Why,

 

I want to get something of my chest. I don't really need it, but I would love to hear or read something from you. Why aren't you responding? I know that I didn't write these words for you, but for myself, but does that mean, that you don't have to, that you can't or that you don't want to respond? Of course you do have that need, but you pretend you don't. And, you could respond to me by writing something back or by contacting me via skype (my name is limbicease). I believe you want to respond, but you are too afraid, to take on something, from which you know there is no turning back. As soon as you start dealing with me and thus with your own Embodied Language (EL), then your mechanical Disembodied Language (DL) is done, for good, because you have taken note of your Language Enlightenment (LE).

 

Isn’t it strange, you are afraid to talk with a positive feeling? Whatever way you look at it, that's what EL simply comes down to. You are used to and familiar with negative language, but you hesitate, you clamp up, and you actually feel quite intimidated, by the whole idea, of being able to speak only with positive emotion? I understand why you're making such a big fuss about it, as I know you've never done this, but isn't it idiotic, you are afraid to write to me, to talk to me and to personally experience that your EL does indeed exist and could take an important place in your life? Of course it is necessary to question your usual blunt manner of speech (DL) that creates the world in which you live, day in and day out.

 

Why am I still not hearing anything from you? Of course 

it's not about me, it's about you. Why don't you ever hear 

from yourself?? With your DL you just keep beating 

around the bush. You may ask yourself that question, but

 answer it with DL every time. When will you have enough

 of all those so-called answers, which have only made you

 forget about yourself? Why are you still kidding yourself?

 If you  listened to yourself, wouldn't you hear yourself 

talking precisely in that way others have talked with you?

 As soon as you hear it, it stops by itself.

 

Of course, I'm not waiting for you. Why should I frustrate myself with the vain hope, that you would ever be true to yourself? Being yourself with DL is never going to happen. The choice is yours. Either you stop - very rigorously - with your own cramped, numb, stupid DL, so that you can finally have some self-evident EL, or you will keep repeating, you are never allowed to talk, in the way that you want to and your emotions supposedly don’t matter. Why can't you have patience and acknowledge yourself, to let yourself know, that you disagree with how you have been conditioned? Of course, you can.

  

Why don't I care, if I hear from you or not? I may write you these words in this blog, but do not care whether you will have EL or not. Maybe it has to do with my LE? Why should I worry whether you're going to have EL or not? I don't care no more, since I already have EL and continue with it anyway. You read and probably shrug your shoulders. I wrote this, to give you my ultimatum: if you don't talk to me, you'll never know anything about DL, EL or LE.

 

Why be dramatic about it? You're just too cowardly to take it on and those other people are more important to you, I understand. You want to listen to someone, who doesn't want talk with you about who you are, but about who you supposedly could be. Why don't I give you anything to hold on to? I instruct you, to listen to the sound of your own voice, while you speak. Why don't you hold on to that? Why is that such a taboo? It is because you are the master of your own language and create only what matters to you. Surely, your LE is waiting for you, as long as you can have EL long enough. Why don't you listen to yourself? In DL, listening to others is more important than listening to yourself.