Experience,

 

You always experience something, but as of yet, you don’t have the language, to accurately describe your experience. You were conditioned by Disembodied Language (DL), which never captured precisely and, therefore, effectively, what you perceived to be true. Only when – after you have stopped your DL – you engage in Embodied Language (EL), can you remain truthful to your own experience, as your language is attuned to your body, because you listen to the sound of your voice, while speak. If you continue to speak in this manner, you will begin to hear and consequently, experience and know, the truth about your own life and the lives of others.  

 

Of course, there is no you, who has an experience, as there is only experience. The so-called separation between you and your experience, is because – due to your DL – you still erroneously believe, there is a behavior-causing agent inside. However, when you  listen to the sound of your voice, while you speak with yourself – alone – about what you want to say, but couldn’t say in your conversation with others, you know, there is no inner entity, who experiences, but only your experience. In DL, you fixated on the what you said and everything got stuck, but in EL, you loosen up, as language becomes again fluid.

 

In exactly the same way, there is no you, who has an experience, there is also no you, who has DL or EL, as there is only your experience of one or the other. Thus, whatever you experience is true and if you say it in the way, you are able to say it, you will say it in the way, you are able to accept it, understand it, let go of it and be happy with it. Of course, you don’t really talk with yourself either – as the speaker is the listener – and there is only your experience.  

 

The oneness of your experience, in EL, continues only, if you keep paying attention to the sound of your voice while you speak. Again, there is no you, who pays attention, but there is only being aware of the sound, which you produce. And, yes, you don’t produce this sound, but this sound is simply coming out, because it can come out, as you know, there is no you. Surely, you could say, you have surrendered to your language, but this is again your old way of talking about your experience. There is no you, who surrenders to your language, but there is only your  sound, your experience, verbalized in an embodied tone of voice, which is – and which remains – new.

 

During ongoing EL, you will come to know, that your experience of reality is created by how you use your language, that is, with DL, you basically create your own hell, but in EL, you create your own heaven. It is possible for you to notice, there really is no you, who creates one or the other, as your DL or your EL simply present themselves, because, at the moment that you speak, either one or the other is possible for you. As you pay attention to whatever asks your attention, there is no you, who pays attention, but there is simply the expression of whatever is in your attention. In other words, you talk randomly about whatever you are able to speak about and because you listen to yourself, while you speak and embody your language, an effortless ordering takes place.

 

Some experiences are more important than others and with EL, we finally get our priorities right, as our attention can go to any of our own experiences and especially to the experience of our own truth. Thus, the verbalization of our own experience, during EL, determines, we are no longer distracted from it and carried away by hollow words, which, so to speak, disconnect and dissociate from our own experience.

 

As stated, during our EL – which consist of speaking with ourselves, listening to ourselves and writing about this speaking with and listening to ourselves and also reading and responding to our own writing, with more writing, like this writing – experience of our own truth, takes priority over whatever anyone  else has said or written. In effect, we come into our own and we happily stay with ourselves – even if, except with ourselves, there is nobody to have EL with – as our Language Enlightenment (LE) takes priority. We are full of energy and delight, once we realize, it was always our LE, which made our EL possible. We are, so to speak, our true selves, as we know, there is no me, only our ecstatic experience.