Skin,
Everything
just happens. When we see or feel something, what we see or feel just happens.
This is a different sensation, than when – we – see or feel something, because
there is no one who sees or feels anything, as there is only the seeing or
feeling itself. Everything, through this perception described from Embodied
Language (EL), is different from what we seem to perceive from our habitual, usual
participation in Disembodied Language (DL). Suddenly, without preparation, we
are aware of our Language Enlightenment (LE), which – instead the problems and
tensions we have been accustomed to for so long – lets our EL flow, all by itself.
Flowing
with our own language is something very special. All the unsolved problems that
everyone has, are the result of the stagnation of our language. It is said,
that we no longer talk to each other because it was no use, because the same
problem kept repeating itself over and over again. The growing frustration of
our inability to change this is passed on to others, but it is not talking to
the other, but talking to ourselves or, rather, the absence of talking to
ourselves, that involuntarily presents itself and resulted in the escalation of
our problems. We have a completely different formulation about this in DL,
because we are talking about someone's alleged lack of awareness, arrogance or
adherence to one's belief in a so-called higher power.
So, with DL – we – pretend to
be doing something all the time,
when in fact it is only our
language that creates and
maintains that illusion, even
until death. We then say, we
are dying and about the dead
we say, they have died or
they have passed away. Our
inability to speak clearly
about this has given shape
to a mystical, supreme,
all-determining force, described
by us in such a way that we,
as individuals, have continued
to feel insignificant and unworthy.
Worshiping references to this
fantasized so-called deity makes
us live in the illusion that,
because of our ridiculous,
religious beliefs, we would
always be right and would
even be willing to kill or
sacrifice our own lives for this nonsense.
There
is nothing to do, when we supposedly relieve ourselves. Peeing or defecating
happens all by itself and if this is not the case, something is really wrong.
Actually, that applies to everything, because you have to go to the toilet
first, to let it happen there. So, you feel, you have to go and therefore
nothing is done by you at all. The fact that everything just happens and can be
described, said, heard, read, understood or made aware, makes us very happy and
content, to be able to live in the reality of our own language. Compared to anxiously
finding a toilet, to relieve ourselves, this is never the case in DL, because
we cannot find our own language. Moreover, the neglect or the strangeness of
our own language is because we continue to be mainly concerned with the shitty language
of others.
With
DL we live in a stressful, confusing and stupid contradiction, because DL contains two
languages and is dualistic. Unconsciously, there is a battle going on, to turn
our attention to our own language, but that is just not possible with DL. Only in
EL can we have an experience of oneness with ourselves, because our own
language is more important than what others claim. This too is described differently
and wrongly in DL, where preoccupation with our own language is regarded as evil,
self-centered, Ego, doubt or disobedience, which we had better stop doing for
the sake of our own prestige. In DL, we always throw the baby out with the bath
water.
The
inevitable beautiful sensation that – during EL – everything happens by itself
is a mystery. The more often we can get to what literally happens in our own
language and what is therefore unfolding in the moment that we speak or write, the
more we understand, that our relaxation can have this effect in our own
language, because there is no longer any fear about whether we say it well
enough. We say, know, write or hear everything in our own way and that is
precisely the reason why we experience a sense of peace with ourselves and the
world, even though we know very well, others are not or hardly ready for this. Because
of our conditioning, we tend to want EL for others rather than for ourselves.
And, everything we want for others takes effort and does not come naturally,
but what we want for ourselves happens naturally. If it doesn't come naturally,
we don't really want it, as we only believe – against our better judgment –
that we want it.
In DL,
we always pretend we're doing something for others, but we're always doing it
just for ourselves, although our language doesn't allow us to say this way and do
it this way. A conscious, responsible, realistic way of life requires that we acknowledge,
we can't help but always do everything exclusively and only for ourselves. We
have spoken about this, in DL, with words as will-power, purposefulness,
self-assurance, but such terms have never resulted in EL. And, when we finally
start to realize the big difference between DL and EL, this realization also
happens completely effortlessly, naturally and by itself. The blessing of EL is
that we can express our LE, because, at long last, we have come to know,
cherish and maintain our own language. That's why we feel so comfortable in our
own skin, because we embody our own language.
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