied 

Language (DL) has ended. So in EL there is, 

so to speak, the word and at the same time 

the experience of the language, which creates

 or which occupies space. It is also a perception

 of giving or demanding attention with our language.

 

In EL our language gives us our attention, but in DL our language demands and deprives our attention. If we have not yet become acquainted with this, then we, involuntarily, with DL, demand attention from others and then, even if we sometimes have a little EL, we give our attention away to others. We can only keep the focus on ourselves if we recognize that we want to keep our EL to ourselves and not waste it on others, who steal it unnoticed.

 

In DL there is always a struggle going on, but in EL there is no such conflict. So there is never anyone who can supposedly continue to claim to someone else that he or she has EL. Although this may sometimes still be the case because of our previous  conditioning habit with DL, our continuing EL ultimately shows in great detail that it always remains - quite naturally - with ourselves and that our old way of dealing with our language and thus of dealing with our words - which want to keep going to others - has become a thing of the past.

 

We are finally aware of who we are when, with EL, we have literally reversed our language and speak and write to ourselves instead of others. This is a  form of coming home that is unparalleled. It is such a wonderful thing that everything falls into place when we are allowed and able to receive the sensation of our Language Enlightenment (LE). Here the word blessing really applies, because LE is really our own achievement and has absolutely nothing to do with anyone else.

 

With the dissolution and the letting go of the other – who is supposedly different from and separate from us and who, like us, supposedly has a separate existence – the awareness of who we thought ourselves to be falls away and therefore becomes silent. This peace is pure ecstasy and is actually unknowable, as we become pronounced in it and no longer speak to the process we have gone through and accomplished. Enlightenment has nothing to do with coming back into any future life. All this is pur nonsense, but one that could inevitably continue – even in EL – because LE hadn't been charted with EL before.

 

If, after we have stopped our DL, we can continue with our EL, this does not mean, however, that we therefore know everything. On the contrary, our knowing is and will always be limited, but as far as we are concerned, our self-knowledge is always applicable and thus resulting in desirable outcomes. We can be completely wrong, even with our EL, but our EL always allows us to admit it, while DL would make us deny it.

 

Because we feel liberated from our DL, it is almost unavoidable that in EL we still want to believe everything we say or write. So, with EL, we're going to continue with our language in the way we're able to. However, with my EL I'm not suddenly an expert in astronomy or surgery, but if I'm interested in such a topic, nothing will stop me from studying it. With EL - because there is real self-knowledge - there is always the acknowledgment of the lack of knowledge and thus no grandiosity of so-called omniscience. Continuing our EL provides a very different sense of reality than just the occasional chance brief moment from EL.

 

Even after we have come to recognize the huge difference between DL and EL, there is still a verification process going on quite some time, going back and forth between DL and EL. At least, this was the case for me, but I can imagine, if more people started to deal with this difference, the time of that back and forth would probably be shortened, as we no longer pretend to reinvent the wheel.

 

The longer we – alone with ourselves – continue with our EL, the more the blessing of our LE will become clear to us. As a result, there is less and less to say about both DL and EL. I experience all of this myself and I assume this will also work for others in this way, because I am not trying to make things more beautiful than it is. My words have come together in such a way that they could make this formulation possible. I'm satisfied with it and can't imagine anyone else following where their EL takes them would result in a bad or pointless experience. Everyone does with their language and with their life what they want and I do it, with my EL, this way.