Laughingstock,

 

How much longer can you keep unconsciously busy with your petty, superficial, superstitious, but also manipulative and indeed far-reaching consequences having word games? Misinformation, according to you, is the incorrect information, which is supposedly spread without any actual deliberate deception. And then there is disinformation, which you also describe as: spreading blatant lies with the active purpose of misleading people. This lofty, exaggerated, compulsive goal, which you and so many others have continued to strive for, may have financial, political, spiritual or ideological motivations and pay-offs. Throw it all in my cap, all those expensive difficult words.

 

It is all so complicated that no one can discern what it is actually about. It is said that words matter, but that is not true at all, because you and everyone else are, unconsciously, trapped in your conditioning history with Disembodied Language (DL). Your words only matter to you if you deal consciously with your language and therefore have Embodied Language (EL). In case you haven't had enough yet of this senseless, stupid, destructive, hair-splitting, there is also so-called desinformation or conspiracy theory, to somehow create some kind of contrast or counter-weight, with what is all claimed, by the establishment. Speaking truth to power? Really? Peace talks have never created lasting peace. 

 

You are a laughing stock, especially by trying to be so serious and important, but never succeeding in believing in yourself. You agitate endlessly, about what you disagree with, but you are and you remain - without ever realizing it - always busy with the same DL, retarded drivel, spiteful grumbling, pitiful complaining, exaggerated boasting. Everyone is so concerned about the corrupt elite, who know how to get the attention. Something needs to be done urgently to stop this injustice, so we are creating, with much fanfare, a truth commission. It is the umpteenth joke, because nothing comes of truth. We take – gullibly – two steps forward and – desperately – three steps back.

 

Any concession, in terms of how we actually handle our language, is a total mockery, which kept DL's deafening blaring and malicious babble going, but we don't even listen to it. The rules and laws, which millions of people in various cultures dutifully adhere to, are nothing, because the world is not flat and the horrific reality of DL has still not surfaced. There was never any reconciliation because of a reconciliation committee and the transition to a society which is ruled by human rights never came to fruition, because we, all of us, continued with DL unperturbed. If we are finally going to really talk to each other about what we do, at the International Court of Justice in The Hague, we need EL for that and then our DL should first be stopped.

 

Another way of describing the catastrophic habit of our usual, automatic handling of our language with some more fancy words is to call EL, Neword and DL, Noword. Neword is always in the moment, but Noword never is and makes language meaningless. We pretend that Neword is difficult to understand, but it is very easy to understand, because you can experience and feel it directly. In Noword you feel nothing and have no awareness of what you are experiencing, because your language is always about something else. You never adapt to the situation as it is, you keep reacting, to supposedly change it, to make everything your way, fit your belief. Neword is not a matter of having to adapt, but if you voluntarily adapt with determination,  you will find that everything is very different than if, because of your Noword, you keep fighting. There never was such a thing as fighting the good fight.  

 

Of course, it's not just that people try to pigeonhole you into who they want you to be - to them - because what's much more important, is that you keep trapping yourself, by pretending to be something, which you cannot be, because it is not true. How can you take charge of others, let alone your own life, if you still don't even realize that you always require validation from others? How did that happen? It has nothing at all to do with your unresolved, repetitive, uninteresting, demanding trauma of clinging to priorities that always resulted in you focusing on others rather than yourself.

 

The illusion of what others would think of you kept you from really enjoying yourself. That so-called thinking is nothing but what we say or don't say, what we write or don't write, what we hear or don't hear, what we read or don't read. What is not said does not, as everyone believes, remain inside us, where it accumulates, but it is simply never said. So in the end nothing more is said - not because we've finished talking, but because we never really started EL - and that should be our freedom? Such poverty.

 

Like everyone else, you too worry about all the injustice in the world and your Noword leads you astray again and again, even though you say you don't care anymore. Neword does not bring you back to reality, but it is the only action that makes you real. Neword cannot be desired, achieved or pursued. Even though everyone runs away from it, you only go through with it, because you have heard the love of your own sound, while you speak.

 

If others overtake your openness with their pushy Noword, it means they want your attention, because they can't give themselves that attention. And, when someone, like me, doesn't like their ridiculous behavior, they feel rejected, but in that way, they always go back to their dreadful Noword. If you have Neword, you are left entirely alone with only yourself, because that's how you eventually die.

 

With Noword we never come to accept our true, mortal, temporary nature and our problem remains that we inevitably look for each other, in order to lose ourselves. You don't speak to yourself, in order to really listen to yourself, to what you have to say to yourself. It is said, a person is silent like a grave, but why don't you ever talk to yourself about the fact that this silence is always a form of lying. You keep silent so as not to lie, but not talking to ourselves is why we keep lying. Moreover, in Noword we always inevitably silence each other.